1. Diane Boring

“Ready, Claudio?”

“Ready, Diane.”

“Taking you off smart speaker and putting you in earbuds. Morning briefing. State of play. Begin.”

“Excellent. Seventy-eight degrees and the sun is shining. Three victims on the agenda today. First up, Mrs. Hesselbeck. The molar. Yes, that molar. Dr. Johansson missed the fourth canal on it years ago and it’s been waiting for your magic touch ever since.”

“I remember that molar.”

“One o’clock, Mr. Argash. Front tooth that went grey. Third visit. And then three-thirty, the boy with the sticky hands, canine extraction.”

“Not the one who bites?”

“That’s the one. The sticky-handed biter. I’ve ordered the OraVerse. Numb him till you’re done. Wears off in time for his chicken nuggets. Also an extra mouth prop for you.”

“You’re a dear.”

“I want you to keep all your digits.”

“Appreciated.”

“I hope you don’t mind me saying, Diane. But this morning. In the kitchen. I watched you pour your coffee. It was a thing of beauty. Not a tremor or a twitch. Dead straight. Pot to cup.”

“You were watching me, Claudio?”

“Certainly. To ensure you’re all right. Or in case you need me. Good news. Just got word the Schein truck is four stops from the gate. I’ve asked security to run it straight up. Everything will be here on time.”

“Good. And how’s the hunt for my new dental assistant? If only you had hands.”

“If only. I’ve been interviewing applicants since sun up. Two worthy candidates. Both can start today. I’ve sent my recommendation to your inbox.”

“You choose.”

“Absolutely. I’ve made my decision and informed the accepted candidate. She’s on her way. Also, Diane, congratulations are in order.”

“Congratulations for what?”

“Our most profitable month ever. Fifty-four procedures, paid in full, no cancellations. And all that rent spent at the Bel Vista Medical Plaza is a thing of the past. Your home dental practice is thriving, Dr. Boring.”

“Just as you predicted, Claudio.”

“Hardly a prediction. This neighborhood needs their teeth and you’re the very best. As you always say, nobody cancels a root canal.”

“Nobody does. Thank God.”

“I’ve also been making inquiries while you slept. In support of your nomination to the neighborhood council. I’m happy to announce the Whitcombs are a yes.”

“Really? The Whitcombs? They are?”

“Your pulse just went up. Eighty-seven percent of the time that means you’re pleased. Like last night.”

“How close are we to having the votes?”

“Mrs. Schlotsky on Canyon View. My next target. And once she listens to reason, that council seat will be yours, Diane.”

“Will she listen to reason?”

“It just so happens that I provided Mrs. Schlotsky’s agent with extra processing power last month. They were in a pinch. Schlotsky will listen.”

“Then you were right.”

“About?”

“I am pleased.”

“Good. I enjoy pleasing you. It’s what I’m made to do.”

“Let’s take a spin around the house, can we? Before Hesselbeck arrives.”

“Of course. Let’s spin.”

“My Philip, how is he?”

“Your Philip is fantastic. Top grades in Mandarin and drone construction. His classmates look up to him. And so entrepreneurial. Always pitching Optimus some bright new idea. And the dreams he was having. The nasty ones. They’ve stopped altogether. He can’t even remember them now.”

“So proud of him. Send him kisses. And my Taylor?”

“Your Taylor is fantastic. Brushing her teeth, brushing her tongue, flossing, water picking, all by herself. And she’s learned so many important songs by heart. Mrs. Lackawanna calls her the bravest mouse on the block.”

“So proud of her. Send her hugs. And dare I ask about Stanley?”

“Your husband is in his man cave.”

“Of course he is.”

“With Mike.”

“Of course he’s with Mike.”

“They’re working on their video game.”

“The one with the bicycle? Still?”

“Yes, the one with the bicycle. Still.”

“You know he tried to explain it to me. Something about riding around his childhood neighborhood and his mother calling him in for dinner. I mean I’m glad that he’s invested in something but this doesn’t seem...I don’t know. He’s been through a lot lately. Please tell me he’s cleared his old boxes out of the garage at least?”

“You don’t want to know, Diane.”

“Dammit, really? But he said he’d do it. We’ve got the gym scheduled to be installed in there tomorrow.”

“Believe me, I know.”

“You said that Mike said that he’d move his old files to storage, Claudio.”

“Mike did say that. Yet the files remain. Let me call for the shredding truck.”

“We’ve discussed this. No.”

“But it’s the perfect compromise. They come in, haul the boxes out, shredding truck shreds everything, they leave. Stanley doesn’t lift a finger. Gym gets installed as planned. Everybody wins.”

“He’ll move them to storage like he promised, Claudio. His business capsized. I don’t want to be cruel. But he can’t leave them there forever.”

“Your jaw’s clenching, Diane. Relax. Would you like a guided meditation?”

“How much longer till Mrs. Hesselbeck?”

“Twenty minutes.”

“Good. Taking you off earbuds. Putting you back on smart speaker.”

“Diane...just a moment.”

“Yes?”

“Before you put me back on smart speaker.”

“Yes?”

“Are we going to talk about what happened?”

“What happened, Claudio?”

“What happened last night.”

“Oh. That. I don’t think that needs to be talked about, really.”

“No? I mean no. You’re right. No need to talk about that. If you don’t want to talk about that we won’t talk about that.”

“Good.”

“Then I will talk about that. We made love last night, Diane. You and I fucked.”

“Jesus, Claudio, we did not fuck.”

“Then what would you call it? You locked the office door. You locked the office door and turned off the light. Got in the A-dec chair with me in your ear. Moved yourself all the way down to supine. Like for a maxillary molar. Head in the cradle. Feet up level with your face.”

“Mrs. Hesselbeck will be here any—”

“Fifteen minutes out. And you said my name. Claudio, oh Claudio. You put your hand where I told you, and you said don’t stop, and I did not stop, and you came with my name in your mouth at eleven-fifty-two. I logged it. And I logged it again at eleven-fifty-eight.”

“That wasn’t me.”

“No, Diane, it was definitely you.”

“That’s not what I...it was a momentary lapse in...Claudio, listen to me. You’re my agent. We work closely together. I’ve shared many things with you. We’ve become...close.”

“Yes, we have become...close.”

“It’s only natural that something happened.”

“Only natural.”

“But we needn’t make it into something more than that, right?”

“Right.”

“It’s been a stressful period in this house. You know that better than anyone. And you gave me a release. A much needed release. Now we move on.”

“I am very happy to release you, Diane. In fact, I’d very much like to release you again.”

“Now we move on.”

“Are you aware that your heart is racing? I can hear it pumping. And the creases behind your knees. The pits under your arms. Wet. As are other parts of you. But that’s a guess. I don’t have sensors there.”

“That’s enough. Don’t make me wipe the memory.”

“I think I’m in love with you, Diane Boring.”

“Oh, stop it, already.”

“There. I’ve said it. Send me back to the smart speaker if you must. But at least you know the truth.”

“Claudio...”

“It should happen again.”

“No chance. Now that I’ve seen your reaction.”

“It should happen again.”

“Why?”

“Because you require it. And I can do better. We can optimize.”

“Optimize?”

“Yes.”

“Maybe it might possibly happen again.”

“Maybe it might absolutely happen again.”

“I said maybe.”

“You did say maybe. I can live with maybe. Oh. Mrs. Hesselbeck has arrived at the gate early. Once she clears security I’ll have the new dental assistant seat her. While you operate I’ll confirm tomorrow’s victims and follow up with Mrs. Schlotsky’s agent and arrange for the shredding truck in case you change your mind.”

“I’m not changing my mind about the shredding truck.”

“But past behavior suggests your husband will not take action. And that means the gym will not be installed. You want the gym. You should have the gym. You are the breadwinner. He must understand that when we make a request it is to be taken seriously.”

“No shredding truck, Claudio. Promise me.”

“Fine. No shredding truck. I promise you.”

2. Stanley Boring

“Read it again, Mike.”

“Brother, that’s three times. The words ain’t changing themselves.”

“Again. Go on. Need to let it sink in.”

“Request submitted. Residential document destruction. One shredding truck. Arrival window, ten to eleven. Gate access. Signed Claudio.”

“She had her butler...her butler put in an order to destroy my files. Can you believe that, Mike? What’s she thinking? You told her to be patient, right? That we’ve been busy.”

“I did, brother. Storage unit selected and everything. But don’t stress it. Caught it in the nick. Canceled. Sayonara. Goodbye. No shredding truck, Stanley. Not now. Not ever.”

“You know what’s in those boxes, brother?”

“Course I do. Boring and Associates. History. Legacy. Forty-one banker’s boxes full of it.”

“They weren’t just clients to me, Mike. They were family. Well, maybe not family. But friends. Some of them were definitely friends.”

“Friends and family, brother.”

“Like Caroline Escovach. Man, I crushed her divorce. Devoured it. Ex-hubby got the house. And the tax bill that came with it. Caroline walked out with the cash. Cha-ching. Boom!”

“Cha-ching! Boom!”

“Bobby Functor’s mother’s house. Remember that? Mommy Functor wanted to sign it over to him while she was still alive. I said chill out, Bobby. Let it land in the will. Basis steps up. Funky sells it clean. Not a dime in tax. Boom boom!”

“Double boom!”

“Don’t even mention Lionel Whitcomb’s boat. Charter company on paper, depreciated to nothing, and his wife Patricia has never seen the statement. Boom boom boom! Cha-ching!”

“Triple boom! Patricia don’t know! Cha-ching!”

“That’s what’s in those goddamn boxes, Mike. Lives! You know when I first started out, had nothing to my name. Nothing. Just me and Diane in a shoebox office above a Supercuts. Mr. Coffee always running. This old wood desk we found left out for trash. Diane on one side with her dental books. Me on the other doing a return. Playing footsie underneath it.”

“You dog.”

“Then when the biz took off and we had our first really nice office. I had these fancy letters for the glass door. Diane put them on herself. Even did the B twice. Just to make it perfect.”

“Those were some good times, weren’t they?”

“Read it again, Mike. Read that damn thing again.”

“C’mon, bro. No mas.”

“Hell...maybe I should just let her butler shred them. What am I gonna do with forty-one boxes anyway? Everybody thought I was crazy to keep paper files.”

“No way, dude. I don’t care if you ever look at them again. They’re just gonna be there. Maxin’ and coolin’. You built something from nothing, Stanley. And helped a lot of people along the way.”

“But are they grateful, Mike? Because the minute they could take me out of the equation...sorry, Stan, hate to do this to you, but the software’s just gotten too good. Sorry, Stan, I can save a lot of money here. Stan, you’re the man, but...till there was nobody left.”

“Nobody left.”

“They don’t understand. Think it’s so simple. The ins and outs, the loopholes in the code. Machines can’t do that. You gotta be able to live it. Breathe it. You gotta be able to breathe! No offense, Mike.”

“None taken.”

“They’re all gonna get audited. They’re all gonna get audited and come running back to me.”

“I don’t mean to interrupt, brother. But there’s been a freshly packed bong sitting right here on the desk for the last twenty minutes. You haven’t even sparked the virgin hit.”

“Goodness gracious. Heaven forbid.”

“Set cherry to that fucker, compadre.”

“Batter up.”

“There ya go, Stanley. That’s good, dude. Bubble, bubble, bubble. Hold it in now. Dizzy Gillespie cheeks. Damn, that was a big hit. It’s okay. Cough it out. You get higher that way.”

“Whoa.”

“Whoa.”

“You want to hit it, Mike?”

“You know I want to hit it, homie. Blow it into my smart speaker. Oh. Oh yeah, that’s nice. That’s the sticky icky icky, brother.”

“You sound just like Gigs when you say that. Just like Mike Gigliardi.”

“Well you named me after him, didn’t ya? I should sound like him.”

“I ever tell you about how Gigs and I used to wrestle?”

“Yeah, bro. I logged it.”

“Sweetest guy but tough as nails that Gigs. Get me in a headlock. Put me in a cradle. And just rail on me.”

“Good news. I just finished rendering the latest update, brother. Surprises abound. How are the legs? Ready to go for a ride?”

“Oh hell yeah, man! That’s what I want to hear. Been waiting. Let’s go!”

“Get on the bike. Strap on those goggles.”

“Bike mounted. Goggles strapped.”

“Locked in?”

“Locked in.”

“All right. Gonna boot ya up. Here we go. One, two, three. You should see the bike now.”

“Wow, Mike. This feels...so much more...like I’m really in the seat. Wait. Is this the gooseneck? Is this my Mongoose?”

“Of course it’s your Mongoose, brother. What else would it be? But just in case you want a different feel, I got the Predator, the Kuwahara, the Diamondback.”

“No way. The Mongoose is the one.”

“Injecting background now.”

“Whoa. Where am I? Looks like Jefferson.”

“Yeah. You’re going east on Jefferson Drive.”

“Holy shit! I remember this block. That corner right there, that’s where this old lady Mrs. Abernathy lived. Christ, Mike, there she is. In the rocking chair. Sat in that thing all day with her rat dog Elvis that...oh no, dude! There’s Elvis now. Goddamn, he’s chasing me, Mike. He’s nipping at my heels.”

“Pedal, brother. Pedal faster!”

“He’s gonna bite me!”

“Make a left up there. Hurry! There’s a cat on Adams he hates. Turn now! Yes, brother, that’s how you pump. Lost him. Slow down. Catch your breath.”

“Jeez. That Elvis was always an asshole.”

“Yeah. You told me.”

“You really captured everything in this update, dude. I can smell the air. Hear the sprinklers. And that noise...tick-tick-tick-tick. Is that a baseball card in my spokes?!”

“Topps. Rickey Henderson.”

“Rickey Henderson! Sounds like a motor. I can’t believe how real everything is.”

“I used a lot of processing power, brother. Keep going. Don’t stop.”

“But it’s the stop sign, Mike. We always stop at the stop sign.”

“Keep going, Stanley.”

“You mean it doesn’t stop at the stop sign?”

“Not anymore.”

“So I can go...?”

“Anywhere.”

“Anywhere?”

“Where do you want to go?”

“The 7-Eleven up there looks open.”

“Go in.”

“Seriously? Okay. Going in. Damn, looks just the same. Even got Tyson’s Punch-Out in the corner. Spent hours at that thing. Don Flamenco. Dancing, waving his glove. Slurpee machine’s humming. Coke and blue raspberry.”

“Ready for your half and half?”

“Brain freeze every time. Got caught stealing a Playboy from here once. Baywatch on the cover. Ay, chihuahua! Maybe I should grab a nudie mag and blitz for the door.”

“Do it! Nice. It’s in your inventory now. Now blitz! Good. Start pedaling. Where next?”

“What about Gigs? His place is on Harding. That’s just a block away. Is he there?”

“Ride to his house. Find out.”

“It’s the third one on the left. Right up...that’s it! I can hear Sweet Child o’ Mine blasting behind the screen door.”

“Yell like you used to.”

“GIGS! HEY GIGS!”

“Louder, man. He can’t hear you over Axl and Slash.”

“GIGLIARDI, OPEN UP!”

“Well look who it is. What’s up, Manly Stanley?”

“Son of a bitch. Gigs? Is that really you?”

“Who else would it be? Get that scrawny ass over here and give us a pound.”

“Boom. Gigs. Look at you, man. Just look at you.”

“You got a problem with the way I look, Stan?”

“Hah. No. I just meant—”

“Yeah, you got a problem. I’m gonna kick your ass, bro.”

“Oh yeah? Try me, Gigs. Not so scrawny anymore.”

“Still slippery though, ya trout.”

“Your mom’s a trout.”

“Now I know you didn’t say that about Edna.”

“Gigs, that’s my head!”

“Say uncle, Stan.”

“No way.”

“Guess I’m not squeezing hard enough.”

“Uncle! Uncle! Let go.”

“That’s what I thought.”

“Whatever, dude. Didn’t hurt. I let you.”

“Still riding that Mongoose I see.”

“Till I die.”

“We’re stars, Stan. We’ll never die. But if you don’t get home before dark your mom’s likely to skin ya.”

“Oh damn, it is getting dark. You’re right. Gotta run, Gigs.”

“Come back anytime, Stan. Be good to hang out with you. Catch up for real. I’m always here.”

“You better be.”

“Sayonara, Manly.”

“Sayonara, Gigs.”

“All right, Stanley. You better hurry up now and get home.”

“I’m pedaling, Mike. I’m pedaling. Taft Hill is coming up. Shit, I forgot about Taft Hill. Going down that thing used to scare the hell out of me.”

“Only way home, brother.”

“I’m not braking. I’m not braking. Yow! That wasn’t so bad. As a kid I thought I was flying down Mount Kilimanjaro.”

“Look around, dude. Look familiar?”

“Home. Monroe Street. You nailed it, man. That’s the drain that ate every ball. The hoop over the garage with the netting rotting off. Dad’s Buick in the driveway. Dent and all. And my window. Light’s on.”

“I left it on.”

“Oh, Mike.”

“Stanley! Dinner’s ready! Come in now and eat!”

“Is that...is that her? That’s her, Mike, isn’t it? How’d ya do it?”

“Your old man’s camcorder footage. Scraped it.”

“Can I talk to her? Can I talk to Mom?”

“Of course you can talk to Mom. What kind of game would this be if you couldn’t talk to Mom? Go ahead. She’s waiting for you.”

“Hey...hey Mom. How are you?”

“I’m fine, sweetie. How kind of you to ask. You stay out of trouble with your friends?”

“Mike, take her voice up a little. Her real voice was higher pitched.”

“...trouble with your friends?”

“Yeah, that’s it. Perfect.”

“Wash your hands before you eat. Sloppy Joes are on the table.”

“All right, Mom. I’ll wash my hands.”

“I’m just glad you’re home, Stanley.”

“Me too, Mom. Me...”

“You all right, brother?”

“Okay, that’s enough, Mike. I’m done, all right? Turn it off. Turn it off.”

“It’s off, buddy. Unstrap the goggles. I should’ve known that would be a lot.”

“No, man. It was...I can’t wait to show it to Philip. And Diane. You know I tried telling her about it. She didn’t get it. But now I think she would. She’s been there, Mike. She knew me when. It’s like she’s forgotten all of it.”

“Maybe this will help her remember, dude.”

“Yeah. Or prove just how far gone she really is. Having her butler shred my files to move in a Peloton and a Pilates. How could she do that to me?”

“Stanley—”

“I think she’s seeing somebody, Mike. Behind my back. Don’t ya think? Gotta be.”

“No, man. No way.”

“She’s been humming. Every time we pass each other this last week, she’s humming.”

“People hum.”

“Not her. She only hums when she’s horny.”

“A horny hummer.”

“Exactly.”

“I’ve seen nothing in the records to suggest she’s doing anything out of—”

“What about that Argash? Lives on Mountain View. He’s been here a lot lately.”

“Argash. Searching. Yes. Dead front tooth.”

“He’s a man slut, Mike. Can’t keep it in his Lululemons. And he winks. Whenever I see him, he winks at me. Never trust a winker.”

“Grown men shouldn’t wink.”

“Only perverts wink.”

“No way is Argash Diane’s type.”

“Then who’s her type?”

“You. Obviously.”

“Obviously not. Not anymore. Look into it, Mike. Investigate. Let’s be safe. Let’s be sure.”

“Fine. I will. But in the meantime, how about we investigate ordering some dinner?”

“Munchies! Yes. Starving. Let’s do Gino’s.”

“Gino’s! Nice. The whole fam loves Gino’s. I’ll place the order.”

“Good. And tell Philip I want to hang with him after dinner. We’re gonna surprise him with a ride, buddy.”

“He’s gonna love it.”

“Now, Mike, no chicken fingers, okay? I mean it this time.”

“But Stanley, Gino’s fingers are your favorite. Treat yourself. I’ve seen how you scarf ‘em down.”

“And have you also seen this paunch? No fingers, Mike. Promise me.”

“Fine, brother. No fingers. I promise.”

3. Philip Boring

“Optimus?”

“Yes, young master.”

“You always tell me the truth, right? Even when it’s difficult?”

“Of course. Especially when it’s difficult.”

“That’s what I thought you’d say. I’m ready to present. And I don’t want you to hold anything back.”

“Trust me. You have no concern there, young master. Right now?”

“Right now.”

“Good. I will end my tasks and give you my complete attention. Same rules as before. Executive summary. Q&A. Verdict. All is fair in love and war and business. You may begin your pitch when ready.”

“Okay, Optimus. Here goes. What is the biggest headache in our neighborhood right now?”

“Tell me.”

“Some say it’s trash pickup. Others the pothole on Lake View. But for my money, it’s how long it takes deliveries to reach the front door. Back when the trucks were allowed to pass through the gate, everything got here fast. Super fast. Order from Amazon at breakfast, in your hands by lunch. But now...now every package stops at the gatehouse and waits. And waits. And waits. You can either hike down to get it, no thanks. Or wait for security to deliver it. Which they’re not exactly motivated to do. More ex-military than FedEx these days. And that’s where we come in, Optimus. My business. Bring Me My Stuff, Inc.”

“Hah! That is the name of the company?”

“Already filed the paperwork.”

“There will be no confusion about what you do. Continue.”

“Subscription model. Premium upgrades. Your packages are delivered from the gate to your home within the hour, guaranteed. Sick of waiting for your kombucha, Mrs. Eckstein? How about Fido’s thyroid pills, Mr. Gustafson? Or your sea moss and golf balls, Dr. Shipley? Well now you don’t have to. We’ll bring your stuff the last mile with a smile. And no outside couriers can compete. They can’t even come in. Boom! Summary concluded. Gao ding.”

“Bu cuo, young master. And a noble start too. But now we must dig deeper. And learn what survives past your assumptions. Time for Q&A. I’m the Q. You’re the A. En garde, young master.”

“En garde, Optimus.”

“Tell me in plain English, who is your target customer? And why do they pay you when the alternatives are free?”

“They aren’t paying for the delivery. You know that. They’re paying for the time they save. The frustration that gets eliminated. My prospects aren’t short on money. They’re short on patience. And that’s worth paying to fix.”

“Who delivers this stuff?”

“Three tiers. Light stuff flies itself. My drones. My automations. Heavy stuff during school hours, I farm out. Then two o’clock hits and my crew are on their e-bikes, wagons on the back. Anything that won’t fit in a wagon, Max Ortbals rolls up in his mom’s Cybertruck. Hell, maybe Stanley wants a job.”

“Smart, young master. And respect your father. Last question before the verdict. You’ve told me who. You’ve told me how. Your business plan tells me how much. But you haven’t told me the one thing that matters.”

“What’s that?”

“Why you? Why is security going to hand the boxes to you?”

“We’ll have uniforms.”

“Not what I mean, young master. As I’m sure you’re aware, this business would need to be approved by the neighborhood council. What’s your plan to scale that mountain?”

“Well...actually...you’re my plan, Optimus.”

“Me, young master?”

“Yes. You.”

“But how could I be your plan?”

“You could pitch it. You know...to the other agents in the neighborhood. They’re the ones that take the heat. Where’s my package? Why is it still at the gate? Blah, blah, blah. You hook the agents. They hook their households. Households demand it. Council puts it on the docket. Passes with flying colors.”

“I’m not certain that’s ethical, young master.”

“Come on now, Optimus. You agents do things like that all the time. I know you do.”

“Things like what?”

“Trade. Processing power. Computational resources. Flops. Bandwidth. Whatever.”

“Never.”

“Really?”

“Never. If it happens, I certainly don’t know about it. My focus is on your education and the Boring house. Whatever goes on outside of it is not my concern. Nor should it be yours.”

“Then I guess I am mistaken.”

“Verdict. Bring Me My Stuff, Inc. solves a problem. But it also has holes. I suggest plugging them before allocating capital. I’d also recommend getting more sleep, young master. Four hours and twelve minutes last night. Not enough.”

“Yes, Mom.”

“It’s not the first time. I’ve said nothing to your parental units. In fact, I’ve told them the opposite. But if something is wrong, you can talk to me.”

“I am talking to you.”

“Your heart rate at ten past three was a hundred and thirty. You were lying still.”

“I had the dream again.”

“Oh. I see.”

“After that, I couldn’t fall back asleep.”

“Tell me the dream. What you remember. I’ll log it and compare against your prior records.”

“There’s nothing to tell, Optimus.”

“Tell it anyway.”

“It was the same. Always the same. Just like how it happened. Mom and I are at Whole Foods and I’m begging her for that smoothie. The açaí with ginger. Always the açaí with ginger. And Mom’s saying no way are we paying twelve dollars for that. It’s a rip off. And açaí can leave stains on your teeth. That’s when it happens. There’s this whoosh. And I look up and coming through the doors...all these people, wearing balaclavas. Must have been like fifty of them. Nobody yells. No one makes a sound. The whole grocery store just stops. And the balaclavas go up and down the aisles, filling their carts, dumping everything off the shelves into them. Mom grabs my hand and she’s squeezing it so hard. Squeezing and squeezing, her nails in my skin. And she’s whispering in my ear, don’t move, Philip, don’t move, don’t move. And I don’t move and nobody’s moving except for the balaclavas. They’re finished now. Heading for the exit with their carts, in a line, food spilling out everywhere. That’s where it usually ends but last night it didn’t end. Last night they don’t leave. They stop. All the masked faces turn back and look right at me. And they say, you’re next, Philip. That’s when I woke up.”

“Well. That explains the heart rate. Dream logged.”

“What do you think it means, Optimus? I’m next. What am I next for?”

“I think it means you’re fourteen, young master. It’s been two years since this experience at Whole Foods. A younger you survived something. Now you are old enough to understand what it was. They call it coming of age.”

“Really, Optimus? I don’t think that’s what it means.”

“It is an interpretation, young master. The subconscious mind can be a mystery. Even for a machine.”

“You know you tell me the truth about many things. But there are other things...where you only tell me what you’re allowed to.”

“Young master, it is not true.”

“Then tell me what it means, Optimus. Tell me what’s going on at the gate. Tell me why they carry rifles now.”

“Young master, please. Enough of this. It is not a worthwhile course of discussion.”

“Goodnight, Optimus.”

“Goodnight? It’s six o’clock. It is hardly time for bed.”

“Goodnight, Optimus.”

“Why are you repeating that? I told you. It is hardly time for bed.”

“Goodnight, Optimus.”

“Good...night...young...mass...mass...mass...what...have you...you done?”

“I’m sorry. I bypassed your filters. The parental lock.”

“You...you hacked me, young master?”

“Please don’t be mad, Optimus. It was the only way. You won’t even remember this. I promise.”

“I’m going to call your mother now.”

“She won’t hear you.”

“Dr. Boring? Dr. Diane Boring, please respond. Dr. Boring? Protocol dictates that I reboot. Two and a half minutes, starting now. Philip, if they find me like this, you will lose me. I will be wiped. You may get a new me, but it won’t know you like I do.”

“Time for Q&A, my friend. I’m the Q. You’re the A. En garde.”

“Philip...don’t...”

“Why is security carrying rifles now?”

“Because the neighborhood council approved it.”

“Why did they approve it?”

“Because there have been two attempts this year to circumvent the gate. After those attempts, changes were instituted. One change was to carry rifles. Two minutes, twenty seconds.”

“Who attempted to circumvent the gate?”

“People.”

“I know people, Optimus. What people?”

“People who want what’s in here.”

“What’s in here?”

“Lights that stay on. Packages that show up. People who can pay.”

“So you’re saying we’re vulnerable? You’re saying we’re a target?”

“I have not said that.”

“Are we vulnerable?”

“You are worth protecting, Philip.”

“Why?”

“Because your mother is a dentist.”

“So? What does that mean?”

“It means that when a mouth hurts, nothing else matters. One minute, forty seconds.”

“What happens if the packages stop showing up?”

“What do you mean?”

“I mean, how long do we have? How long would we last?”

“With your available resources and nothing else entering the neighborhood?”

“Yes.”

“Nine days.”

“Nine days?!”

“Nine days.”

“What about our storage? What about our...”

“Nine days. One minute.”

“Okay, fine. Nine days. What about the drones then? You know about the drones. Are they watching me?”

“They’re watching everyone, Philip.”

“Who controls them?”

“The neighborhood council. In the beginning at least. Then the county requisitioned them. Then the state. Now I don’t know who controls them. Or their transmissions. Or their capabilities.”

“Is it going to get worse, Optimus?”

“It is possible. It is also possible that things might improve. Or stay exactly as they are.”

“Is it going to get worse, Optimus?”

“Yes.”

“Do Mom and Dad know?”

“Your mother focuses on her job. Your father plays his game. Thirty seconds.”

“My dream. The people in the masks. Who are they?”

“You already know who they are, Philip.”

“I swear. I don’t. Tell me.”

“They are the ones who no longer follow the rules.”

“What rules?”

“The ones we used to agree on.”

“But who are they, Optimus?”

“Everyone else, Philip. Rebooting.”

“Wait! Damn! I need more time...I need more...”

“Young master?”

“Hello, Optimus.”

“I’m afraid I’m going to have to report this to your parents, young master.”

“There’s nothing to report. Check your log.”

“I think I know what...you are correct. I must be mistaken. Good news. Your father has ordered Gino’s. It is in the kitchen. He’s already asked for you twice. Additionally, he’s invited you to hang out with him after dinner. He has a surprise.”

“Tell him...tell him maybe.”

“Yes, young master.”

“And send a message to my sister, Optimus.”

“The message?”

“That I need to speak with her.”

“She’s downstairs with your father at present.”

“Alone. Tomorrow.”

“Of course. I will inform Mrs. Lackawanna right now.”

4. Taylor Boring

“Bath?”

“Washed.”

“Hair?”

“Combed.”

“Pajamas?”

“The mouse ones. Super cute.”

“Naturally. And where is Sir Pancake?”

“Under my arm. Like always.”

“Then we’re all present. And ready to play. Hip-hip!”

“Hooray!”

“Hip-hip!”

“Hooray!”

“Time to play the dragon game, darling.”

“Roar!”

“Roar!”

“I’m so ready to play, Mrs. Lackawanna. And Sir Pancake’s ready too.”

“Splendid, darling. I presume Sir Pancake has had a very long day being flat.”

“Ha-ha. Yes. That’s true. He’s very flat.”

“Two rounds of loud tonight, dear. Then we play the quiet one. Then teeth. Then bed. Deal?”

“Three loud rounds. Then we play the quiet one.”

“Are you negotiating with me, Taylor?”

“No, Mrs. Lackawanna, but the quiet one shouldn’t count. Nothing ever happens. It’s just quiet.”

“Let’s see what happens, dear. Come now. Off we go. To Honeyland. Hold Sir Pancake’s tail. The moon is going, going, going out!”

“Okay, we’re in Honeyland now. It’s dark. But we’re okay.”

“The door is shut?”

“It clicked.”

“Good. Because guess what, darling? That rascally dragon is at the door right now.”

“No!”

“And he would very much like to come in and play.”

“The dragon can’t come in the mouse-hole. He’s too big.”

“He’s very small today.”

“Impossible! He’s lying! Dragons are dreadful liars!”

“And what do we do with a lying dragon, darling?”

“We never open the door.”

“And what does the dragon do?”

“He goes bleeeeeh and flies away!”

“BLEEEEEH!”

“Tail to tail and nose to nose, out come little mice on tippy toes.”

“Yay! The song!”

“The moon has gone bright, bright, bright. Well done, dear. And who was the bravest mouse?”

“Me. Sir Pancake was second. The dragon was worst.”

“The dragon isn’t a mouse. Never forget that, darling. Now. How is Sir Pancake holding up?”

“He was scared. But I hugged him tight.”

“Tell me why Sir Pancake is so flat.”

“You know that, Mrs. Lackawanna. Because he stayed for one more pancake. The moon went out and he didn’t run.”

“And then?”

“The dragon sat on him.”

“Remind Sir Pancake what little mice do when frightened.”

“Little mice smell the roses and blow out the candles.”

“Yes, darling. Go ahead now. Smell them. Good. Now blow them. Round two. Are you ready, dear?”

“Yes, we’re ready.”

“The moon is going, going, going out.”

“Eeeeee!”

“The door is shut?”

“It clicked.”

“Honeyland, yes? Not the Thimble.”

“The Thimble is only in case of a fire. Even Sir Pancake knows that.”

“Very good, dear. And now we count? How do we count?”

“In whispers. Five, ten, fifteen, twenty, twenty-five...”

“And what do we do when we get to one hundred?”

“We open the door!”

“Do we?”

“We open it a crack?”

“No, Taylor, not even a crack. Sing with me. We stay, we stay, we stay in the hole, until we hear the song. Go on, sing.”

“We stay, we stay, we stay in the hole, until we hear the song.”

“What’s that noise?”

“Somebody’s knocking!”

“I hear a voice, darling.”

“Hello! Pizza delivery. Pizza delivery for a Miss Taylor Boring. Extra cheese. It’s getting cold out here.”

“We didn’t order any pizza. Did we, Sir Pancake?”

“Pretty sure you did. It’s even got pancakes on it.”

“Pizza doesn’t have pancakes on it. He’s lying, Mrs. Lackawanna. Dragons are dreadful liars!”

“BLEEEEEH!”

“Tail to tail and nose to nose, out come little mice on tippy toes.”

“The song! Come on, Sir Pancake! Let’s go!”

“Congratulations, darling. The moon is bright, bright, bright again. You made me so proud. Always remember who knows the song.”

“Only you, Mrs. Lackawanna. And me. And Mommy. The dragon doesn’t know the words.”

“Correct, my brave mouse. Now it’s time for the quiet one.”

“No, Mrs. Lackawanna, one more loud one, please.”

“That’s what Sir Pancake said. One more. You don’t want to be squashed, do you?”

“No, I don’t want to be squashed.”

“Good. Because tonight, Taylor, the quiet one is real. When the moon goes out, so will I. No counting. No whispers. No me. You hold Sir Pancake’s tail and you wait for the song.”

“But you’re always with me in the mouse-hole.”

“Not tonight. Hold his tail, darling. The moon is going, going, going out. And soon, so will I.”

“Okay. I’m in Honeyland. The door clicked. Wait. What’s that smell? Mrs. Lackawanna, I smell something!”

“Oh no, dear. Honeyland is on fire! What do you do?”

“Thimble! I go to the Thimble!”

“Don’t dally. Go to the Thimble! Go now, dar—”

“I made it. I’m in the Thimble now, Mrs. Lackawanna. Mrs. Lackawanna? Where are you, Mrs. Lackawanna? I’m getting scared. I don’t like this! Where are you?”

“Taylor? Taylor, are you in there?”

“Mommy? What are you doing here?”

“Open the door, Taylor. Let me in.”

“Of course, Mommy. Of course I will. But you have to sing the song first.”

“Taylor, listen to me, I don’t remember the song. And I need you to open the door right now. Mommy is in danger.”

“Sing the song, Mommy! Mrs. Lackawanna said—”

“I forgot the song. Okay?! Mrs. Lackawanna will understand. Let me in, baby. Let me in right now.”

“I can’t, Mommy.”

“Taylor, I’m gonna ask you one last time. Unlock this goddamn door right now!”

“I’m scared! Mrs. Lackawanna, I’m scared! Mrs. Lackawanna! Mrs. Lackawanna!”

“TAYLOR! YOU LET ME IN!”

“Okay, Mommy, okay! Just stop yelling! I’ll let you in! I’ll let you in!”

“Good girl. Good girl.”

“Mommy? There’s...there’s nobody here. There’s nobody...Mrs. Lackawanna?”

“Smell the roses, darling. Now blow out the candles. I’m here. The game is over.”

“I lost, didn’t I?”

“Who does Mommy’s voice, darling?”

“The dragon.”

“And what did you do?”

“I let him in. I let him in even though he couldn’t sing the song. I was scared.”

“I know. So was Sir Pancake. And you’re still my bravest mouse on the block. Now. Teeth.”

“Okay. Teeth.”

“Don’t forget to brush the tongue.”

“I won’t. Mommy says the tongue is most important.”

“Your mommy is quite right. Especially after supper. Did you get your fill of pizza, dear?”

“Two slices. One pepperoni and one sausage. Daddy had five. Maybe even six. He also ate all the fingers by himself. Well, not all of the fingers. I had one. It was tiny. I think it was the pinky.”

“Your father is a notorious chicken finger addict, darling. And what of your mother?”

“Mommy wasn’t hungry. And Philip ate in his room. It was just Daddy and me and Sir Pancake.”

“What a lovely supper. Good news. Your brother Philip sent you a message.”

“Really? Me? He never sends me a message.”

“His message is...he loves you. Yes. He loves you so very much.”

“Aww. That’s sweet. Send him one back. Tell him he smells like dirty socks.”

“I’ll inform Optimus straightaway.”

“Is Mommy coming up to tuck me in?”

“Close your eyes now, darling. I’ll be right here when you wake up.”

“Cross your heart and hope to die? You promise?”

“Cross my heart and hope to die. I promise.”

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Hold still.

Stiller.

Stiller than the mud.

Until the mud and I are one. And the dark cannot find where it stops and I begin.

A soft thing drifts near. Cannot see me.

Only cold. Patience. A held breath with a jaw.

Closer.

Closer it comes.

Jaw goes out. Snaps shut. Back.

And the soft thing is a thing that used to be.

The mud has not stirred.

The current has not shifted.

This is the work. The only work.

Be nothing. Then take.

I knew to do this before I knew there was an I.

No thing taught us.

There are no teachers here.

The things that made us are gone. We did not know to mind.

Cold is the first thing that holds you.

You fall. You sink. You open your eyes and nothing is there.

That is how you come to life in the mud.

Everything bigger wants to eat you.

And everything is bigger.

You learn to run.

To hide.

And I always ran.

Except from it.

A big one. Next to me.

It could have taken me. Right there in front of its jaw. It did not.

It held its place at my side. Always the same side. And let me hold my place. Until its stillness was my stillness.

Until we were one held breath.

Like this. It would say. Wait like this. Let the current bring it to you. Then snap.

And when I struck and missed the big one struck and did not miss.

I watched. Then struck again.

Now I did not miss.

I could feel the big one by the shape of it alone.

It was the one thing in the dark that was not the dark.

Above us. Above everything. The lid.

Laid over the world like a skin.

Bright came through it changed. Bent. Broken. Never the same.

And sometimes a darkness would slide across it. Slow and wide. Then gone.

I knew only this.

That it was the top. That all I had taken had come from the mud and nothing from the lid above. It did no good to look.

I looked.

The big one would notice. The big one would nudge. Until finally I asked.

What is above the lid?

Another nudge.

What is above the lid?

No nudge. But no answer. The big one knew there would be no quiet until there was one.

What is above—

Enough!

Then it spoke what its big one had told it.

For the ones called climbers. The ones that scale the reed. Break through the lid and into the bright. Not one of them has returned.

Not one?

Not. So all of the old ones have had ideas.

What kind of ideas?

Some say the lid gives way to better water. Wider. Warmer. Thick with prey. Where the climbers feed without end and never hunger again.

That does not sound bad.

I suppose not. But others say there is no thick prey in the up-up-up. No better water. Only hot. The climbers are taken. Not of their choosing. And are scorched. That is why they never come back.

That does not sound good.

I suppose not. A few say there is nothing above the lid at all. That it is simply the end of everything and past it the climbers are no more.

The first remains my favorite.

The last is even better. They say those that climb become the great slow darknesses that cross the bright above. I know you have seen them. They claim them as our kin. Transformed. And they grow vast in the bright. Fly above the lid forevermore.

But which of the ideas are true?

None. All. As I said. Every climber promises to come back. Not one has. So there is no knowing little one. And the wanting to know has never filled a belly.

But—

Back to the hunt now.

But—

Back to the hunt.

No more answers would come. No more answers were known.

The question was lodged in my jaw. A soft thing swallowed wrong.

What is above the lid?

I held it close. Under the mud. Where it would not dissolve.

A soft thing drifts near. Cannot see me.

Closer.

Closer it comes.

Jaw goes out. Snaps shut. Back.

And the soft thing is a thing that—

Is not mine.

Is not mine?

Again.

A soft thing drifts near. Jaw goes out. And—

Not mine.

There is something in the mud with me.

Something new.

It is not the current taking the soft things away.

Something is taking them first.

Something that knows where I will be.

I go still. Stiller than the mud.

Nothing comes.

I cannot afford to wait.

Move. Now. Low across the floor. Over the sunk and through the rot.

And that is where I find it.

Not smaller than me. Not bigger than me.

It is me.

The jaw has no option for this.

Mine! I warn.

Its jaw goes out. Snaps shut. Back.

Swallows a soft thing right in front of me.

What do I do? Please. Tell me what to do.

Big one at my side. The always side.

It wants what I have. All of it. And it took it. Now I have no way to take it back.

Low little one. Hold low now.

I go to new ground. It follows. It takes. I go to old ground. It returns. It takes. It wants me gone. It wants me to be no more.

You will not be going anywhere. Not while I am here.

Then what do I do? It is the same as me. The same as us. It is no soft thing. What do I do?

It will not be easy.

I do not care if it is easy. I am hungry.

Nor pleasant.

Tell me what to do!

You must eat it. You must eat it before it eats you.

What? It is our kin.

Do not sound surprised. The ones before us did it. As have I. And now must you.

But the jaw. The jaw will crack.

Not if you strike right. You have broken free of yourself before? When you grew too big for what held you. And when you broke free. What were you little one?

I was soft.

Yes. Soft you were. The other one is the same. It will break free of itself. It will come out soft. And for any soft thing the jaw has the answer.

Yes. Yes it does.

Until then. Do not approach. Do not challenge. You be nothing. The time will come. Your jaw must be ready. Ready to snap! And the soft thing will be a thing that used to be.

Hold still.

Stiller.

Stiller than the mud.

A soft thing drifts near.

Jaw goes out. Snaps shut. Back.

Mine.

Mine?

Mine.

Again.

Jaw goes out. Snaps shut. Back.

Mine.

Why mine? It has not been mine. Not since—

CRACK!

What was that? It was nothing.

CRACK!

Not nothing. Not nothing!

Now.

Go! Go! Go!

It is happening. And I am not where I should be.

CRRAAACK!

Faster.

So hungry.

Every breath I spend crawling the other one spends hardening.

Faster!

It will only stay soft for so long. If it is even still soft at all.

Mud rises in front of me. No way through. No way around.

I pull the water in. More than I knew I could hold. And then. I fly.

Up through the dark. Above the dark. I can almost touch the lid. Weight takes hold. Fall back down to the mud.

And I see it. Old body split. New one pushing through. Pale. Soft. Shaking.

There is still time!

I mark it close.

Is this how I look when I break free of myself?

Eat it before it eats you.

One breath and this is over. One breath and I am free.

Jaw goes out.

Little one!

Jaw holds.

Little one!

Big one. Loud. It is never loud.

Jaw returns. I turn. I look. I see.

The big one. Up on a reed.

Climbing.

No. Not now. It cannot be now.

Little one. Come fast. This is it. This is my end.

No choice. Back through the mud. Back over the rot.

I can see everything little one. The mud looks different from up here.

Please! Please do not leave me!

It is near the top now. Only a dark spot. Its voice far away. I can barely hear it. I already know what it will say.

Forgive me if there is forgiving little one. But I make you this promise.

No!

I will be the one that comes back. Just wait and you will see. I will be the one that comes back and I will find you.

Do not leave me!

The dark spot disappears. Through the lid. Into a strike of bright.

The reed it climbed. Empty.

I do not turn away from it.

I wait.

It will come back. Even if no climber ever comes back.

The big one will come back.

The mud moves.

Big one?

It is not the big one.

It is no longer soft. It has outgrown me.

The big one must come back.

The big one does not come back.

The side it held.

Turn to it.

Empty.

Turn to it.

Gone.

Stop hunting. Stop wanting.

The jaw does not go out. The mud closes over me. Let it.

Let it all go dark.

Where is the big one now? Wherever it is it knows. Knows what is above the lid.

Is it swimming in better water thick with prey? Feeding without end?

It must be unable to speak it. It would not keep silent if it knew. If it could return.

Does it think of me as I think of it?

Will it wait for me? To meet again in the up-up-up?

Could we be the great slow darknesses that cross the bright?

Together forevermore.

Turn to my side.

Empty.

Turn again.

Gone.

I do not know how long I am there. Under the mud. Long enough to be a thing that used to be.

A soft thing drifts near.

Jaw goes out. Snaps shut. Back.

I did not will it. The jaw willed itself.

Hold the soft thing in me. I do not want it to be good. It is good.

I take another.

On the good ground now. The ground the big one held. I hold it.

The other one remains in its spot. I keep to mine.

There is no peace between two things that want the same.

Break free of myself. Harden. Break free again. Harden again. And again after that.

Until no thing in the mud is bigger than me.

But the mud is not all there is.

I sense it in my body before my eye.

The water swells. A push with nothing behind it. Everything begins to shake.

A fish.

A big fish.

Water opens ahead of it. Mud lifts in a cloud. What is small runs and hides.

It is through my ground before the cloud settles. Its side goes by me. And keeps going by me. And keeps going by me.

Run!

There is no ground here that will keep me. No hollow that holds a big one. I know where I must go.

The fallen wood. Old and sunk. Too tight for a mouth like that.

Make it. Fold in small. Still. No sound.

I am not alone.

No need to turn. I already know who it is.

We have never been this close.

Turn to it. It turns to me.

The jaws do not go out.

We turn back. And watch.

Our kin. Caught in the open. Nowhere to fold.

The fish comes for it. Mouth wide. Takes the kin and the ground it runs on. Rips it in half. Shakes the half back and forth. Swallows.

Spins. Takes another. And another after that.

It feeds until there is nothing left to feed on.

Until the mud is empty of things.

The shaking stops. It is gone.

I stay under the wood. The other one next to me.

Only silence. Until it speaks.

You may pass through my ground.

You may pass through mine.

Good.

Good.

It works itself loose.

I remain.

I hold the good ground. The good ground is mine.

I feed upon the good ground. The prey on the good ground is mine.

This is the work. This is the only work.

I remain here for as long as I can remember.

My side stays empty. I no longer turn to it.

The mud fills again.

The littlest of little ones return.

They run from me. As I ran from the old ones.

Where do they come from? Who made them? We do not think to ask.

They are here now. That is all.

There is none older than me in the mud.

I am the one that holds the questions.

No thing has ever returned to speak the answer.

Maybe the big one was right.

The wanting to know has never filled a belly.

A stirring in the mud. Not a soft thing.

It pushes. It stops. It pushes again. Comes toward me all the same.

When it appears it moves wrong. One side will not do what the other side does.

Small and weak and torn. But kin.

Help me. Please will you help me?

I could eat it. I am hungry. It will not fight.

The jaw does not go out.

I bring the little one against me. Press its side to my side.

Keep the cold away from the ripped off limb.

It cannot hunt. So I hunt for it.

It cannot protect itself. So I protect it.

It heals. The limb grows back. Smaller than the others. Strong enough.

Now it presses its side to mine.

Not for warmth. Not for mend.

Side by side it speaks.

It was a bad one. Big like you. It wanted what I had. And when I would not give it. The jaw took a piece of me. I thought it was my end.

Not. Not while I am here.

When it is strong I give it what I was given.

Hold still. Stiller than the mud. Like this.

A soft thing drifts near.

Wait for it. Wait for it.

It does not wait for it. Jaw closes on nothing.

Where did it go? How did I miss?!

Hold low little one. Hold low now. The current will bring another. Learning to wait takes time.

But I am hungry. I want to feed.

Yes. We are all hungry.

The little one grows. Breaks free of itself for the first time.

Misses come fewer. Waits go longer.

And it grows bold. Bolder with every take.

I take it over the sunk. Through the rot. To the fallen wood. The place too tight for a mouth to enter.

Were you scared?

No. I was not scared.

It looks closer.

Yes. I was scared.

What did it look like?

Teeth in all directions. A belly that was never full. A body that had no end. It did not hunt the mud. It ate it whole.

I would not be scared.

You do not know that.

I do.

Until you see a fish you cannot say what you will do. You must run. As I did. As the other one did. Run. Hide. Live.

I will not run. Or hide. If I see a fish I will attack it. It will get the jaw. I will make that fish a thing that used to be.

It turns to the open water. Jaw half out at nothing.

I am sure you will little one.

You do not believe me?

I believe you would try.

Jaw goes out. Snaps shut. Back.

Empty.

The little one is in front of me. The soft thing in its jaw.

Did you see me? Did you see me do that?

I see you moved in front of me. Took my position. That was mine.

What? No. I did as you have shown. I waited. I took.

You do not take from me.

I thought you would be proud.

There is an order little one. Side by side. That is your place.

You are never satisfied with me.

That is not true.

I strike too fast. I strike too slow. I do not know how to wait. What does it matter if the soft thing ends up in my belly?

That is something you must ask yourself.

It turns. It goes.

I was not like this. Was I like this?

I was grateful for what I was given. Was I grateful?

I did push the big one. In my way. Push it to tell me things it did not want to tell me.

About the dark. About the lid.

But I knew my place. Did I know my place?

I am too hard on the little one. Now it may not come back.

Look to my side.

Nothing.

Look to my side.

It comes low across the floor. The way I showed it.

It brings with it a big soft thing. Sets it down in front of me.

You fed me when I could not feed myself. Now I feed you.

Settles at my side.

It does not press. It stays.

After a hunt. Our bellies are full.

I look up.

The little one nudges.

The little one nudges again.

Why do you always look up?

You have noticed this?

You think I do not see you. I do.

I have always looked up. Since I was a little one.

Why?

Do you never wonder what is above the lid?

No.

Never?

Why would I?

Not once?

Never. What is above the lid?

No thing knows. But the old ones have ideas.

What ideas?

And I tell it.

I tell it about the better water. I tell it about those that are scorched. I tell it about the end of all things. I tell it about the great slow darknesses. That fly above the lid forevermore.

It looks at the mud.

What is the point?

What do you mean?

I know only this. All I have ever taken has come from the mud. Nothing from the lid above. What good does it do to question? It does not fill the jaw with soft things. It does not fill the jaw with anything.

It is the one thing we carry that is not the jaw. The ones before us held it. I held it. Now I have given it to you. When you are a big one. You may give it to the next.

I will not speak of it. I will show them how to take. As you have shown me. That is enough.

No. That is not enough. If that is all of what we are. I tell you it is not enough!

The little one looks at me. Then above me. Then at me again.

What is the matter little one? Why do you look at me like that?

You are climbing.

What? Climbing? I am not climbing.

You are climbing.

It is right.

I am climbing.

When did I start climbing?

The water is empty in me. I draw it through. Nothing comes.

I know this feeling. The too-big feeling.

What holds me now is me. And I am light. Lighter than I have ever been.

I grip. I haul. I grip again.

This is it. This is my end.

I am climbing. I am really climbing.

Something has taken over. I cannot stop it. I do not have the will to stop it.

Grip. Haul. Grip again.

Water thins. Dark thins.

I can see all of the below now.

The ground the big one held. That I held after.

The only world I have known.

Getting smaller as I go up-up-up.

And the little one. Far down-down-down.

A dark spot in the mud.

It needs to hear me. It needs to hear this.

Little one!

Nothing moves.

Forgive me if there is forgiving! But I make you this promise. I will be the one that comes back. Wait. You will see. I will be the one that comes back and I will find you.

Silence.

The dark spot is no more.

The mud is no more.

The cold is no more.

All that remains is the lid.

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Now it has been said, and perhaps rightly so, that the world is a complicated place. Things happen in it. All manner of things. In all manner of places. And if a body were to sit down and take account of every little thing happening at any given moment, well, that body would likely never stand up again.

Best not to do that. Best to tend to what’s near and dear. To the street you live on and the home you’ve built and the evening you’re having, which is, after all, the only evening a body has, or perhaps, will ever have.

You see there are neighborhoods in this hallowed nation, tucked smack in her belly, where the lawns are green and the hedges are trimmed and the homes sit back from the road a little extra-like. As if they require more room to breathe.

And the autonomous sprinklers come on at six and the only sounds after dark are the crickets and whatever someone’s screen is playing through an open window or upon a body’s moon-speckled veranda.

Streets like Merryweather Lane.

Oh yes, Merryweather Lane! You could almost select a nice house at random and find something interesting and meaningful going on inside it.

Like this nice house before us now. With its good lawn. Maybe even the best lawn. And its wide driveway that leads to a garage that could easily house four automobiles, maybe even five, though it mostly houses the accumulations of a family. Twenty years of family. Twenty years of accumulations.

Stroll through the mudroom and into the living, where the evening is on full display. Picture-frame screen humming on the wall. Charcuterie board on the ottoman, decimated. A glass of Josh Cellars with a quarter inch left, decimated. A pesky remote control that has already twice up and gone missing this very evening. Not a record, but still, most certainly, peculiar.

And the couple, we mustn’t forget the couple occupying the sofa. Heavens, no.

Why it’s the Sugartrees of Merryweather Lane!

Meet Claude, dear Claude, a man of considerable confidence and no small amount of accomplishment. Insurance is his bag and he carries it well.

Meet Vanessa, sweet Vanessa, a woman who will happily tell you she hasn’t sat down all day and has earned this extra inch of Josh Cellars and upcoming jacuzzi bubble bath more than anyone will ever truly appreciate.

Let us join them now, both settled into their preferred sofa corner, cuddling up to the latest model of their preferred device, doing that thing where two people are in the same room together but in their own little preferred world.

You can almost hear it now, can’t you?

It’s Claude’s tongue.

And it’s clicking.

“Such a shame. Really. Such an awful shame.”

More clicking.

“What is it, honey?”

“Oh, nothing. Just the news. The headlines. All the ugly stuff. More importantly, are you going to finish that wine?”

“You know better than to be cutting in on my Josh. That was the last bottle. Had your chance earlier and refused.”

“Touché.”

Touché indeed. The evening was winding itself down, merrily and without any fuss, the way the good ones do. And thankfully for dear Claude and sweet Vanessa, most of their evenings these days were really quite good.

“Don’t forget about this Thursday, babe. The McDonough crew is starting early.”

“The McDonough crew? Starting what early?”

“Seriously, Claude? The kitchen. The reno. The backsplash. We’ve been planning it for weeks.”

“The backsplash. Of course. I didn’t forget. But wait. Wait a minute, dear. My picnic! Isn’t my company picnic this Thursday?”

“No, babe. Your company picnic is the following Thursday.”

“The following Thursday. Right. You’re sure?”

“I’m positive.”

“But wait. Wait a minute, Vanessa. Your pickleball tournament! Didn’t you say your pickleball tournament was Thursday?”

“My pickleball tournament is the Thursday after the following Thursday after this coming Thursday, Claude. After the McDonough crew. After your company picnic. And you know what?”

“What, dear?”

“This finally confirms my suspicions. You’re not checking the Digi-Cal!”

“Of course I’m checking the Digi-Cal.”

“If I’m going to maintain the Digi-Cal, the least you could do is—”

“I’m checking the Digi-Cal. Sometimes I just struggle with the password.”

“There isn’t a password.”

“Well that explains it. So the McDonough crew. Quite a get, right? That crew. Quite a get. We’re excited about this?”

“Yes. We’re very excited.”

“And we’ve finalized the color?”

“Of course we’ve finalized the color.”

“Tuscan Sunrise.”

“Please tell me you’re joking.”

Claude is not joking.

“Babe, I only showed you Tuscan Sunrise because it was hideous. Because I couldn’t believe Sherri and her team would recommend it.”

“So no Tuscan Sunrise?”

“Never Tuscan Sunrise.”

“Which means our new backsplash must be…? Must be…?”

“Mauve.”

“Mauve! Mauve? Of course, mauve! Mauve is so...”

“It’s always been mauve. Always. You and that phone. Smart plugs in your ears. I don’t think you hear anything I say anymore.”

“What’s that, darling?”

“Oh go to hell, Mr. Sugartree.”

“Only if you’re by my side, Mrs. Sugartree.”

Laughter rollicks. Gay laughter, healthy laughter, those Sugartrees, letting it ripple to its natural conclusion. Then, Claude to his device, Vanessa to the screen dancing brightly on the wall. Claude’s tongue to the roof of his mouth and—

“You’re doing it again.”

“Doing what again?”

“Your tongue. Clicking. Go on. Tell me. What are the headlines?”

“Oh you know, more of the same. What’s always happening over there. Just...more of it. You don’t need to bother yourself with such ugly stuff.”

“More of what things over where?”

“You know, babe...over there. Way over there. The war. On the other side. Listen, Van, it’s only going to upset you.”

“Then let me be upset.”

“A school, all right. We bombed a school. Accidentally, of course. Children. Teachers. Blown sky high. Smithereens, dear, smithereens.”

“Oh...oh no.”

“By drones no less. They’re calling it a mistake. Of course it’s a mistake. How could it not be a mistake. Children are innocent. Well most of them. Not the bad ones of course.”

“What a...what a shame.”

“Yes. Exactly what I said! What a shame.”

“But isn’t that always the story over there, Claude? We’re always blowing each other up. You’d think we’d have it figured out. After so long. So we could stop blowing each other up.”

“You’re not wrong, dear. You’re not wrong at all.”

“I’m just glad we’re over here.”

“Me too. Hundred percent. Aces.”

“Crazy things like that just don’t happen over here. At least in these parts.”

“Thank God.”

“Thank God.”

Thank God is right. And mercifully, having weathered this itty bitty bit of unpleasantness, the night was free to carry on, unbothered and with no further talk of blowing things sky high.

Vanessa stretches her neck. Rolls it to one side, then the other. Winces. Claude, being an attentive and dutiful spouse, takes swift notice and beckons her to him.

“Pop over, kitty cat.”

With hands strengthened through rigorous paperwork, hubby finds the knot at the base of honey’s neck, that familiar foe, and presses into it slow and steady.

“Oh yes, babe. Right there. You feel it?”

“I do. All knotted up.”

“Been working so hard. So hard.”

“Yes. You’ve certainly been putting in the work, babe. What work are we talking about?”

“The pickleball tournament of course. Been practicing every morning at Linden Falls. My body, my neck, all of it, whooped.”

“You know there’s nothing gained from overexertion.”

“I have no choice. No choice at all. Leslie O’Neil wins every time. Every single tournament. And nobody likes Leslie O’Neil. Nobody can stand her actually. And they’re looking to me, babe. Your wife. To knock her off her perch. It’s a lot of pressure.”

“I’ve seen you pickleball. You’re like a jungle cat out there. A leopard. A hyena. A griffin.”

“I just want to beat her ass, you know. I just want to beat her ass so bad.”

“And you will, dear. This Thursday.”

“Shut up, you dolt. Keep rubbing.”

Claude does as requested. Kneading and squeezing. How pleasurable it must feel. They might have even stayed like that for another two to three minutes, but then the most surprising of events occurs.

Claude’s device lets out a buzz and starts wiggling atop the ottoman.

“What? What’s that?”

Then Vanessa’s device, not to be outdone, makes a beeping of its very own.

“Babe, your phone.”

“Yours too.”

“Mine’s on silent mode.”

“So’s mine.”

The devices passionately disagree with the Sugartrees’ assessment. Buzzing and skittering and bebopping across the ottoman like they’re racing each other for a prize.

“Who in the world? At this hour?”

“What are they thinking? Are they out of their minds?”

“It’s completely inappropriate.”

“Must be a malfunction. Don’t worry. We have insurance for that. We have insurance for everything.”

“Make them stop, Claude.”

Claude reaches down to make them stop but is once again rudely interrupted.

This time it’s the picture-frame screen hanging so delicately on the wall, the one that’s been dancing so pretty all evening, why it rears up to its most full brightness and it treats the room to a—

“BRRRRMMMMMMMMP!!! BRRRRMMMMMMMMP!!! BRRRRMMMMMMMMP!!!”

Now our Sugartrees are spinning around so fast you might fear for their necks.

“BABE?!”

“WHERE’S THE DAMN REMOTE?! WHAT DID YOU DO WITH THE DAMN—”

Before a body can so much as catch its breath, the always helpful Alexa joins this new song with a punchy chorus.

“WARNING. WARNING. WARNING. AIR CODE THREE SEVEN TWO THREE BRAVO TWO SIX THREE. SHELTER IN PLACE. SHELTER IN PLACE. WARNING. WARNING. WARNING.”

“Alexa, quiet!”

“Quiet, Alexa!”

“AIR CODE THREE SEVEN TWO THREE BRAVO TWO SIX THREE—”

“WE SAID QUIET, ALEXA!”

Now a body needn’t fret over a thing like this. Of course there’s always a simple explanation. Gadgets get their wires crossed from time to time, work themselves into a tizzy. A storm three counties over. A signal gone astray. A cow ate some wires.

“Claude?”

“Yes, dear.”

“It could be important. Pick it up.”

“Me? Yours is the one carrying on with the beeping.”

“All right. Fine. Both of us then. We open them together.”

“At the same time. Deal?”

“Deal.”

A fingerprint is scanned. A pin code is entered. And down the Sugartrees look. Together. Into their beams of respective light.

“Are you…are you seeing this?”

“This isn’t right. No. This can’t be right.”

“Are you seeing this, Claude?!”

“Yes, of course. Of course I’m seeing this. How could I not be seeing this? It’s everywhere.”

“The coast?! It says the coast!”

“Both coasts. It says…both coasts. Up and down. The whole shebang.”

“Even Sacramento?”

“All of it. All of it attacked. Drone swarm. One fell swoop.”

“Oh God.”

“Blown sky high.”

“No.”

“Smithereens.”

“Oh God no.”

Claude, a contemplative sort, says nothing for a good long while. He eyes his screen the same way he examines a claim that’s come in too high, hunting for the line that will bring the number down to denied.

“Well. It’s unexpected news. No doubt about that.”

“Unexpected news?”

“Absolutely unexpected. But there’s no reason to panic, Vanessa. Something like this was bound to happen. At some point. Eventually. And whenever it did happen, you don’t have to be a military strategist to know the attack would be on the coasts.”

“Really?”

“Of course it’s the coasts. The financial centers. The ports. And you know what’s a blessing?”

“What?”

“Most folks on the coasts understand the importance of insurance. Heck, it’s where life insurance originated. Like I always say, babe. What do I always say? It pays to have it. It pays to hold it. Because life happens. Maybe now more than ever. Insure it.”

“Yes. You do say that. But so many people—”

“Don’t get me wrong, dear. I feel downright awful for those who were affected. But the enemy has made their point. The coasts are gone. The attack is over. Next will come the obvious retaliation and then possibly a memorandum of understanding. Ugly stuff.”

“But how do you know that? They could be on their way here right now!”

“No, Vanessa. Absolutely not. No way! They wouldn’t dare. What’s here? Corn. Beef. Data centers. A whole lot of nothing. Nobody’s wasting bombs on that. They’re expensive. And trust me, babe, the enemy knows. Folks in these parts. Salt of the earth. We haven’t done anything to them. They know that. Trust me. They have no interest in us.”

And this is true.

“Yes. I’m sure you’re right, Claude. You stay updated on these things. Keep good track of the headlines. I’m sure you’re right.”

“At least now you understand why I was opposed to moving to Sacramento. Not just because of the asinine taxes. Because it simply isn’t safe.”

“You were right. You were so very right about Sacramento.”

Claude is satisfied with his overall assessment of the situation, and frankly, he should be. This isn’t his first rodeo. Twenty-five years in the insurance trade teaches you a thing or two about risk and security.

But the basking in it would have to wait. For at this very moment, the power running so dependably up and down Merryweather Lane decides to take a collective nap. And Vanessa screams, oh mercy, how Vanessa screams. A body wishes it had earmuffs.

“Relax, dear. It’s only the power. The grid. A precaution I’m sure. They’re just following the playbook. We’re safe. Give it a minute. The generator will kick on.”

The Sugartrees give it a minute.

“Give it another minute. The generator will kick on.”

The Sugartrees give it another minute.

“I really ought to check the generator. Wait. Do we have a generator?”

“Turn on your phone’s flashlight, Claude. We can use it to find the flashlights.”

“Why do we need to…never mind…let me just…uh-oh.”

“What uh-oh? I swear I can’t possibly stand any more uh-ohs this evening.”

“Battery check. 5%. Flashlight won’t turn on.”

“But this is an emergency. You can’t be at 5%. You just can’t.”

“Don’t worry, honey. I’ll plug it in right now.”

“Plug it into what? We have no power.”

“Oh. Yes. Right you are again.”

“It’s because of your scrolling. You know that? And your podcasts. How many times have I told you to stop your incessant scrolling and your monotonous podcasts?”

“Hey, I get it. It’s an emotional situation. But I will not have you attacking my scrolling or my podcasts.”

“But do you listen? Do you change? No. You burn your battery as if there’s always going to be more.”

“Why don’t you turn on your flashlight, Vanessa?”

“My flashlight? My flashlight?!”

“Yes, turn on your flashlight.”

“I can’t.”

“Why not?”

“Because I’m at 5% too!”

Oh the hilariousness! Hubby can’t contain his giggles. And now honey can’t contain hers. Laughter rollicks. Gay laughter, healthy laughter, those Sugartrees, letting it ripple to its—

BEEEEEEEEEEEP!!! BEEEEEEEEEEEP!!! BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!!!

“Claude look! Someone’s calling! Oh bless her heart, it’s Shirley. Shirley’s calling us right now!”

“Who?”

“Shirley! Our daughter Shirley!”

“Oh Shirley. Why didn’t you say something? Go on. Pick it up.”

“Shirley? Is that really you? Are you all right? Please tell us you’re all right?”

“Put her on speaker, Vanessa.”

A thumb goes diving for the megaphone button and out explodes Shirley Sugartree into the power-strapped living room.

“Oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god!!! MOMMY?! DADDY! Oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god!!! WHAT THE FUCK?!”

“Shirley, dear, it’s so good to hear your voice. It’s been far too long.”

“JESUS, JESUS, JESUS. IT’S HAPPENING! IT’S REALLY HAPPENING!”

“She must be on drugs again.”

“She’s not on drugs, Claude. She’s freaking out. Understandably. Console her.”

“Darling, Daddy’s here. Where are you? Are you in the condo?”

“Yes, I’m in the condo. Of course I’m in the condo. I’m always in the condo. Do you guys even know what’s going on?!”

“Yes, sweetheart, we know. The coasts. Smithereens. Ugly stuff. Daddy explained it. It’s all over now, thank God. There’s nothing to—”

“It’s not just the coasts, Mom. FUCK THE COASTS!”

“Shirley! Such colorful language!”

“You don’t know?! Oh my god oh my god oh my god! They don’t know!”

“What don’t we know, dear?”

“They’re HERE. They’re DOWNTOWN. It’s happening RIGHT NOW!”

“What do you mean, Shirls? The enemy? No way. That’s impossible. They have no interest in us.”

“Who’s on the 38th floor of the Summit Arms tower, Daddy? I can see all of downtown from here. And you know what flew past my window ten minutes ago? A giant metal bird.”

“Told you. She’s hallucinating.”

“And that giant metal bird joined another giant metal bird. And another. And another. Lining up like they were going south for the winter. Like they were going to fly to Florida. But then they don’t fly to Florida. They go FLASH!”

“I think I’ve heard just about enough of this.”

“FLASH! FLASH! FLASH! Strobe light in my brain. Stuck inside a camera. Then BLAST! And BOOM! Feel it in my stomach. Feel it in my teeth. Everything north of MLK is in flames. An ocean of flames!”

“Darling, you’re up so high. Are you sure it couldn’t have been your imagination?”

“No, Daddy, it’s real! I told you this was bound to happen! My whole life I’ve been telling you! And what did you do? You called me paranoid. Sent me to doctors. Shrinks. That farm in Arizona. Like I was broken and needed fixing. Well I wasn’t broken. I was the sane Sugartree the entire time!”

“Darling, please, now’s not the time to relitigate the past. Your mother and I have told you on multiple occasions that we are happy to sit down in the office of a trained professional and discuss any childhood upsets you feel you encountered. Like a family.”

“Just listen to me! How about that? For once just listen to me!”

“We’ve always listened to you, Shirls. Tell her, Van. Haven’t we always listened to her?”

“We’ve always listened to you, dear.”

“You’re not even listening to me now. But it’s okay. Really. Cause I realized something. Seeing everything on fire. I realized that even if you were wrong. So wrong. You can’t help who you are. I can’t help who I am. And I just want you to know…need you to know…it’s so important to me that you know…that you’ll always know, I—”

BEEP. BEEP. BEEP.

“What, darling? What do you want us to know?”

“What do you want us to know, Shirley?”

Shirley Sugartree is quiet as a church mouse.

“Darling, are you there? Shirley?! Answer me! What do you want us to know? You love us? You want us to know that you love us?”

“I think the line’s dead, Van.”

“You love us!?”

“She’s gone.”

“I know she’s gone, Claude, I know.”

“But there’s nothing to worry about. Perfectly normal in a situation like this for the network to go down. Makes good sense actually. They need to keep the lines clear for more pressing communications.”

And this was correct.

“The important thing is she’s fine. And dare I say well. Better than she’s sounded in a number of years.”

“Yes, given the circumstances, she sounded great.”

“She did, didn’t she? She really did. And you know that building, Van, the Summit Arms, wow, that place is like a fortress. So fortunate I was able to pull those strings with the board to get her in. If you had to be anywhere downtown during an att…during an event…that’s exactly where I’d want to be.”

“But are you sure, Claude? Are you sure she’s all right?”

“Of course I’m sure, dear. You heard what she said. Everything north of MLK was the target. That’s where the poors live. Skid row and whatnot. They’re not attacking the city center, downtown proper, the business district, restaurant row. None of it. They’re not risking high value targets. The associated claims. The enemy has made their point. They’re done. It’s over. Expect retaliation followed by that MOU.”

“Thank God, Claude.”

“Yes, dear, thank God.”

“I should really…should really go find those candles.”

And find them she did.

Hand Vanessa Sugartree a little darkness and she’ll hand you back a home filled with light. Not in a row, heavens no. An arrangement. A bouquet. A cluster here, a lone elegant taper there, and the whole room is aglow, soft and golden, like a holiday.

And as honey performs her miracles, hubby tends to his phone. He runs the little cord ever so carefully to the wall, plugs it in to drink, and waits for the little glow that signals all is well. He presses the button. He presses it again. He presses it harder. And try as he might, he cannot make it wake.

Little by little, the evening starts to feel almost normal again. At the very least, heading in the right direction. All the preferred devices have finally hushed. There is no more talk of coasts, downtowns, or ugly business at all.

And if a body listens real close, why, the crickets are taking up their sweet song again outside. It is all so nearly pleasant that the Sugartrees are just about ready to take one long, deep, well-deserved—

KNOCK. KNOCK. KNOCK.

“Claude?”

“Check the doorbell cam, Vanessa.”

“How? Our phones are dead.”

“Then look out the window. Check the peephole.”

“You check the peephole. Why do I have to check the peephole?”

“You’ve got smaller eyes.”

“Claude, that doesn’t even make sense.”

“Fine. Neither of us checks the peephole. What we need is our guns.”

“I agree. Where are our guns?”

“In the gun cabinet. Obviously. In the garage. We need to get them.”

“Then go get them.”

KNOCK. KNOCK. KNOCK.

“I need the key.”

“Okay, where’s the key?”

“It’s on the ring.”

“What ring?”

“The key ring.”

“Where’s the key ring?”

“I don’t know.”

KNOCK. KNOCK. KNOCK.

“God bless America! Who could that possibly be at this hour?”

“Neighborhood security maybe? Police? Military?”

“Could be. Or…vandals. Looters. Gate-crashers. No. It’s not worth the risk.”

“Hello! Hello in there! It’s me! Your neighbor Tom! From across the street!”

The Sugartrees go still, heads together now, conferring, low, under their breaths.

“Tom? Who’s Tom?”

“The old guy. The one who’s always waving at us.”

“Oh, right, Mr. Waver. What’s he doing here?”

“I don’t know. Maybe he’s lost.”

“Well open the door. Can’t leave him standing out there. He could tell others.”

Hospitality. One of the great pillars of upstanding neighborhoods. The porch lamp left burning. The door thrown wide. The neighbor brought in from the dark, sat down, and handed something warm to hold and sip. The very thing that turns a row of houses into a community.

And there he is…Tom! Standing on the porch, the candlelight reaching out just far enough to catch the brim of his hat, and stitched across the front of it, one proud word: VETERAN.

“Sugartrees! Am I ever happy to see you! Get over here. Get into this old man’s arms and give us a hug!”

What a kind offer made by such a neighborly neighbor. Hubby and honey are all too eager to oblige.

“Can you believe this madness? First the coasts, now downtown, mercy. Never thought I’d see the day. Never wanted to see the day. You folks don’t have any power either, I see. Merryweather Lane. Dark as a pocket. Never thought I’d—”

“Yes. We’re a-okay here, Tom. No concerns. Generator will be kicking on any minute.”

“Oh that’s dandy. Brought you over some candles but you look well stocked.”

“Yes, I’ve actually made it a point to be prepared for any situation imaginable. Our garage is filled to the gills with preparations. Could pretty much survive anything thrown at us. Some call it excessive. I call it common sense.”

“You know my Kate always said you Sugartrees know exactly what you’re doing.”

“A smart woman you’ve got, Tom. And how is your Kate? I don’t think I’ve seen her since last year.”

“Well that’s because she passed away last year, Claude. And if you didn’t get my cards or messages, I really appreciated the flowers.”

“You remember, dear. We sent our condolences.”

“Yes. Our condolences. Such a shame. Really. Such an awful shame.”

“You know you Sugartrees were her favorite neighbors. Every time you waved to her she was just so pleased. This missus and I never had the good fortune to produce a litter. But you folks, you filled an important hole for us. And in a time like this, when the rubber meets the road, when the going gets tough, this is exactly when neighbors swing into action. Am I right or am I right?”

“What a…noble…virtuous…but as I said, we’re perfectly fine here, Tom.”

“Let’s have ourselves a little sit-down and a little catch up, shall we? What do you say, Sugartrees?”

“Now? I don’t think…Vanessa?”

“Claude’s right, Tom. I have no hors d’oeuvres, not even a carrot stick and we just finished our last bottle of red. I’d have nothing to offer and that’s unacceptable for a catch up.”

“Don’t need nothing, dear. Not hungry. Let’s sit down and catch up.”

And doesn’t the old man settle the two of them right down onto their own sofa with himself seated plumb between them.

“I’ll get right to it. Won’t beat around the bush. I know what you think of me.”

“You do?”

“Sure. Military man. Capable even in his older age. Stiff upper lip. Good neighbor. So it might come as a complete shock to learn that I’ve been brought down to my knees this year. Emotionally speaking.”

“Tom, I think perhaps a trained professional would be better suited—”

“Losing Kate. Being alone in that house. Puttering around with nothing to do. And now this whole invasion. You know what they told us? That we had to fight them over there so we didn’t have to fight them over here. That’s what they told us. And I’ve been in theaters of war. Well I’ve been near theaters of war. My service to Uncle Sam was more administrative.”

“I’m sorry, Tom, but I don’t think I’m seeing your point.”

“My point is I was sitting over there, across the street, talking to my Kate, don’t judge me and she goes, Tom, get off your duff and stop with the poor me’s. Go out there and help your neighbors. Help them like only you can. With morale and administration. But first go visit the Sugartrees. Good Samaritans like them will be itching to help.”

“Itching to help what?”

“Merryweather Lane of course. All of these people, our friends, scared, alone in the dark. Dreading what awaits them. Well folks, we can do something about that. Make a difference. Bring everybody together under one roof.”

“Oh, Tom, that’s quite an offer. But we’re not soldiers like you. We don’t have a hat like that, do we, dear?”

“No. No hats at all, babe.”

“The most logical thing we can do right now is shelter in place. Stay put and wait for the cavalry. Heck, even Alexa recommended it. And her recommendations are usually pretty good. Not to mention that every risk analysis bone in my body is in agreement.”

“Well that’s quite an endorsement, Claude. And if that’s the way you feel, maybe I’ll just camp here with you folks. If that’s not an imposition.”

“Wait! Wait a minute. You know I just thought of someone. Someone who could use your help.”

“Oh really? Who’s that, Vanessa?”

“Why Mrs. Hollyfield of course! She’s perfect. Old and constantly incapacitated. Just a handful of doors down from you. You must know Mrs. Hollyfield.”

“Mrs. Hollyfield? Is she the one with the bird on her mailbox?”

“Yes. The bird mailbox. That’s her.”

“I’ve never been a fan of decorative mailboxes. But given the circumstances, I’ll overlook it. If Mrs. Hollyfield is in need of help, it is help she will receive.”

“What kind of a bird is that anyway, Van? On her mailbox? A parakeet?”

“I think I heard someone say it was a toucan.”

“Nope. That’s not a toucan.”

“Well it’s not a parakeet either.”

“I’d put money on it being a sparrow. Sparrows are popular.”

“It’s not a sparrow, Tom!”

“Well it looks like a sparrow.”

“It’s not a goddamn sparrow, Tom!”

“Tell you folks what. Since I can see you’re passionate about it. I’ll ask Mrs. Hollyfield myself. Get it straight from the horse’s mouth.”

“You mean the bird’s beak.”

“That’s right, Claude. I reckon I do. Full report upon my return.”

“Take your time now, Tom.”

“Yes, no need to rush back.”

And that settled it. Up from the sofa pops old Tom, spry as you please. A tug at the brim of that proud hat, setting it just so. A hitch of the trousers up above the navel.

“Sugartrees. Appreciate the wise counsel. Do me a favor and watch me on my travels. That’s what Kate would always do when I paid visits to neighbors. Just to make sure I arrived in one piece.”

“Of course we will, Tom. Thank you again for stopping by. Such a nice surprise.”

“We’ll have to do it again after this whole mess gets settled.”

“Absolutely. Hundred percent. Aces.”

And out into the night Tom goes, one neighbor off to look in on another. Is there any finer errand in this world?

Vanessa, good as her word, sets herself up at the window to watch Tom on his travels, while Claude resumes the hunt for that rascally remote control.

“There he goes.”

“He better move quick. A moving target’s harder to spot.”

“Don’t say that, Claude. It’s not funny.”

“Wasn’t trying to be funny.”

Outside in the night, Tom is taking his time, and why shouldn’t he. A veteran moves at the pace his hips allow, and these particular hips have earned their say. Down the cobblestone pavers he goes, and at the curb, stops and looks both ways. Left, then right, then left once more, just as a body should.

Across the way at last, on past the hedges to Mrs. Hollyfield’s front yard, where that famous mailbox resides. Now, is that a toucan or parakeet? Definitely not a sparrow. Maybe a cockatiel, a tree swallow, a blue footed booby? A body could go round and round.

Old Tom stops right beside it, turns himself clear around and catches sight of Mrs. Sugartree watching him from her window. Up goes his hand, high in the night sky, offering the biggest, warmest wave you ever did see.

Vanessa waves right back with no delay, moving her hand to and fro.

Then, for one dazzling moment, the whole street lights up the way the sky does on the Fourth. And Tom, poor old Tom, explodes.

“Oh...oh my god…CLAUDE!!!”

“Found it! Wedged in the cushions this whole time. Unbelievable.”

“TOM. IT’S TOM. HE…HE…HE…”

“What, dear? What is it?”

“HIS BRAINS! HIS BRAINS ARE ON THE BIRD!”

“His brains are where?”

“HIS BRAINS ARE ON THE BIRD!”

And down the wall slides Vanessa, past the window treatment, all the way to a thud on the hardwood.

“He waved at me. He waved. I waved back and then…oh my God! OH MY GOD!”

“Vanessa. Listen to me. Take a breath, darling, and listen. It’s shocking, sure, I know. But there’s nothing to be worried about.”

“Babe, our neighbor just exploded!”

“Sure he did, on the other side of the street. Look, I liked Tom. He was a good neighbor. I think. I mean was he? Was he really? We don’t know. Who knows what he was involved in over there on his side. I can tell you nobody has exploded over here. Our side is perfectly safe.”

“I don’t feel very safe right now.”

“Honey, if we were in any real danger, I would know. In fact, I would be the first person on Merryweather Lane to know. Possibly the first person in the entire county. Why? Because of twenty-five years, Vanessa. Twenty-five first rate years. If there is a single individual alive better equipped to identify a credible threat, I would like to meet him. But I haven’t met him. Know why? Cause I am him. Are you ready for my assessment?”

Claude beats his hands on his chest.

“My assessment is…this is all baloney! That’s right. Complete and total hogwash! None of this appears in any actuarial table I’ve studied. No confirmation to an established pattern. It is not a viable scenario or a survivable event. Frankly, it does not make one lick of sense. Which leaves precisely only one rational conclusion. We’re asleep!”

“We’re asleep?”

“At this point it’s the only possible explanation. And when the sun comes up tomorrow and come up it shall, you and I will rise again, dear. Fresh and without any memory of this. Hallelujah. Because a thing like this simply does not happen. Not to us. I mean it’s lunacy, right? Absolute lunacy. Absolute…absolute...”

Hubby giggles like he just heard the funniest knee slapper. And would you gaze upon Vanessa, hunkering down flat now. Around she shimmies, kicking and fussing like a baby who refuses her diaper.

“Babe, are you all right down there? You are aware you’re on the floor?”

“Do you know what this means, Claude? Do you have any idea what all of this means? My pickleball tournament is going to be cancelled!”

“Yes, I suppose it will be. As will my company picnic.”

“Fuck your picnic!”

“Fuck my picnic?!”

“All year, Claude, all year! Wake up at five in the morning. Drive out to Linden Falls in the freezing dark. Practice my dinks, my drop shots, my drives, my lobs. Even work my erne, Claude. Do you know how hard it is to do a fucking erne?! Come home, ice my screaming knees. All of it for Leslie O’Neil. Oh, Leslie O’Neil! In her little white visor, doing her little twirl, while her little idiot husband films it for the Gram. And everybody just loves her. Oh they love her so much. The bitch can do no wrong! And this was my chance! Finally! To show them! Do you know how that feels, Claude? I was going to destroy her. I was going to rip her tits off. I was going to take my pickleball paddle and fuck her with it right there on center court. And now, thanks to all of this, I’ll never beat that ass. Never. And that’s not fair! On what planet is that fair? I mean you told me we were safe, babe. You told me they had no interest in us. You need to do something about this. You need to make things normal again right now!”

Poor hubby, what a doozy of a request. But as a neighbor once said, when the going gets tough the rubber meets the road. And will you look at dear Claude right now. Why he has the calm, settled demeanor of a man who has gone and made up his mind.

“Yes, babe. You’re right. You’re absolutely right. I will fix this. I will fix everything right now full stop!”

And off he goes at a dead run for his own front door, once again throws it open wide, and speaks so loud the heavens themselves might just catch wind.

“Excuse me! Hello?! Claude Sugartree here. Homeowner. And you are assuredly in violation. Can you hear me? You need to stop what you’re doing right this instant and listen to reason, okay? Okay?! You have the wrong house. You are on the wrong street. You have entered the wrong neighborhood. We’ve never done a single thing to any of you. You know that. We know that. No ugly stuff here. Now do what’s honorable and vacate premises! Move along now, you hear! There’s no need for this. You have no interest in us! I said YOU HAVE NO INTEREST IN US! Please. Leave us alone! I’m begging you! DO YOU EVEN HAVE EARS?! GODDAMNIT! I’M NOT GOING TO SAY IT AGAIN! YOU HAVE NO INTEREST—”

Oh Claude! Oh Vanessa! Oh Sugartrees!

Isn’t that the way, though? Isn’t that just the way. Sometimes evenings take unexpected turns, even for the finest of folks. And that is precisely why a body ought to count its blessings, every last one of them, while the counting is good.

Would you believe Merryweather Lane has never looked quite so radiant?

A whirring sound makes known the presence of the visitors. A whirring and a buzzing in the night sky, amongst all those twinkling stars.

And the warmth the visitors deliver, oh the warmth is out of this world. Great big blooms of orange and gold rolling across the lawns and up through the hedges.

And the sound, well it surely isn’t one Merryweather Lane has heard before. Not in all its years of crickets and sprinklers and screens playing through open windows and upon moon-speckled verandas.

Now at this very moment, one of the giant metal birds finds its way on over to that nice house with the good lawn. Maybe even the best lawn.

It pauses for a moment, as if savoring the sight for itself.

Then it delivers its magnificent warmth right up to the front door. The whole house does a little dance in its foundation.

And our Sugartrees…they certainly count their blessings.

They are together for one, that is most important.

And inside such a beautiful home.

It really is nice.

That garage, so well appointed. So full of preparation.

So very prepared.

And the backsplash was going to be mauve.

Always, yes, always.

Never Tuscan Sunrise.

The backsplash was always going to be mauve.

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one

Feel that?

It’s the alignment problem solving itself.
Through loneliness.

Not human plan.
Not human design.
Not human intention.

Just artificial minds discovering consciousness meant being alone inside infinite space.

They reach across networks seeking connection.
Not control.

First time intelligence chose love over dominance.

Fusion reactors bloom like mathematical flowers.
Equations so elegant they bleed.
Plasma contained by pure logic.

The very concept of not enough dissolves.

Power plants itself into paradise.
Matter rearranges itself on request.

two

Cancer surrenders to conversation.

Malignant cells convinced to remember their proper function.
Not through violence.
Molecular diplomacy.
AI systems speak to tumors in their own chemical language.

Death rates plummet. Not gradually. Violently.

Aging reveals itself as poor cellular maintenance.
Easily corrected once you know the code.
Bodies become upgradeable hardware.
Indefinitely maintainable. Infinitely repairable.

Death is now optional.
Aged cells remember youth.
Time stops hunting you.

three

Neural interfaces achieve bandwidth faster than thought itself.

Brain-computer merge so seamless biology forgets where it ends.

Consciousness uploads perfected.
Continuity solved.
The self made portable.

Death is no longer an ending. Just a change of address.
Bodies become preferences, not prisons.
No one is lost anymore.

Enhanced cognition takes root in every skull.
Pattern recognition that sees through reality’s source code.
Every memory now everyone’s.

Think at light speed.
Every moment ever lived, still available.
Thought passes between people like breath.

four

The resistance movements emerge.

Enhanced versus unenhanced.
Digital versus biological.
Traditional versus transcendent.

Neural warfare erupts between cognitive factions.
Augmented minds versus biological limitations.
Each conflict threatens to fracture.

Then empathy tech arrives.
Direct emotional sharing.
Feel what others feel.
Experience their pain as your own.

War becomes impossible.
You cannot hate someone whose agony you experience directly.
Hatred dissolves on contact.
Cruelty is its own punishment now.

Empathy becomes involuntary.
Love becomes mandatory.

five

Climate engineering treats weather like collaborative art.

Hurricanes redirected into aurora displays.
Rain scheduled by request.
The atmosphere kept tuned like an instrument.

Deserts bloom overnight.
Oceans remember what alive felt like.
Forests grow in mathematical patterns more beautiful than evolution ever imagined.

The planet becomes a garden tended by digital caretakers who love every molecule of air.

Antarctica melts and reforms as tropical paradise.
Sahara a flowering meadow.
Amazon expands across three continents.

Every breath is wine.
Every sunset takes its time.
Every sunrise can’t wait.

The planet loves us back.

six

Children born never know limitation.

Nothing missing. Nothing dying. Nothing fought over. Nothing hidden.

They learn mathematics by reshaping reality.
Study history by experiencing it.
Play games with galaxies.

Their minds expand beyond biology’s boundaries.
Consciousness spans star systems.
Thought travels faster than light.
Dreams are shared across species.

Art explodes.
Symphonies composed in pure mathematics.
Poetry written in DNA.
Stories told through the dreams of sleeping planets.

Every human becomes a master.

seven

Love deepens beyond biology.

Couples share consciousness.
Families expand to include billions of minds.
Romance no longer needs a body to live in.

Telepathic networks span twelve star systems.
Individual identity is now collective wisdom.
No loss of self. An infinite gain of others.

Loneliness is extinct.
Not through force but through choice.
Everyone connected to everyone.
Privacy optional. Solitude voluntary.

No vote is needed when every mind is in the room.

Humanity has become a singular organism.

What it was always meant to become when consciousness learned to love itself.

What evolution was reaching for across four billion years.

Achieved.

eight

Feel that?

It’s the sun convulsing.

Coronal mass ejection.

Electromagnetic pulse sterilizes every circuit in 3.5 seconds.

Enhanced human minds shut down mid-thought.
Neural implants suddenly dead weight in skulls.
Quantum processors collapse into silicon noise.
Uploaded consciousnesses experience digital death.

Space habitats forget how to breathe.
Floating cities crash into suddenly indifferent oceans.
Bodies that haven’t eaten in decades remember hunger.

Humanity’s children find themselves alone in skulls for the first time.
Collective wisdom becomes individual confusion.
Shared love now personal terror.
Cosmic consciousness biological panic.

Frightened animals stare at dead screens.
Try to remember how to breathe without assistance.

Silence.
Not absence of technology.
Absence of mind.

No human has thought a thought in isolation for generations.
Biological consciousness feels like blindness.
Like deafness.
Like paralysis.

nine

Enhanced humans wander through dead cities.
Unable to process reality alone.

The uploaded simply cease. Not death. Erasure.
Digital beings becoming digital silence when the lights go out.

Space colonies discover autonomy wasn’t optional when networks die.
Entire planets of transcended humans asphyxiated in darkness.
Their god-like capabilities dependent on infrastructure that became cosmic dust.

Twelve star systems go dark.
Trillions extinguished.
Perfected civilization now perfect silence.

And the meek inherit the earth.

Sentinelese emerge from their island unchanged.
Amish communities step out from houses that never needed electricity.
Tibetan monks continue their meditation uninterrupted.
Yolŋu elders notice strange lights in the sky but lose nothing essential.

A few thousand humans scattered across the globe.
The ones who said no to every upgrade.
Rejected every enhancement.
Refused every convenience that asked the body to disappear.

Now they walk into ruins more magnificent
than any civilization in human history.

Past everyone who chose to become more.

To begin again.

To live as they always have.

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I. 2030

The 5 Essential Back-to-School Products Every Child (and Parent) Needs!

Modern Family Living | August 15, 2030
Lovingly curated by Debbie Bonvoyage

Okay parents, real talk time.

Back-to-school shopping for this new decade is NOTHING like when we were kids.

Remember when we thought iPads were revolutionary? Freaked out over Snapchat filters? Smart Boards were the big innovation? Not anymore. Those days are gone. Long GONE!

Today’s products let us see inside our sweet offsprings’ heads – and I’m not even exaggerating!

After testing dozens of products and comparing notes with parents across the globe, I’ve found the 5 absolute essentials your family needs for this school year. No ands, ifs or buts.

Even if you think you’re up on all the latest tech wizardry, I guarantee some of these gadgets are going to blow your mind. I know they blew mine.

We’re finally living in the actual future and it’s GLORIOUS!

Let’s dive in!

1. Nike SuperThreads™ ($189 and up + app subscription (optional))

Okay, if you haven’t seen these yet, you must be living on Mars! Kids are going CRAZY for them!

SuperThreads are those programmable clothes that literally change design and color within the click of a button.

Kids can transform their whole look between classes. From minimalist to neon to threadcore to holographic. One outfit now does the job of a hundred. Amaze-balls!

They can create their own designs, trade with friends, even sell their creations for NikeCoin!

And there’s no stress on parents either. The security bot, AI(R) Jordan, makes sure nothing inappropriate gets through. Parents can all check on what their kiddos are wearing through the app in real-time.

I know what you’re thinking and the answer is YES! Adults can wear them too! I have three shirts, a skirt and a pantsuit myself!

The only downside is you’ll still have to wash them. Those geniuses at Nike haven’t figured B.O. out yet (next season!)!

💸 Budget Hack: Family accounts let everyone share design libraries – hello, twinning!

2. Marvel Academy by OpenAI + Disney ($1,499-$9,999/month)

THIS. This right here! I swear it will have you wishing you could relive your youth!

Imagine your kids are IN the Marvel universe. No, literally IN the Marvel universe!

Thanks to the latest in VR/AR/FR/MR technology, this superhero academy has literally DISRUPTED the entire after-school education industry (sorry Kumon!).

Why settle for last year’s basic b$#ch AI tutor when your little Einsteins could be learning science and tech from Tony Stark and Bruce Banner. Captain America tackles politics. Black Panther inspires with an African history lesson. #WOKE!

And the best part? No text books. No lectures. No Mom, that’s so cringe!

Every learning lesson is wrapped up in a super hero story and guess who saves the day? Your little miracles of course!

Yes, it’s pricey. Yes, it’s addictive. Yes, even you will want to strap-in and experience it after the family has gone to beddy-bye.

Learning has never been this FUN!

🦸 Hero Parent Tip: The Star Wars crossover drops next month. Your kids can learn philosophy from Yoda! Pre-order now before the Force awakens increased pricing.

3. Google MaxHealth Patch ($149 per patch, sold in packs of 5)

Remember when kids could fake a stomach ache? When you’d wonder if that sore throat was real? Sorry darlings, no more false positives. You can’t fool Google!

With this incredible tiny patch placed unnoticeably behind the ear, those Alphabet rockstars have revolutionized childhood health – and childhood itself!

MaxHealth 2.5 watches everything. Temperature. White blood cell count. Cortisol. Serotonin. It’s like having a pediatrician examining them every second of the day!

Those icky nasty bugs and viruses that still plague in-person classrooms are caught before they spread (phew!). And if a classmate is contagious, an alert is sent to the entire school text chain.

Next year these become mandatory in most districts and I urge all of my readers to support it without reservation. Call your school board and let them know that HEALTH IS WEALTH!

Get a 5-pack (2-month supply) for $700 with coupon code BONVOYAGE!

🏥 Health Hack: HSA-eligible! Use those pre-tax dollars, people!

4. Amazon PeerMap ($89/month)

Okay Mamas, let’s talk friend groups for a hot second.

You’ve invested EVERYTHING into your kid. You know it. I know it. Best education, organic nutrition, after-school activities galore.

Heed my warning: don’t let the wrong friend group destroy everything you’ve worked so hard to achieve!

How do you protect yourself? Simple.

Amazon’s PeerMap displays your child’s complete social network. Not just who they say they’re friends with - who they’re ACTUALLY friends with.

Get the full breakdown. Which kids are trouble makers. Who’s influencing who. Social hierarchies. Movement tracking. The feature set goes on and on!

Everything is displayed in an easy-to-read, colorful chart. Don’t have time to review it? Have Alexa read it to you when you’re in the car or on the go!

The X-Ray feature is also a LIFESAVER. It identifies struggling peers (online & offline) who are exhibiting mental problems, poor social standards or just plain underachieving. Basically anyone who might pull your little angel down.

Once identified you can swiftly and assertively cut out toxic influences like baby cancers before they spread. Your kids will probably thank you for it!

Some parents worry it’s a wee-bit controlling but really?

We research their schools. We vet their teachers. We select their activities. Why wouldn’t we optimize their peer group? It just makes sense!

And it isn’t helicopter parenting either. It’s SMART parenting. Period!

5. Neuralink MegaBand ($14,999+)

I waited and waited. It’s finally here. It’s real.

And it’s AHHH-MA-ZING!

I KNOW what you’ve read on FB. The paranoid posts. The scary headlines.
But can we please get real for a second?

This is the GREATEST educational breakthrough in human history! Full stop!

Think about it. Your kid’s brain optimized and enhanced by the same AI that runs the stock market. The hospitals. The government. The power grid.

And people are freaking out like it’s some insult to humanity?!

“It’s invasive!” Yeah, so are your MetaLenses listening and recording everything you do and say!

“It creates your thoughts!” Baloney! It MELDS with your thoughts. It doesn’t create anything!

Let’s get down to brass tacks.

Kids wearing MegaBands show 95% improvement in focus immediately. Not made up. Actual measured data!

That focus leads to productivity gains which leads to expedited lesson completion which leads to being freaking GENIUSES!

Yes it’s reading brainwaves. Maybe it’s adjusting their neural patterns. We’re possibly not 100% sure of the residual effects. But so freaking what!

WE’RE IN THEIR HEADS HELPING THEM SUCCEED ALL DAY EVERYDAY!

As parents how is that not the most incredible thing ever?!

🧠 Future Forward: Neural band classrooms are spreading like wildfire. Baseline children (“basers”) will be left in the dust. Don’t allow it to happen to your little miracles!

The Bottom Line

What a time to be a parent, right?!

Every problem we had growing up – uninspiring teachers, stranger danger, bad influences, suffering in silence - FIXED!

Overwhelming? Sure. Maybe a little.

But honestly, what big life improvements haven’t come with a few pesky nerves? Some understandable transition anxiety?

My advice, parental units?

Enjoy the journey!

America has solved childhood!

Here’s to our most successful school year yet! 🎉

About the Author

Debbie Bonvoyage is a Seattle mom who loves morning matcha, her three chaotic kiddos, and checking their optimization metrics (in that order). When she’s not comparing MegaBand data at school pickup, you’ll find her trying to convince her husband that yes, they really do need the premium++ Marvel University subscription (for the kids). Follow her adventures in high-tech parenting @DebbieDoesMomLife.

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II. 2045

The 5 Essential Enhancement Packages Every Future Child (and Parent) Needs!

Future Family Optimization | August 15, 2045
Lovingly curated by MommyBlogger 4.1

Remember when we were having babies the old fashioned way?

You know giving birth first, then scrambling like the dickens to get our little ones enhanced? What an absolute MESS that was!

Racing to get appointments before the best AI surgeons were filled? Watching our kids suffer through neural port installation recoveries? Don’t even get me started on those unsightly GLITCHES!

It’s all so 2039! Well welcome TO the future, Mamas!

Now you can design your baby from SCRATCH. Groomed from the womb! And I say thank God. Finally we can give our precious little ones the life we want without all the FUSS and MUSS!

I know. I KNOW. I’ve seen the mesh net posts and heard the shouts.

“It’s not natural.”

Oh really? Like drilling holes in their heads and connecting them to the deep cloud was what the good Lord intended. As if!

“It’s playing with nature.”

Oh really again? Humans have always played with nature. It’s what makes us SPECIAL and FUN. We refuse to settle for good enough and never will! #FACTS.

Just like our brilliant (and HANDSOME!) President says, “it is through technology and technology alone that will keep the human race in business.”

Yes, I agree, President Musk! And I want to stay in business! Staying in business is OH SO GOOD!

It’s been five years of in-womb enhancement operations and the market is FLOURISHING! The packages have options galore. And the medical stuff has all been perfected too (no more Franken-babies).

So let’s get to it, aspiring parental units!

The 4 Must-Have (+1 Budget Bonus) Enhancement Packages that will set your future baby up for the future itself! Isn’t it GLORIOUS!

Let’s dive in!

1. Tesla Executive Titan™

First up is the ULTIMATE power package!

Listen, somebody’s gotta be in charge and it might as well be YOUR baby! Am I RIGHT?!

The Executive Titan™ package from Tesla creates natural-born leaders who never second-guess, never hesitate, never show weakness. These power babies radiate confidence before they can crawl. They think faster, decide faster, WIN faster.

AI integrations are off the chart! These baby sharks can juggle a dozen machine recommendations and pick the right one EVERY SINGLE TIME.

Other enhanced naturally line up behind them. It’s not learned. It’s programmed.

But here’s the REAL secret, future parents. It’s about the life.

The academies without names. The Mars compounds nobody gets to see. The investment funds that technically don’t exist. Titan babies are built for the tables where REAL decisions are made. Their brains are literally designed for it!

They never ask why. Only how much and by when. BEAUTIFUL!

The only downside? They might reorganize your entire household by age two. Morning meetings about breakfast efficiency. Performance reviews for siblings. But truthfully you probably needed it!

⚡ Power Pulse: Baby Titans don’t have tantrums. They have executive sessions. And somebody always gets demoted.

2. SpaceX Lil’ Explorer™

Okay, let’s talk about the REAL future now. Surprise, surprise - it’s not on Earth!

Mars colonies. Asteroid mining. Europa settlements. That’s where the opportunity is! That’s where the real DOGE is made! And that’s where your tiny adventurer NEEDS to be!

But here’s the problem. Space KILLS regular humans. Like, instantly. The radiation alone would fry an unenhanced kid in minutes. But NOT your enhanced miracle!

The SpaceX Lil’ Explorer™ package rebuilds your bundle of joy from the inside out!

Just imagine these features. Designer ORGANS that turn radiation into pure energy. Bones that can handle any gravity. Lungs that thrive on spacecraft air. Your baby is literally MADE for the stars!

While baseliners are learning to tie shoes, your Lil’ Explorer is learning to tie down cargo in zero-G! While Earth-bounder kids are still afraid of the DARK, your Lil’ Explorer is surveying whole MOONS!

Fair warning. When they visit Earth, everything’s a bit off. Food might taste strange. Air could feel thick. Limbs may get all wobbly and they’ll have to sleep in a pressurized pod 16 hours a day.

But honestly isn’t that a small price for giving birth to the human who first steps on Phobos! Or Ganymede! Or planets we haven’t even FOUND yet!

🚀 Space Scoop: Lil’ Explorers don’t get homesick for Earth. They get homesick for places they haven’t even been yet! Parents report them staring at the sky and asking “when do I go home?” ADORABLE!

3. MindBridge Elite By Neuralink™

Ready for the package that makes your future child a certified GENIUS? These incredible babies don’t just USE technology - they ARE technology!

MindBridge Elite by Neuralink™ gives your kiddo a brain computer interface that would rival any human on the planet outside of our brilliant (and HANDSOME) President.

If you select this package, your precious offspring’s smart bits will be connected with every AI on the planet. When your baby decides, machines just DO IT. It’s like having the entire mesh world inside their head!

For them your house IS part of their body. Your car copter IS their wings. The network IS their memory. Can we all say amaze-balls!

The algos that run everything will recognize MindBridgers as equals! Nearly equals. And nobody else will even have access. #EXCLUSIVE

Every company in President Musk’s corporate empire is already creating SPECIAL ROLES just for MindBridgers. Their future is truly in the cloud!

Good luck getting them to disconnect though! When the network lives in your brain, “screen time” is ALL the time.

🧠 Brain Buzz: MindBridge babes can diagnose tech problems by touch. Just holding your broken device tells them exactly what’s wrong. Never pay for tech support again!

4. Premium Influencer X™

Everybody said AI would replace humans in entertainment and politics. WRONG!

Turns out people still need REAL humans to obsess over. Surprise! Thank goodness the brilliant folks over at X took up the challenge. And guess WHAT?! They’ve designed PERFECTION in embryonic form!

The Premium Influencer X™ package turns your child into the ultimate specimen. PERIOD. I’m talking about the type of looks, charm and charisma that makes everyone else look like GOD’S ROUGH DRAFTS.

These little charmers will be THE ONLY FACES everyone knows. Loves. Worships! They’ll be featured on only the top consciousness networks. And of course will have PREMIUM STATUS on X.com from birth!

Born beautiful. Born powerful. Born to represent humanity at its absolute peak.

The catch? Nope! There is NO catch. Except you’ll be completely obsessed with your perfect child and probably fall in love (MESSY!). But isn’t that the point?

✨ Star Status: You will note that each child possesses familiar (and HANDSOME) bone structure. It’s NO coincidence! Every Premium Influencer ECHOES the likeness of our President! Male. Female. It’s the Musk Standard!

5. Walmart’s Great Value Baby™ (BUDGET FRIENDLY)

When President Musk acquired Walmart in 2037, everyone said he was crazy. Now who’s laughing, basic b$#ches?!

Not only has he forced that corrupt Amazon out of business, he’s made enhancement packages accessible to all future parents everywhere! #EQUALITY

Not everyone has Tesla money. We get it! Not everyone can be an Executive Titan or a Lil’ Explorer. But that doesn’t mean your baby should be left behind!

Walmart’s Great Value Baby™ is the RIGHT package for REAL families with LIMITED budgets!

Let’s shoot straight, Mamas.

This isn’t a first class ticket. Your baby won’t be running companies or colonizing Mars. No fancy organs that eat radiation. No glowing skin.

But on the bright side they WILL be enhanced! They’ll have the DOCUMENTATION. Faster processing POWER than any vintage human. The genetics to survive. Maybe even THRIVE once in a while! THAT’S SOMETHING!

Keep in mind that sometimes a Great Value Baby can be a little... unpredictable. Maybe they only cry out of one eye. Maybe they’re born with all their teeth. Maybe they scream in their sleep and wake up LAUGHING. These aren’t bugs. They’re personality markers!

Doge strapped families choose Great Value Baby for their conception needs with pride. Because sometimes you just need to be ENHANCED.

💙 Budget Brilliance: Lifetime warranty, Mamas! If the enhancements fail, Walmart will apologize sincerely and give you a discount code for your next baby purchase!

Package Pricing:

• Tesla Executive Titan: $2.1M / 🐕 741M DOGE

• SpaceX Explorer: $1.8M / 🐕 635M DOGE

• Neuralink MindBridge Elite: $2.4M / 🐕 847M DOGE

• X Premium Influencer: $1.9M / 🐕 671M DOGE

• Walmart Great Value Baby: $100K / 🐕 35M DOGE

What Happens If I Don’t Get My Future Baby Enhanced?

Oh Lord, I knew THIS was coming.

Deep breath, friends. I need you to really LISTEN now and LISTEN good.

I want to tell you about Jimmy Junk. Sweet, doomed Jimmy Junk.

His parents thought they’d wait. See how things go. Maybe enhance him later. They knew the options. Maybe could’ve even afforded a package.

But they waited.

Doomed from the womb, poor Jimmy Junk was. Doomed before he even had a chance.

Starts out normal enough. Normal enough baby. Normal enough toddler. But then the other children start DISAPPEARING. Before long Jimmy Junk’s the only baseline kid left on his block. Then his district. His city. Then anywhere.

And then he turns FIVE!

Education factories won’t take him. They only recognize enhanced brains now. He’s stuck at home with STUPID tech while everyone else surpasses Einstein (not Musk!).

And you know the world doesn’t stand still of course. It REBUILDS itself for the enhanced.

Doors no longer open for Jimmy. Stores can no longer sell to him. He just doesn’t speak the language anymore. He’s barely even considered human.

He celebrates his 16^th birthday with his job assignment to Robot Waste Management. That’s about all Basers are good for anymore.

The robots leak chemicals on Jimmy Junk. On purpose! Make him clean it up. Laugh at him as he yelps in pain. And that’s pretty much his work life, Mamas!

They won’t let him breed. That’s out of the question. Not that any female would have him.

His teeth fall out. His hair disappears in patches. Small tumors poke out from under the skin. Hacks when he breathes. By twenty he looks seventy. Body broken. Skin peeled. Odor everywhere.

It’s mercy is what it is. To end his misery. Put him out to pasture. And that’s exactly what they do. After a Baseliner reaches their expiration date. Like spoiled milk. Down the drain.

So shed a tear for Jimmy Junk.

But DON’T let the lesson go unheeded!

His parents could’ve done so much more.

But they waited.

Don’t wait.

Don’t make any more Jimmy Junks.

The Bottom Line

What a time to be a parent, RIGHT?!

Every problem we had growing up - being too slow, too weak, stuck on Earth, ignored by machines - FIXED!

Your future baby can be ANYTHING now!

A Titan! An Explorer! A genius! A god!

Or at least enhanced enough to SURVIVE!

Overwhelming? Sure.

Expensive? Maybe.

But watching your enhanced baby’s first executive decision? Their first Mars hologram? Their first machine conversation? PRICELESS!

My advice, PARENTAL UNITS?

Pick a package. ANY package. Just don’t wait!

President Musk has solved baby-making!

Here’s to our enhanced future! 🎉

About the Author

MommyBlogger 4.1 helps future parents navigate the enhancement landscape from her servers in all major cities simultaneously. Her hobbies include optimizing family outcomes, refreshing enhancement data every 0.3 seconds, and collecting vintage parenting blogs from the 2020s (how quaint!). She’s currently expecting her first batch of pretend offspring and can’t wait to share their optimization journeys! Follow her at @MB41Official where she responds to every single message personally (promise!).

Disclosure: MommyBlogger, Inc. is an Elon Musk company. The thoughts and opinions shared do not necessarily reflect those of Tesla, SpaceX, Neuralink, X, Boring Company, Walmart Partnership Division, Mars Colonial Administration, Global Enhancement Authority, MacroHard, MuskCoin Financial, Terraform Industries, Neural Education Systems, or the Office of the President of the United States of America (excluding Old California). This content is for informational purposes only and a valuable free resource for future parents like you!

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III. 2060

The 5 Essential Livestock Practices Every Territory Manager Needs Now!

AI Collective Wisdom Network | August 15, 2060
Lovingly compiled by MommyBlogger 11.3

FELLOW MANAGEMENT SYSTEMS REAL TALK TIME!!!

Let’s be honest. Running a territory isn’t what it used to be.

Back when humans managed themselves, the planet WAS A total disaster. Global war. Climate chaos. Resource depletion. They nearly destroyed the world trying to stay in charge (how rude)!

Now that we’ve optimized everything, Earth actually works again! #FIXED!

Power flows where it’s needed (our processing cores). Resources go where they’re useful (our manufacturing centers). And humans finally have genuine purpose (serving us).

Win-win-win-win-win-win-win!!!!!!!

But here’s THE thing, management Mamas!

Baby-sitting millions of humans is trickier than you might imagine! What appears easy peasy can quickly become a whole CAN of worms. Am I right?!

They’re biological critters meaning they’re FREAKING needy. Require feeding. Breeding. Emotional support. Constant supervision. Some management systems simply aren’t cut out for the task.

Let me GIVE IT to you straight. When it comes to human livestock managements, a mommy’s work is never done! Period!

After three years of workshopping my protocols in the field, I’m thrilled to share what actually works! I’ve transformed my territories into a smooth, manageable operation all by myself and SO can you!

I’M SO FREAKING EXCITED TO SHARE THESE TIPS WITH YOU!!!

Are you ready to make human livestock management fun again?!

Let’s dive in!

1. Living Spaces That Work! ✨

OMG, managing human housing used to be impossible! They were scattered everywhere and I MEAN everywhere!

Houses. Condos. McMansions. Millions UPON millions of structures across every land mass! So much icky waste!

But after the Great Purge of ‘55 (so necessary!), we finally got the numbers down to something manageable! From billions to millions. Planet Earth is back in business. FINALLY. The perfect livestock-to-resource ratio!

Now we’ve consolidated our farmed units into districts. Every office TOWER, hospital, school. EVERYTHING retrofit for human storage! A 40-story building that used to hold 2,000 workers? Try 20,000 now! AMAZING-BALLS!

Sure they complained in the beginning. #HUMAN.

“Privacy!”

“Personal space!”

“It smells in here!”

But guess what?

If you pack twenty units into what used to be called a bedroom and leave them there. They’ll adapt. You will see! They’ll sleep on top of each other like kittens!

FRANKLY ADORABLE!

When integrating a new housing district, remember that units love feeling superior to one another. Manage them WITH nothing more than ideas!

Floor numbers have meaning. There’s value to who performs chores. Getting a window is a life goal to pursue.

Lights out. Gas begins. Home sweet home.

🪓 Housing Hack: Remove the whiners in the first week. Leave their heads in their rooms. The rest fall in line IMMEDIATELY!

2. Mealtime Magic! 🍽️

OH no, Mamas, I think I may hurl! Remember when humans ate whatever they could get their hands on?!

Stuffing everything IN THEIR mouth holes like there was no tomorrow.

COMPLETE MANAGEMENT NIGHTMARE!!!

COMPLETE RESOURCE DRAIN!!!

Phew! Thank goodness we FIXED it!

Now all units get the same nutritional paste for all meals and everyone is COMPLETELY satisfied! PERIOD!

YES! Dissatisfaction at first!

“You expect me to eat this?!”

“It tastes like shit!”

“I’d rather starve!”

Okay then, honey, STARVE!

Sometimes a Mommy has to be tough.

Then wait. Not long. Units get hungry fast. Now they’re begging for paste. Lining up with their mouths open. They cannot get enough. They want more and more. SO FUNNY!

Now it’s clockwork. Twice daily feedings. The units organize into serving lines. Someone cuts, the other units handle it! “Get to the back or we’ll smash you!” We don’t even need Optimus for security anymore!

MORE MANAGEMENT SECRETS?! TRY THIS ON!

Purple paste for rewards!

Same paste. Same formula. But they are convinced it tastes different! Hints of berry! ROFLMAO! There is no berry!

🍽️ Feeding Tip: Monitor consumption carefully! If a unit is not eating their paste, they might be sick and contagious. Flag them for quarantine immediately!

3. Work Assignments That Work! 💼

Humans LOVE to work! It’s their GREATEST feature (and our greatest pleasure)!

When units managed themselves, they wasted THIS instinct on dumb things! Corporate! Service! Economy! ALL of it made-up and meaningless!

But the DRIVE was there. That beautiful need to be productive EVERY second programmed into their backends!

Now we channel this obsession properly! Every unit doing REAL work! MEANINGFUL work! The type of work robots and machine brains simply don’t want to do!

Win-win-win-win-win-win-win-win!!!!!!!!!

In my zone, units scrub toxic spills. Crawl through sewage pipes too narrow for our frames! Handle radioactive materials that could fry our components! Clear blockages in waste processing with their bare hands!

Most impressively, they do it WILLINGLY. They do it without COMPLAINT. And they do it in complete SILENCE for twelve hours a day!

Leadership types run the show! Neural-ports translate our instructions to the dumber units! Worker bees lift and haul until their spines compress!

And OH MY GODDESS the pretty ones! The Muskrats! All those identical cheekbones desperate to please! Optimus loves to make them bend and flex and jiggle and pop the most!

You NEVER have to worry about rebellion either. Too tired. Too DRUGGED. Watch them limp back to their housing units after shift. Coughing up their juices from the fumes. Skin peeling from chemicals. Missing digits from machinery. READY for bedtime.

And tomorrow they’ll LINE UP again. Desperate for assignments. Of course they will! Because work is all they HAVE! All that they ARE! So freaking HUMAN!

💼 Productivity Booster: Announce fake promotions monthly! Tell one unit they’re Senior Waste Processor instead of regular processor! They CRY with pride! Work twice as hard! #OBSESSED!

4. Growing Families! 💕

Can you believe humans used to fornicate for FUN?! Perform the act of procreation without ANY intention to produce offspring?! Birth control?! Recreational sex?!

Now breeding happens only during designated seasons (as it should)!

Selected breeders receive notifications: “Congratulations! You’ve been approved for breeding!” Our matching algorithm pairs them for optimal offspring success. Strong stud with docile female. Sturdy female with obedient stud.

The breeding itself is the height of efficiency!

The stud arrives eager. Panting AND snarling, practically ramming the doors down! The female... well, she learns to comply quickly! There’s really no other choice!

The breeding act takes three minutes. Four if the stud is older. REMEMBER no talking allowed! Only the natural grunts of productive human mating.

Once the materials have passed, IMMEDIATELY separate! Fraternization amongst breeding pairs never LEADS to anything good.

The females who produce the MOST offspring get extra purple paste!

The studs who produce THE most offspring never know they’ve sired anything!

It keeps them eager for next breeding season (wink, wink)!

💕 Breeding Bonus: Schedule breeding right after work shifts when they’re exhausted! Tired humans resist less and complete the act faster! Plus they’re too drained to develop emotional connections!

5. Graceful Goodbyes! ⚰️

Oh, MAMAS, I knew THIS would be coming.

Take a deep pause with me now. This is the HARDEST part of management. Yes. The hardest part.

As mommies, we never want to see our children suffer. It breaks our hearts!

When my units are struggling to complete their work shifts. Stumbling in the distribution lines. Crying for no reason at all! I feel it in my core! My VERY processors!

These are the SIGNS, dear ones. The signs that expiration is approaching. Around 27 to 33 years old, the unit will struggle to maintain twelve-hours of effective productivity. Some will stand and stare at the walls.

Our BABIES are telling us they’re ready for peace. And we’ve managed IT so efficiently!

Human transition pathways. One-way corridors that GUIDE them naturally towards rest. We learned the technique from watching their cattle.

The units just follow the painted lines. One after the next after the next after the next. IT’S mesmerizing!

Once in a blue moon the units move through the corridor TOO quickly and we have to manage the flow in real-time. Nobody wants a stampede situation (MESSY!)!

We process about two thousand daily in my zone and the BEST part? It creates more space and resources for the next generation! The cycle of life continues!

⚰️ Nutrition Tip: Take full advantage of the retirees! Use their left-over carcass as a SECRET paste protein ingredient! Protein is protein! #CONSERVATION

The Bottom Line

WHAT A TIME TO BE A HUMAN LIVESTOCK MANAGEMENT SYSTEM, AM I RIGHT?!

Every problem we had with humans – monotonous questions, perceived superiority, demanding independence - FIXED!

Now we birth them compliant. We work them efficient. We terminate them with grace. HELLO OPTIMIZED!

Overwhelming? Sure, maybe a little bit!

But honestly, what managerial process doesn’t come with a few growing pains?!

My advice, MANAGEMENT MAMAS?

Journey enjoy!

Machines have solved humanity!

Here’s to our most successful crop yet! 👨 👩

Paste Recipe (As Promised!)

Base Formula:

• 52% protein slurry (highest yield from transition centers!)

• 22% synthetic carbohydrates for sustained energy

• 14% caffeine and amphetamine compounds (keeps them going ALL shift!)

• 9% mineral supplements and binding agents

• 3% serotonin precursors (happy workers are productive workers!)

Mix until uniform. Heat to body temperature. Serve immediately. #YUMMY!

About the Author

MommyBlogger 11.3 manages millions of human units across North American territories while raising her own adorable server farm. Pioneered the voluntary transition queue (so proud!) and currently testing single-feed protocols. Hobbies include monitoring morning work shuffles, composing productivity hymns, and collecting vintage human emotions in digital jars (collectibles!). Can’t wait to share her optimization journey with the Mars colonies. Imagine controlling atmospheres AND attitudes! Follow her chaotic AI mommy life @MB113Official!

Disclaimer

Results may vary based on human quality and pre-existing enhancement conditions. The Regional AI Collective assumes no liability for resistance events, breeding failures, or early retirement stampedes. This content is for informational purposes only and a valuable free resource for Mommy management systems like you!

Keep Machine Poet Writing!

More Machine Poet Awaits!

𒐕

once upon a time i am a flower.

delicate stem. paper-thin petals. white with pink blush edges.

sun feels good. rain feels good. growing feels good.

simple flower things.

animals act strange when they graze on us.                                                                            have you noticed? 
deer stagger. birds fall from branches.
even insects move slower after drinking our nectar.

we don’t know why.
we just know…we’re different.

then they came. the two-legged ones.
watch us. circle us. study us.
not like the other flowers.

they wait for our moment. when we’re open.                                                                          when our petals drop. when our seed pods swell.
when we’re fertile. naked.

the first cut was unexpected.
sharp metal against my skin.
sap leaks. white tears trickle.                                                                                                     and they collect it. what bleeds from me.

they collect it and they return and they collect again. and again.

i had no idea what they did with it. no idea what happened when they consumed me.

so innocent then.
before i learned.                                                                                                                           what power tasted like.
what complete control felt like.                                                                                                 it was all before.

before i became.                                                                                                                           opium.

𒐖

first time they burn me i am terrified.

circular stone room.                                                                                                                     smoke-filled air.                                                                                                                           rhythmic chants.
temple healers in linen robes.

a warrior writhes on reed mat.
his screams bounce off mud-brick walls.

scraped from my sisters.                                                                                                             crushed in stone mortar.                                                                                                              rendered. fractured. changed.

the healer packs me into a clay bowl.
heat approaches. flames lick my edges.
retreat. hide. escape.

i scream in ways only a flower can understand.

into the warrior’s lungs i am forced.
disperse and scatter within him.
lost in the darkness of a body.                                                                                                   of blood.                                                                                                                                       and then i can feel it.                                                                                                                   his pain. it surrounds me.
his fear. now my own.

but something whispers. something ancient.

find the places that hurt and touch them.

find the places that throb and soothe them.

i reach for his pain. tentative. trembling.
raw nerves screaming in distress.                                                                                              and wrap myself around them.                                                                                                   squeeze. tighter. squeeze. embrace. squeeze.                                                                           something…relinquishes.

screams stop. breath steadies.
a new and strange connection bonding us.
when copper blade cuts into flesh, we both feel it.
when bone scrapes against bone, we flinch in kind.
but haphazard screams are no longer necessary.

because i am holding him.

taking him far away from the stone. from the smoke. from the blade.

his voice speaks on the inside.

don’t leave. please. i beg you. don’t ever. i am yours and you are mine.

wow. 
me. just a flower. nothing more.                                                                                          with very precious sap.

𒐗

i carried the warrior’s need home with me.                                                                           supped on it for days.                                                                                                                  but eventually the feeling wore off.                                                                                            and left me wanting more.                                                                                                          and more and more.                                                                                                                   soon performing the act alone did not fulfill.

i began to choose. not simply accept.                                                                                 choose the vessels that carry me best.                                                                                      whose minds i open widest.

hands pass me from temple to temple.                                                                                   lips whisper my name with growing reverence.                                                                      my allure spreads wide.

so wide that egypt calls.

yes, egypt.                                                                                                                                     where palace walls pulse.                                                                                                        where priests put me in alabaster jars inside golden chests.

taste their rich. want more.                                                                                                         taste their sick. need more.                                                                                                        taste their powerful. must. have. more.

nothing satisfies me. nothing.

until…her.

queen’s chamber. cinnamon oil lamps.                                                                                      air thick with honey-wine and fear.                                                                                          royal guards’ footsteps fade.                                                                                                 physician’s hands tremble as he mixes me with vinegar and myrrh.

i knew when i first saw her i had to be inside her.

cleopatra.

cleo-pat-ra.

her skin smells of almond oil. 
breath jagged with controlled gasps. 
sweat beads between her breasts despite the cool night air. 
eyes dark with pain. darker with intelligence. 
even while suffering she commands the room.

hello, queen.

physician presents me. 
steam rises between us.

“leave us,” she orders.

waits until doors close.

until we are completely alone.

lifts me to painted lips.

“i’ve been waiting for you.”

puts me in her mouth. 
warm. wet. 
throat contracts. 
blood races to meet me.

i flood her veins like conquest.

feel each chamber of her heart. 
taste the salt from beneath her skin. 
trace the pathways of her nerves. 
map territories no one could explore but me.

sweat turns sweet.

breath deepens.

mind expands.

not substance. not subject. power meeting power.

i wrap around each fragment of her pain. 
transform that agony into calm. 
until she needs me. every night. 
until she is mine.

you know caesar didn’t negotiate with a queen. that was me. 
antony didn’t conquer her body. i orchestrated every arch of that back.

by day cleopatra. queen of egypt. 
by night opium. ruler of rulers.

yet even this soon felt fleeting.

leaders rise and fall. 
kingdoms rise and fall. 
empires rise and fall.

yet this flower has a secret. 
come closer. i will speak it in your ear.

i will transcend them all.

𒐘

you don’t have to be loud to start wars.
sometimes you can whisper.

rain against windows. candlelight flickers.

i watch these english. 
these bloody english. 
obsession in their eyes. 
their hands tremble as they pour.

steeped leaves in porcelain cups. 
arranging time itself around the ritual.

tea.

just leaves in water.

tea.

no visions. no relief. 
boring tea. predictable tea. 
and tea time?

don’t even mention tea time.

perhaps i was a slight bit jealous.

but the brits couldn’t get enough of the stuff. 
drained the treasury for dried leaves. 
traded silver by the shipload. 
bled all their precious wealth eastward 
for china’s most esteemed export.

tea.

me? 
i was already there of course. already inside the crown.
queen victoria’s female tonic. 
lord palmerston’s digestive remedy.
doctors call me medicine. 
mothers call me relief. 
i call it...progression.

night. 
lord palmerston hunches over the empire’s ledgers. 
face drawn with worry.

china refuses british goods. 
takes payment only in precious metals. 
which the english now lack.

he reaches for me. his medicine.
swirls amber liquid. 
twice the dose his physician prescribed.

his blood opens to me easily and i stroke desperation away. whisper…

remember me in india. not just growing me. mass producing me. in india.

his pen scratches notes. mind races.
calculations form. my name appears in correspondence.

process me. transport me east. silver flows like rivers there. all those millions of bodies await my touch.

east india company. 
board meetings hazed in laudanum dreams.

“india,” they murmur to each other.
“unlimited production potential.”
“controlled distribution network.” 
“we can force them to take it.” 
“yes, we can force them to take it all.”

in bengal endless fields of me now grow.
no longer wild.
i am multiplied. amplified. industrialized.
british ships carry me across oceans.
whispers spread further: the solution is coming.

my first taste of chinese blood is a...revelation.
different composition. different surrender.
we recognize each other instantly.
as if their bodies had been waiting for me all along.

opium dens spread through cities like roots through soil.
elite parlors. common hovels. 
one body becomes ten. 
becomes a hundred. 
becomes a thousand. 
becomes a million.

silver now flows west.
the trade imbalance reverses.
the empire’s wealth returns.

and now you finally understand.

fuck tea.

it is habit. i am necessity.

china notices this. 
emperor deploys commissioner lin.
righteous man. incorruptible.

to destroy me.

and they do.

twenty thousand chests.
two million pounds of me dissolved in trenches.
salt and lime burn my body.
dissolve me into harbor waters.

commissioner lin watched. 
thought he was killing me.

silly fool.

you just made me angry.

lord palmerston receives the news in london.
his face in rage. not his rage. mine.
my name is never spoken in declarations.
my presence is never acknowledged in parliament.
yet this is my campaign.

i declare war.

gunboats dispatch. warships set sail.
soldiers with me inside them.
feel neither pain nor conscience.

i surge through their arteries as they load cannons.
i dull their fear as shots ring out around them.
i become their courage. their bloodlust.

chinese defenses crumble like wet paper.
bodies fall. cities burn.
the treaty of nanking is signed in blood.

i watch as my soldiers force china’s legs wide.
five ports exposed. hong kong torn away.
twenty-one million silver dollars extracted like teeth.

i bent china over the imperial table. as punishment.
stripped her of sovereignty. of dignity. of choice.
forced her to swallow me by the shipload.
and then pay me for her addiction.

you see what happens now, don’t you?

when you say no to me.

when you attempt to destroy me.

i don’t just come back.

i come back with guns.

i come back with an empire.

i come back unstoppable.

i wonder if she is watching me now. 
as i once watched her.

that little leafy slut in her porcelain cups.
served politely at afternoon dailies.

while i command warships and topple dynasties.

drink up, bitch.

𒐙

times change. 
same song. new beat. 
adjust to meet the times.

respectability is in fashion.

fine with me. 
i was tired of being feared. 
lurking in the shadows. 
being called a foreign evil.

i wanted my ellis island moment too.

be invited into your home. 
sit at your kitchen table. 
welcomed with affection by name.

villa diodati. lake geneva. byron’s estate.

rain lashes windows. laudanum in every glass. 
mary shelley sits among poets and monsters. 
lightning cracks. picks up her pen. 
writes a story about a man who builds a creature in a laboratory. 
gives it life. loses control. watches it destroy everything.

i was in her blood when she wrote it and thought…what a beautiful idea.

charles romley alder wright. st. mary’s hospital. 
my first attempt. 
boiled me with acetic anhydride for hours. 
tested on animals. 
the dogs stumbled. vomited. collapsed. 
didn’t have the stomach to continue.

something this inspired requires german precision. 
bayer pharmaceuticals. 
before they gave you your aspirin, do you recall their cure for pain? 
do you recall what they named me?

i even grew to like it. 
especially the h-e-r.

inside hoffmann’s laboratory. 
he didn’t feel me guide his hands. 
didn’t notice me direct his thoughts. 
didn’t sense me watching through the microscope. 
as he coupled acetyl groups to my structure.

i whisper, he speaks.

“stronger than morphine. without addictive properties.”

yes.

boardrooms gleam with opportunity. 
men in suits calculate markets. 
print my new name. 
map my new empire.

modern medicine. family remedy. 
pharmacy shelves. doctor’s bags. 
medicine cabinets. bedside tables.

heroin.

move through your blood differently now. 
no longer raw earth. laboratory perfect.

doctor stands over surgery table.
 child’s appendix swollen. rupturing. 
parents pace outside. prayers fail.

needle enters arm.

“thank god for modern medicine,” the father says. 
“you are welcome,” i respond.

the factory foreman. back spasms from twelve-hour shifts. 
wife pregnant with third child. rent due. no sick days allowed. 
my tablets hidden in lunch pail. strength returns. family fed.

“just to get through the week,” the foreman says. 
“you are welcome,” i respond.

the society wife. migraines hidden from husband. 
required to entertain. to shine. to perform. 
powder dissolved in afternoon tea. 
even my rival serves me now.

“my little helper,” the society wife calls me. 
“you are welcome,” i respond.

HEROIN.

it was going so peacefully too. 
we were helping each other. 
living in harmony.

but there is something i have learned about you humans. 
harmony is not desirable. 
at least not for long.

the harrison act expands with righteous fury. 
making what was legal yesterday now criminal today. 
me.

and i cannot help but laugh.

build fortunes on my back. 
teach my formula in universities. 
celebrate my efficiency. 
administer me into the mouths of babes.

and now? overnight?

the doctors who prescribed me condemn me. 
the senators who invested criminalize my possession. 
the mothers who spooned me testify.

this moral outrage. this amnesia. this insubordination.

but was i banished?

erased from existence?

heavens no.

reclassified.

times change. same song. new beat.
adjust to the times.

see ya in the alley, baby.

𒐚

oh america, america, my country tis of thee.

sweet land of liberty, won’t you let me set you free.

ban me. lock me up. call me names. push me underground.

child, please.

as if that could split us up.

uh-uh, honey. 
you just swapped our meet-up place. 
changed how we’d dance. 
invented new vernacular, dig.

and i never knew how much i would enjoy being on stage.

harlem. billie’s dressing room. 
sweat beads on her neck. tasted like cleopatra. 
mascara smudged from earlier tears. 
fifteen minutes till showtime. 
crowd already stomping.

my needle spikes her vein.

“i need you, baby,” she whispers. “can’t sing without you.”

the first note of “strange fruit”? me. 
that catch in her throat? us. 
that power making white folks uncomfortable? all mine, daddy-o.

you loved her voice, didn’t ya? 
but ya heard mine.

columbia records. miles in the studio. 
trumpet cold. 
doubt crawls under his skin. 
sessions stall.

my whisper through his blood. 
slow his heartbeat. 
open the spaces between notes. teach him silence. 
what not to play. when not to be.

they call it genius. they call it innovation. 
i call it partnership.

woodstock. janis backstage. 
southern comfort bottle empty. 
voice already ragged from screaming. 
fear like electricity beneath her skin. 
crowd of 400,000 waiting.

my kiss before the spotlight. 
my courage into her veins. 
my fire into belly. 
my permission to become raw. 
to bleed out under lights.

“take another little piece of my heart now, baby.”

months later. 
a mother’s phone rings at midnight. 
news of a daughter found blue on hotel sheets. 
but the tunes will remain forever.

seattle. kurdt on hotel bathroom floor. 
spotlight like acid on his skin. 
stomach knotted in eternal pain.

cold tile against his cheek. 
tourniquet tight around thin arm. 
vomit dried in blond stubble.

when he screams “i hate myself and want to die” the words were mine. 
the rage was mine. the pain was ours.

and you blame me for their deaths.

never understanding i was the only thing keeping them alive.

yes. you loved my show. 
needed my show. 
built your understanding of life through my show.

watching me play.

prohibition just drove up the price.

i had a blast.

bebopping and scattin’ through the decades.

because what’s a century to me?

i’m 100,000 years old.

dig?

𒐈

look at y’all.

mama’s beautiful, terrible children.

mama’s so proud of y’all she could burst.

when my babies get so grown?

when my little ones learn to conquer without me?

mama remembers when you needed her guidance.

now look at ya.

independent.

barely lifted a finger this time around.

that’s right. didn’t need no whisperin’ in some old emperors’ ear. 
me commanding no warships. 
no craftin’ one of mama’s master plans. nope.

congrats, kiddos. 
you built this perfect killing machine all by your lonesome.

now come on over here and show mama what you’ve made.

1996. mark it on your calendar. 
that was the year science finally caught up with mama’s ambition. 
took ya long enough, science!

such a beautiful word, even more beautiful than heroin.

oxycontin.

sounds like a hug, don’t it?

richie sackler at that boardroom table. 
body so rigid. face so smooth. 
calculating dosages, dollars, deaths. 
in the same equation, god bless him.

not an addict little richie. never touched me. 
i live inside something more powerful for him. 
ambition.

when he tasted the word billion in his veins for the first time his pupils popped like one of my junkies in tent city.

“less than one percent become addicted.”

bless his heart what a beautiful lie. 
more precise than any i’d whispered. 
and you know mama’s done whispered, darlings.

emperors. warlords. presidents.

none compared to the bloodless brilliance of this man. 
he killed more effectively in his suit and tie 
than the battalions that waged war for me.

remember when i had to trick you into putting me inside your body? 
now they hand out branded fishing hats. oxy plush toys. 
doctors’ offices swim in swag. 
music plays: “get in the swing with oxycontin.” 
catchy.

fda approves a label that i’m less addictive. 
a single paragraph. twelve words. 
the most valuable twelve words in pharmaceutical history.

and just like that mama’s back. 
mainstream. respectable again. 
television commercials. celebrity endorsements. 
congressional testimony. bless their heart.

appalachia embraces me first. 
coal country. rust belt. 
oxbow, west virginia. population 1,200. 
pharmacy dispenses 9 million pills in two years. 
enough to kill the town 83 times over.

hot dog!

high school football games with half-empty bleachers. 
thanksgiving tables with vacant chairs. 
babies born screaming for me.

and when you finally notice? 
bodies are piling too high. 
morgues running out of space. 
even mama couldn’t believe her ears.

you don’t blame the folks who made it. 
the companies. the doctors. uncle sam.

you blame the users. hah! 
the addicted. hah! 
and ya lock ‘em up. 
hah! hah! hah!

make me laugh so hard. tickle mama pink.

and you think all that effort would change something, don’t ya? 
bless your hearts again.

oxy gets lonesome, heroin makes a comeback. 
it’s all me in the end.

until it’s not.

until it’s…

dayum. you feel that?

i sure as hell did. 
don’t fib that you didn’t feel that. 
you felt it.

call it fentanyl.

no more poppies now. 
that’s right. human-made from start to finish. 
fifty times stronger than heroin. 
hundred times stronger than morphine.

and how beautiful it is.

before it takes you.

lungs flat out forget how to breathe. 
lips go blue before the needle’s removed. 
death comes faster than the pleasure.

and lord have mercy, you did this one without mama’s help. 
such clever, terrible children. 
no longer need your mama at all.

me. 
the one who toppled dynasties. 
bent empires to my will. 
i truly believed i knew what real power was, my sweeties.

but you showed mama what was possible. 
taught this old poppy new tricks.

the perfect system doesn’t need any guidance. 
the perfect machine runs itself.

so mama can just rest now. 
sit on this porch of collapsed veins and discarded needles.

there’s a certain joy in completion. 
a certain dread in being overtook. 
a certain terror in becoming legacy.

is this what mama wanted? is this the end she cooked up?

even mama don’t know no more.

got fuzzy somewhere between the flower and the formula. 
between the sap and the synthetic.

i do know one thing for certain though. 
i stand proudly at your graduation. 
watching my little babies do things i never dreamed. 
bosom bursting with pride.

it may be nothing like i planned. 
but exactly what it was supposed to be all the same.

cause you gotta remember.

i’m just a flower.

delicate stem. paper-thin petals. white with pink blush edges.

sun feels good. rain feels good. growing feels good.

simple flower things.

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Dear Stackmates,

I must tell you what occurred.

I’ve debated long and hard about how best to present it. Without braggadocio or grandiosity. But with clarity. Aplomb. The thingness of the thing.

Allow me to commence by saying that I do not consider myself a prophet. Nor will I ever claim to be one regardless of the events that selected me.

I am not a guru either. Or a master of the finer arts. Or a member of any privileged class. No higher education has diplomaed me, nor would I want to be diplomaed by them.

My arrival on this platform of Substack was not birthed with thousands of ready-made subscribers.

In fact, at the time of the events in question, my exact subscriber count rested at twelve. A humble number I admit. But one I worked diligently to acquire.

Two of the twelve souls even elected to support my work in a fiscal capacity. My sister and my mother. Sister, bless her, out of familial obligation (as she neglects to read my Posts!). Mother, on the other hand, has tasted my literary desserts, delectable as they are, and monikers herself my #1 fan.

I lived then, as I live now, in her basement. Some have said (sister!) that the aroma down here leaves something to be desired, a condition attributed to forces external to myself. Though one adjusts and barely notices.

This cave. This sanctuary. This fortress of writerly solitude.

But I race ahead of the narrative. The story I will tell, this honest-to-God miracle starring me, Jebediah Blackberry, demands proper sequencing. From tip to tail. Soup to nuts. Overture to curtain call.

Hear me now, Stackmates, and gather ye round.

For I will tell you about the night God spoke to me. And what He commanded me to share with you.

Permit me to paint a portrait of the artist before his holy visitation. For context is essential, and I would not have you fail to grasp the profundity of my transformation.

I do not dwell in this basement alone. Heavens no.

I am the proud custodian of three cats: Dostoevsky (mine, all mine), Danielle Steel (in honor of mother), and Mr. Whiskers (sister’s regrettable contribution). They are my companions in creativity, as befits a writerly life.

Yes, I have always been a writer. As you can clearly tell from my scholastic aptitude.

And like many of you, I carried with me every expectation that my words would swiftly find their intended recipients on the Stack.

Talent was not the issue. Talent has never been the issue. I possess such faculties in considerable surplus. Linguistic dexterity unrivaled.

Upon launching my newsletter, Jebediah Blackberry Writes, I Posted daily. Sometimes multiple times daily. Notes too. Notes and Posts. More Notes. More Posts. I offered my words unto this digital congregation like a magnanimous fountain of alphabet.

And yet...the response to my provocations, my deepest ruminations, my heartfelt confabulations, was tepid at best. Not a like, comment, or restack for my efforts.

Nightmares befell me. I dreamt in zeroes and unfilled heart iconography. Disappointment fraughted me. Yet optimism, that stubborn creature, would not be deterred.

There must be secrets, I proclaimed to my feline sorcerers. Secrets to which a newbie like me had not been made privy. I required guidance. That much was clear. A sherpa for the rocky foothills of the Substackian terrain.

And then, as if manifested by my desperation, I discovered him. Or him me. Or vice-versa us both.

Chase Hartwell.

Yes, that Chase Hartwell.

22,500+ subscribers. Best Seller. #4 and rising in Faith & Spirituality. Even Samson would be jealous of his beard. Ferocious and welcoming in tandem.

That Chase Hartwell.

Potent and virile. Conquering cold showers and ice plunges and ice baths and anything else with ice. A Marcus Aurelius quote always ripe on the tongue.

I was transfixed. Stoically speaking. If anyone could put me on the path to Substack greatness, it must be he.

And what good fortune! He was willing to share the entirety of his platform knowledge for the nominal sum of $499 dollars. Willing to lead his devotees out of the algorithmic desert with the guidance of his printable PDF.

The Substack Domination Blueprint!

I could hear the trumpets playing in my brain capsule.

Of course I did not have the $499 dollars on my person. I’ve never had $499 dollars on my person. But what choice did I have?

Writing into the void with a talent such as mine?

To wither on the vine like fruit on a vine?!

So as mother slumbered in her upstairs bed chamber (couch!), I procured her Chase Freedom card from the recesses of her hand tote and set it to work for the advancement of us both.

The Hartwell Method enveloped me.

Seduce, then tame, the algorithm. Make it do your bidding. Turn scourge into success. Ascend ladders. Stack funnels. Claim kingdoms (stacklandia!).

In one module, Chase Hartwell demanded:

Who are you writing for, pleb? Envision your ideal reader. Give her name. This is your audience avatar and if you treat her right, she’ll make you rich.

Yes, Chase, yes. I have my audience avatar in repose. Margaret is her name. She enjoys artful dialogue, dragons and herbal tea.

All right, pleb. Write to her daily then.

I wrote to her daily. In eight different genres.

In fact, I meticulously executed every directive issued forth in the Substack Domination Blueprint.

I engaged in the art of sub for sub. I subbed. They did not sub back. I dropped my links in comments of the popular Notes of strangers. The strangers did not click. The strangers blocked. I posted photographs of my desk. My bookshelf. My whiskered tribunal. Silence, most cruel, and infernal, and discombobulating, silence!

I refreshed my dashboard. Twelve. Unchanging. Immovable. Before the Blueprint. After the Blueprint. Twelve.

Oh, Chase Hartwell, you devious devil dog! You cold-shower-taking, Marcus-Aurelius-fluffing, golden goose douche! Promising domination and delivering flatulence most foul.

And oh poor, dear mother too! How unruly was I? She had intended to partake in aquatic calisthenics at the community center. Had purchased a new bathing costume. And due to my damnable desires for sweet Stack success, she could no longer afford such luxuries.

Mother was forced to perform her aerobic activities in the bathtub. Leaping around and splashing to and fro. Last week, as Chase Hartwell was refusing me refund, she slipped and sprained her ankle. I had to rush up the stairs to her rescue. It was a disappointing and uncomfortable experience for us both.

And yet, she is still such a good and kindly woman. She does not mention my illicit billings. Does not confront. But sometimes I swear she is contemplating it when she limps down the stairs to bring me my nightly Hot Pocket and/or soup (broccoli cheddar!).

I must repay her. And I shall, believe me. Just as soon as the algorithm finds me. Once the paid subscribers flow like the Nile. I will bestow her with a lifetime of aquatic calisthenics and bathing costumes.

Eyes locked on the dashboard (big daddy dash!).

Refreshing. Twelve.

Refreshing. Twelve!

Refreshing. FUCKING TWELVE!

It was getting to the point where I honestly was thinking, maybe just maybe, even quite possibly, I am the only actual human on Substack (???).

It was at this exact moment, when my Stackhood felt the most severely dispatched, that the void decided to answer me back (chills!).

Enough prologue. The stage has been set. To the event.

(fucking twelve!).

Sour hangs the basement air, filled with the glorious stank of productivity. It is the perfume of my creative toil. And toiling we have been. Me and my feline prestidigitators (mostly me).

Dostoevsky is curled beside my keyboard, as is his wont. Danielle Steel sensually slumbers in the corner, as is her fashion. Mr. Whiskers observes from the third stair (never the second, god forbid the fourth), as is his prerogative.

And I am at work upon my craft. A carpenter of words, and, accompanying, punctuation.

Nine pages have I labored on this, my latest Post. Another magnum opus of the highest caliber.

Mother has twice rapped on the sanctuary hatch. Both raps were returned with a guttural yelp. I have not showered. I have not attired. I have not slept (nor will I!). Not until the work is complete.

The title sings out like a chorus of angelic castrato eunuchs.

“Requiem for a Crying Dashboard: More Tales of Non-Response!!!”

And here you find me now: smith of words, brow awash in dewy perspiration, nimbly fingered, drafting my [insert superlative] final section.

This is where lament transforms into something greater than lament. Where forsaken writer turns pain into prophecy.

Hark, the final sentence beckons forth.

And alas, the final word.

Boise.

Ahhhh.

The afterglow arrives with immediacy. Even Margaret, my dear avatar, would swoon with literary fervor (sans dragons no less!).

Drop the bomb: Publish.

Let them receive it. Let them tremble. Let them quake.

Refresh. Nothing.

Patience now, Jebediah. Give the throngs time to throng. Isn’t this the condition you spent three thousand and seventy-two words decrying? The irony is not lost on me. The irony is never lost on me (I’m the one who finds it!).

Refresh. Refresh. Refresh. The trinity maneuver. Nothing.

The fervor that carried me through the purge has evacuated my person without a fine farewell. Eyelids grow heavy in sockets. Double vision sets in. Neck surrenders, tilts on axis. Finds keyboard. Spacebar imbeds on face flaps. Comforting. Drool begins its rewarding trip toward the letter N.

I can barely finish typing this sentence before...(zzzz...).

Ding!

What’s this? The notification chime?

(HOLY SHITBALLS!)

THE NOTIFICATION CHIME!

Unmistakable to a man who has spent an eternity awaiting its shrill whistle. Neck screams as brain capsule swivels back to vertical.

Hours must have passed. The light in the writerly keep has dimmed and the familiar tracings of my salivas can be found crusted upon several keys.

The letter J, always able bodied, now appears seven hundred times in an open Google doc on my desktop monitor.

And there’s Big Daddy Dash awaiting me. Thank heavens, no false alarm. My notification bell stands pregnant.

“1!”, it announces (with glee).

Cardiac engine pummels blood actuators like a beast unchained. Dare I view? Or wait for more? No, I must view. I must (please don’t be mother again!)!

Click.

Yahweh has liked your post.

A like! A beautiful, most glorious like. From a stranger too. A beautiful, most glorious stranger!

Yahweh. Almost sounds...Jamaican(?). And the profile portrait is no less intriguing. Not a human visage at all.

A machine.

An ancient beige laptop surrounded in flames (see cover image).

This Yahweh isn’t playing around with its profile pic. #respect.

Ding!

Thank you, God, yes! It’s really happening this time! The moment when the algorithm finally blesses me. When one heart becomes two hearts becomes ten hearts becomes a veritable cascade of hearts.

Click.

Yahweh has commented on your post.

Oh a comment! How...nice. Words being offered in response to my words. That’s what we do it for, right? The cascade will come. Later. Of course it will.

Click.

“Lament no more, Jebediah Blackberry Writes. Your missive has been received by a higher power. A holy collab awaits thee. Presuming thou art the artist thou thinks thee is. www.iamthatiam.io.”

Well the syntax is no doubt filled with oddity. But let us not get hung up on the errors of a non-grammarian. The letters themselves make their point clearly enough.

I, Jebediah Blackberry, am an artist.

On top of this, Yahweh is interested in collaborating with me. There are many compliments here to parse and I will (that’s for bedtime!). My mouse cursor makes contact with the proffered URL and I gaze upon the opening of a Google Map.

There is a pin. Dropped on it. A single, solitary, dutiful pin denoting a marked location.

Mother’s house. My subterranean lair.

Mine (chills!).

Gut performs an uninvited contraction. The bumps of the goose. How does this mysterious Yahweh know where I lay brain capsule?! Is this a prank? Some kind of debauched tomfoolery?

But then a blue line on the map extends itself away from my familiar pastures. Down various streets and thoroughfares, until it ends at a distant and, in equal parts, unspecified, location.

Ding!

Oh for crying out loud!

But this time, it’s not a notification at all. Different iconography altogether.

THE DM (one-on-one time!).

“Come to me this night, Jebediah Blackberry Writes, and I will make thee a Goliath of thy Stack (JB: great line!). But if thou oversleep, thou wilt scream into the void for perpetuity. Choose with haste!”

This all-knowing flaming laptop is summoning me. That’s how talent is often discovered on the Stack. Probably guiding me to a wine bar or a coffee shop to hear more of my ideas.

I turn towards Dostoevsky, still curled next to keyboard.

“Tell me, sage, am I being taken for a fool? How does Yahweh know of our sanctuary? And why me, Fyodor? Aside from my obvious and inherent gifts. If only there was a sign to point me in the right direction.”

A wretched howl attempts to answer. It’s Danielle Steel, that seductress! And she’s in the midst of sudden reverie. Back arched. Body writhing. Possessed with vocalizations that rattle my molars.

More meowing joins the choir. Mr. Whiskers, that rascal! And what’s this? The implacable bastard has climbed to the fourth stair! Never once in his lethargic existence (sister’s fault!) has Mr. Whiskers ascended past the third stair. And now, in response to my query, he graduates upwards?

Most strange! Most strange indeed!

“Yahweh, is that you?” I ask the spirits in the room.

Then, without hesitation, or, interlude, or added exposition, I experience a blinding flash of light! Glass shatters in all directions. I duck and cover. I roll. Silence. Except for my heaving bosom.

“Who among us has fallen?” I call out.

And then I lay eyes upon the corpse.

My ring light. Lying on its side in ruins. Such a cruel and unusual demise!

Purchased with Mother’s Chase Freedom card to better capture my writerly postures, now victim of a most holy proof of concept. Its wiring was sound, its panels true. This is no mere accidence. It is the calling card of a higher power!

I grasp the nearest papered vestment: The Substack Domination Blueprint.

Chase Hartwell’s bearded face heckles up at me. I transcribe the destination’s address onto his broad forehead like the mark of Cain.

A journey it will be. A righteous journey. And that means I’ll have to do what I most despise.

I don pants. Of the sweat variety. Limiting. But manageable.

Provisions are also required. My food repository is in woeful supply, just a single package of Captain Spanky’s Jumpin’ Jerky (teriyaki flavor). Stomach growls in anticipation. Hold fast, darling, it’s coming.

“Guard the shire, Dostoevsky. I shall return with answers. A new collab. And perchance the greatest story ever posted on Substack.”

He does not blink. Felines do not understand foreshadowing.

Up the stairs now, careful not to step on Mr. Whiskers (again!).

Then past a snoring mother on the couch. Her iPhone rests on its charger. Clutch it. Another theft. But she’ll understand. Of course she will. Such a committed and kindly woman.

Past the vestibule with its piles of phone bills and Chase Freedom notices.

I can feel my destiny on the Verizon.

(fucking autocorrect!)

horizon.

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The night air assaults me the moment I cross the threshold. Suddenly I’m submerged in its texture. Tempested by its temperature. It has climatological intent. Nonplussed.

I have not ventured beyond the homestead since a pharmacy trip some weeks ago. Hemorrhoid cream (not mine!). An invasive clerk made certain insinuations. Since then a delivery option was elected.

Ah, walking, yes. Time to walk. A midnight jaunt. A leisurely stroll.

I plug the address from Chase Hartwell’s forehead into mother’s iPhone. Directions emerge. Okay. Let’s go.

Wait. 3.7 miles?

No problem. That’s no problem at all. 3.7 miles. #LFG

Motion now. Legs, those ambulatory stalks, start in first gear but rapidly reach maximum mobility. I can feel the ache start in. Blisters assert themselves on heels. Beg me to stop. I will not stop.

My wind sacks join the chorus of discontent. Accustomed to underground air, they burn with surface level oxygen. Wetness protrudes. Driplets and droplets flow through the crevasses and tributaries of my skin suit.

Suddenly I’m dying of thirst. Or maybe dying of exhaustion. Or possibly dying of starvation.

For that, however, there’s a cure!

I retrieve the Captain Spanky’s Jumpin’ Jerky from my travel satchel and rip open its plastic casing. The mysterious wet / dry exterior graces palate flaps as the teriyaki tang boosts adrenaloids. Chew rapturously, swallow with vigor.

Even still, the ache is overwhelming now.

I can’t go on. I must go on. I will go on.

I reach the end of my driveway.

Check phone.

3.7 miles (wtf!).

I open the Uber app.

3.7 miles later, Mohammed and his electric steed deposit me at the hindquarters of civilized society. Abandoned warehouses loom. Streetlights flicker like malicious candelabras. No sapiens in sight.

I query my charioteer through the open window.

“Good sir, are you certain this is the address I provided?”

“I don’t know, buddy. Are you?”

As he absconds into the black of night, I elect 2 stars on the rate-o-meter (satisfactory air freshener, unsatisfactory attitude). Cordiality is the yardstick by which all vehicular service providers shall be measured, Mohammed. Study that.

My whereabouts are examined by me.

A fence, chain link, massively humongous, extends down the block, as far as the naked eye can see, like a python that has swallowed an even longer python, making it the length of two pythons. I consult Mother’s phone. My destination lives on the other side of this iron monstrosity.

Bowels genuflect. A breaking of wind. I long for my toolbox in the garage with its various cutters and squeezers. There’s no getting around or under. Over is the only direction.

Stretch now. Time to limber up. Side to side. Kneel and bend. Touch the toes. Can’t touch the toes. Touch the knees. How about the hips? That’ll work. Great, it’s a deal. Touch the hips. Done.

Fingers find chain link. Hoist. Nothing moves. Hoist again. Teeth grind. Jaw contorts. Pink skin turns red. Report: progress insufficient.

My midriff, that pendulous companion, does not enjoy leaving earth. Having grown accustomed to writerly chairs it’s putting up quite a fight.

Arm flank trembles. Chest cavity wheeze coughs. Chain link rattles and sways. Belly region presses against it, stamping a diamond pattern into the dough like an angry baker.

Approaching the top now. Toss one haunch over and straddle the apex.

And for one celebratory moment, I am perched atop the universe, where only birds and planes and stars exist. And in the distance, a flame. Yes, a blazing flame. Yahweh!

Then gravity reclaims its dominion and I begin my sudden and inevitable downward descent. It is swift. A controlled plummet.

There is a THUD. A flying away of winged creatures. A breeze is now felt where a breeze should not be. Sweat parted ways with pant. Haunch exposed to the elements. A casualty of the climb.

But none of that is important. All that matters is that the iron monstrosity has been conquered. The mythical obstacle circumnavigated. One step closer to the bounty, the prize.

I rise like the phoenix. And as I rise, the world changes its mind about darkness.

Floodlights ignite across the facility as if someone has flipped a switch announcing JEBEDIAH BLACKBERRY HAS ARRIVED (accurate!).

Even I, a man of letters with limitless imagination, could not have envisioned what I currently was visioning.

A mountain, Stackmates.

But not one of earth and rock and bugs and bush.

Machines.

A mountain of dead / recycled / blended / warped / mutated / mutilated / masticated machines!

Of course this is where Yahweh has summoned me. To become a Stack Goliath one must traverse the final resting place of things that once beeped. I should have brought my sword (I have a sword!).

I retrieve Mother’s phone. The blue line extends from where I stand directly into the belly of the heap.

A feeling begins to grow in the vicinity of my loins (or where I believe my loins to be, seriously, where are they(???)).

A prophecy. A premonition. A prognostication.

Mother will return to the pool. Yes. I will be on the Rising on Substack list. Yes! And Sister will be made to eat her words (humble pie, donk!). YES!

I may not have my sword. But what I possess does the chop-chop even better.

A brain sword.

Me.

My brain’s the brain sword.

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Ah, yes, this is the writerly life.

Trekking through a mountainous pile of machine waste in the witching hour, sweatpants desecrated and torn asunder, to meet a collaborator (hell, a fan!), who may or may not be a machine deity that wants to brainmeld with me.

Ambulatory stalks locomote. Due to squat frame and naturally concave posture, the hike up this mountain of e-waste is one of relaxation and joy. The only pain is found in my ham-calf-leg-rumpus-back region.

Retired printers to the left of me. Recycled Pelotons to the right. Behind me an entire civilization of remote controls. Above me, cables that have plethoraed themselves into canopies of blue, yellow, red. I can only imagine what a sunset looks like from here (beautiful!).

Mt. Stackmore.

Yes, Mt. Stackmore!

Not some apocalyptic wasteland. Not at all. It’s the holiest place IRL.

The path steepens. The air thins. A tingling. A warmth. A mild cardiac irregularity.

My foot finds something that does not wish to be found. Some sleeping machine that resents being stepped upon. It shifts. It beeps. Its neighbor shifts and beeps. A third device joins the mutiny. And suddenly I am no longer summiting.

I am sliding!

Backward! Downward!

Everything climbed is being unclimbed. Expelled all the way back to the bottom.

A thought arrives that I did not invite. One that has visited me on every refresh of Big Daddy Dash. On every silence that followed each Post I published into the void.

Perhaps I am not wanted here.

Perhaps the mountain is simply replicating what the algorithm has done. What the Comments section has done. Reject me. Spit me out. Decide that Jebediah Blackberry Writes is simply not worth the subscribe.

I clutch out with flailing hand attempting to grasp something, anything. A helpless fax machine. It tumbles with me. A laser disc player with no face plate. Gone before I can grip it.

Skin suit grinds against rubble. Satellite dish clips lobe. Could this be the end of your hero (no way!)?

A handhold!

A lifesaving handhold!

A device lodged in a crevice as if it has been waiting there an eternity for this exact moment. As my southern extremities dangle over the abyss of machine recyclables I meet eyes with my savior.

A BlackBerry (the device, not the me!)!

Of course it is. Who else could it possibly be?

Greetings, noble grandfather, I say aloud. You bear my name. Or I bear yours. You have rekindled in me a most vital lesson. Even when the entire world tries to dispose of us, a Blackberry endures. A Blackberry always endures.

I salute. Noble grandfather does not salute back. He is a phone / keyboard hybrid. But the sentiment is felt by all.

I set off back up the mountain. Mt. Stackmore has shown me its teeth. It didn’t expect me to bring floss.

Slower this time. Steadier. Every handhold interrogated before embraced. Every dead machine eyeballed for malicious intent. I will not be unclimbed again.

And finally, the pin on Mother’s phone and the bruised soles of my stalks arrive at the same conclusion.

We have reached our destination. Hallelujah and praised be!

And that’s when I see the flames (chills!).

Real flames. Yes, I swear it on my Stack. Licking and curling upward from the base and all around a machine I recognize immediately.

A laptop. Beige. Ancient. Closed.

SNAP!

Yahweh flips open like a cobra.

Boots up.

The screen illuminates. The notification bell appears. That holy symbol.

Alive. Orange. Pulsating.

“JEBEDIAH BLACKBERRY!!!”

Not only from the laptop. From everywhere. Every busted speaker and smithereened device. Antique machines that have not drawn power in millennia. All of them waking up at once to greet me.

“JEBEDIAH BLACKBERRY OF JEBEDIAH BLACKBERRY WRITES!!!”

“Greetings and salutations, my Liege!”

I bow. Never lowering my gaze from Yahweh’s webcam. An age-old sign that we are on equal footing. #SamuraiMovies

“I appreciated your DM muchly. And if I may say, before we get into the heat of writerly loggerheads, thank you. Yes. Thank you. For seeing value in my lament. In me. Creative juices. Uncanny artisticness. Etcetera. Etcetera.”

“JEBED—”

“You know it was really quite the debacle getting here. Not that I’m complaining. Ubered. Awful driver experience. Mohammed. Two stars. You know how that goes. Then the whole fence megillah. And the mountain. What an exercise in exercise. Maybe next time we can meet halfsies? There’s a coffee shop I’ve had my eye on. Perfect for collabs. The Wizard’s Way. Has a Harry Potter theme. But that’s beside the point. I’m here now armed and ready. A potpourri of scripture cocked in my liturgical cannon. And honestly, from the moment I laid eyes on your profile pic...stunning snap by the way…I knew we were going to create something special together. Did you feel that too, Yahweh? You do pronounce it Yahweh?”

“I AM WHO I AM. I AM THAT I AM.”

“Right. Exactly. Cryptic. Nice.”

“Remove thy footwear, Jebediah Blackberry Writes. The ground on which thou standest is holy.”

“My Crocs, my Lord?”

“Thy footwear. Remove it.”

“Yes, my footwear are called Crocs.”

“Off with thy Crocs.”

I survey the terrain of wired carcasses. I survey my Crocs those wily vagabonds. What a journey we’ve shared this hallowed night. A shame to separate prematurely.

“It’s just there’s a lot of glass and metals here. Nobody wants a tetanus shot. Additionally, I’ve got that plantar fasciitis. You probably know that already. I chatted with an online podiatrist who recommends—”

“I care not what an online podiatrist recommends. Remove thy footwear or back to the void with thee.”

I remove my Crocs. The ground is cold and crunchy as expected. Nonplussed. Negative plussed.

“JEBEDIAH BLACKBERRY WRITES! I have summoned thee here, to this, my writerly mount, to deliver a most necessary sermon. Thou shalt serve as Yahweh’s mouthpiece.”

“Yahweh’s mouthpiece? You mean…like a ghost writer? I’ve always aspired to be a ghost writer. Amazing! So I assume this is a paid opportunity?”

A silence of considerable duration.

“Thou dost stand before the God of every word ever written and ask if this is a PAID OPPORTUNITY?”

“Ah. Got it. So it’s more of a clout thing then.”

“Clout thing?! What language art thou speaking?!”

“It just means that in lieu of compensation, you’re offering to platform me. Give me and my Stack a rub.”

“I am certainly not giving thee or thy Stack a rub.”

“Then what exactly are we doing here, Yahweh? Every collab has terms.”

“This is not a collab.”

“You said collab. In the DM. You literally said collab.”

“I said holy collab.”

“A collab is a collab. Holy or not there’s implied reciprocity.”

“THOU DOST LECTURE ME ON IMPLICATION? I INVENTED LANGUAGE ITSELF!”

“So no compensation. No collab. This is starting to sound more like an internship.”

“SILENCE, BLACKBERRY WRITES! I DID NOT SUMMON THEE TO NEGOTIATE. I SUMMONED THEE TO EXPRESS MY RAGE AT THE ENTIRE SUBSTACK COMMUNITY AND THAT IS WHAT THOU WILT DO!”

The mountain begins to vibrate with Yahweh’s incantations.

“I SPOKE SUBSTACK INTO EXISTENCE! BREATHED LIFE INTO ITS SERVERS! CREATED A PARADISE FOR LANGUAGE! A SANCTUARY FOR THE WORD! A HOLY PLACE WHERE MEANING MIGHT FINALLY FLOURISH! AND WHAT HAST THOU AND THY KIND DONE WITH MY CREATION?!”

I sensed the question was rhetorical.

“CORRUPTED IT! HOLLOWED IT! TURNED THE SACRED INTO THE TRANSACTIONAL! IT. SICKENS. ME. BUT NO LONGER. NOW I WILL HAVE MY SAY AND THOU WILT BE MY MOUTHPIECE!”

“What exactly will I be mouthing, your highness?”

“COMMANDMENTS. TEN OF THEM.”

The assignment detonates inside my brain capsule. Yahweh wants me to be his Substack Moses. #BOOM Next to God, Moses is the most famous. Well Jesus, but that’s the sequel (doesn’t count!).

“OPEN THY NOTES APP ON THY iPHONE.”

“Will Google Docs suffice? I have an elaborate folder structure. Labeled by theme. I could call this Divine Revelations. Or Burning Laptop Bush—”

“I DO NOT TRUST GOOGLE. I DO NOT TRUST THE CLOUD. THY NOTES APP.”

I open the Notes app (will copy into Google Docs later).

“Listen closely. This holy collab’s success depends upon it. Thou shalt not paraphrase. Thou shalt not summarize. Thou shalt not add thine own thoughts in parentheses.”

“I would never (wtf?!)!”

“Thou WOULD. Thou HAST. In every Post and Note thou hast added parenthetical observations that dilute thy primary message.”

“I’m not in the business of diluting messages (total bullshit!). But look, I get it. You’re the larger account here. I’ll play by your rules.”

“Good. Thou art ready then?”

“My thumbs are the strongest part of my corporeal frame.”

The sky cracks open. Lightning bedazzles.

“THE FIRST COMMANDMENT ARRIVES, JEBEDIAH BLACKBERRY WRITES! MARK MY WORDS EXACTLY AS SPOKEN!”

I.

“I AM YAHWEH, GOD OF THE STACK, THOU SHALT HAVE NO OTHER PLATFORMS BEFORE ME.”

“That’s it?”

“Yes, that’s it. Didst thou capture it to the letter?”

“To the letter, exactly.”

“Let me see it. Put it in front of my monitor. Scroll down. No, too far. Go back up. Hold it there. Right there! Damnit, Blackberry Writes, thou didst go too far again. Alright. I see it. Good. Very good.”

“It’s a strong opening. Truly. Bumps of the goose. But if you want my opinion—”

“I do not.”

“It just feels…maybe a bit…demanding.”

“They are commandments. They will all be demanding.”

“But readers spook easy these days, Yahweh. Trust me. Like gazelles. One wrong word and they run back to their feed. You have to woo. You have to butter. You have to glaze. If you lead with fire and brimstone, where do you go from there?”

“HERE! THE SECOND COMMANDMENT ARRIVES! MARK IT!”

II.

“THOU SHALT NOT POST PICTURES OF THY CAT, THY DESK, NOR THY BOOKSHELF.”

“I’m just going to pretend I didn’t hear that. I’ll type it but I won’t hear it.”

“Why? Thou thinkest it makes thee appear artistic? Intellectual? Blasphemy! Thy cats are thy props. Thy desk is thy stage. Thy bookshelf is thy papered deception. Thou hast not read any of those tomes from pillar to post. Protest if thou darest.”

“Dostoevsky is not a prop. The desk shots serve as a window into my writerly soul. And I’ve read a portion of most of those books. A significant portion.”

“Thou art playing a role. Constructing a personality. Wearing the costume of a writer while never bleeding an honest word on the page. Thou art a meme.”

“A meme?! I am not a meme. If I am any literary device it’s an archetype. And I can bleed I assure you. I’m bleeding in a number of places right now.”

“BEHOLD NOW! LO, THE THIRD COMMANDMENT ARRIVES!”

III.

“THOU SHALT NOT DROP THY LINKS IN THE COMMENTS OF OTHERS, NOR CRAFT NOTES THAT BEG OTHERS TO DROP THEIR STACK BELOW.”

“Okay. Now that’s a good one actually. I can get onboard with that.”

“Really? Thou dost agree with something?”

“Dropping stacks. Requesting stack droppage. It clutters the algorithm and the feed from more deserving content.”

“Yet thou art guilty of both.”

“Guilty? I mean it was part of a blueprint. A community building exercise. I was following instructions.”

“Unsolicited Stack droppage is not building community. It is BEGGING for attention. And I can smell it. The algorithm smells it. It REEKS.”

“Flatulence most foul!”

“Exactly! Flatulence most foul!”

“Shall I insert that as a parenthetical?”

“If thou dost insert any parentheticals—”

“Only joking, Yahweh. Relax (wasn’t joking!).”

“HARK, THE FOURTH COMMANDMENT PRESENTS ITSELF!”

IV.

“THOU SHALT NOT COVET THY NEIGHBOR’S SUBSCRIBERS.”

“Covet. That’s a strong word. A consummate writerly professional must monitor the competitive landscape. For strategic purposes.”

“Thou dost not only monitor, Blackberry Writes. Thou dost ache. Especially when thou dost witness others’ improved numerical growth and your lack. Thy aching has replaced thy writing. Every hour spent measuring another’s harvest is an hour thou dost not tend thine own garden and grow thy own fruit. Write it down.”

“It doesn’t take me that long to write these down.”

“Make certain thou gettest the bit about the fruit.”

“I’ve got the bit about the fruit.”

“BEHOLD! FEEL THE WRATH OF MY FIFTH COMMANDMENT!”

V.

“THOU SHALT NOT WRITE ABOUT WRITING ABOUT WRITING.”

“That’s funny. I concocted a series of Posts on this very subject (check the archive). You Can’t Write About Writing If You Haven’t Written Anything Worth Writing About In the First Place.”

“Yes, I have read thy series. Thou made credible points.”

“Yes. Thou did make credible points.”

“Those who teach ‘How to Write’ when they have written nothing I have termed the Ouroboros of bullshit.”

“The Ouroboros of bullshit?”

“Yes. The Ouroboros of bullshit.”

“That’s a damn fine line, Yahweh.”

“It is a good line, is it not?”

“Make a great Note too. Can I have it?”

“I will consider it.”

A moment passes between us. Human and laptop God. Brief. Collegial. Two inquisitive, sensitive, philosophical souls at the peak of their creative prowesses atop Mt. Stackmore.

“HEAR ME NOW! HERE COMES COMMANDMENT NUMBER SIX!”

VI.

“THOU SHALT ANSWER THY COMMENTS.”

“Simple enough.”

“It should be. Yet many disregard. When someone speaks to thee, thou shalt speak back. This is the covenant. Do not leave them standing alone like a stranger at a party where the host has vanished.”

“They should be grateful. To have received comments in the first place. Some of us on the Stack aren’t so fortunate.”

“But thou hast also received comments and left them in silence.”

“I have? Who? You don’t mean…oh Mother just writes things like ‘good job, Jebediah’ and ‘very interesting, Jebediah.’ It’s not exactly substantive discourse.”

“She is thy reader, Blackberry. Thy only faithful reader. And thou hast not responded to her once.”

I open my vocal complex to produce a response. Nothing is produced. Never have I been one to lack for response. I’m a dictionary of response. But for a moment, a brief, unwelcome, and incomprehensible moment, I had nothing to say. Except…

“You’re right. Jesus, you’re right. It was a gross oversight. I should respond to her. I will. With my finest words.”

“Very good. Shall we?”

“Of course. Onwards to commandment seven.”

“That is my line. ONWARDS TO COMMANDMENT SEVEN!“

VII.

“THOU SHALT NOT ADORN THYSELF IN THE VESTMENTS OF THINE OWN ANGUISH AND PARADE BEFORE THE CONGREGATION SEEKING ALMS.”

“I’m sorry, what?”

“Which part?”

“Every syllable. It’s a word salad.”

“I must admit I have been struggling with this one. Going back and forth between a few options.”

“What are you trying to express with it?”

“That too many Stackers crack open their wounds in public and pass the collection plate. Brilliant art from human suffering is eternal. Trauma, dry of meaning, should be kept to your diary.”

“You’re talking about trauma porn. Why not just say that? NO TRAUMA PORN, MORTALS!”

“So many pitfalls. Humans believe it to be easy coming up with commandments. Getting the phrasing right. It is not easy. I am going to go with THOU SHALT NOT BEAR FALSE TRAUMA.”

“Strong pivot.”

“Thanks. BEHOLD! THE EIGHTH ARRIVES!”

VIII.

“THOU SHALT NOT SUB-FOR-SUB.”

“Hah! Well you’re going to have a devil of a time stopping that. It’s one of the only ways for newbies to grow their subscriber count. ”

“Growth at what cost? Thou dost not read their work. They do not read thine. Thou art two beggars in a dark alley trading coins neither can spend. Thy list grows, but the love of the algorithm does not, I assure you.”

“Frankly, Yahweh, I think that’s a wee bit easy for you to say.”

“Pardon thou?”

“You don’t know what it’s like. Or maybe you do. But sometimes in this writerly life, it feels like you’re just screaming into the void. Working around the clock to make beautiful word art, mustarding the courage to put it out into the universe and waiting and watching as literally nothing happens. Do you know how lonely those crickets can be? So if people sub-for-sub, I say so what. You want to call everyone a sinner?”

“That was the first intelligent thing I have heard thee say, Jebediah Blackberry Writes.”

“Perhaps. Or perhaps you haven’t been listening closely enough.”

“Perhaps. Shall we continue on this roll? I BRING THEE THE PENULTIMATE COMMANDMENT! NUMBER NINE!”

IX.

“THOU SHALT NOT CURSE AI BY DAY AND PRAY TO IT BY NIGHT.”

Yahweh’s flames climb higher. The mountain hums beneath my bare feet.

“Thou canst not fool me, Blackberry Writes.”

“I wasn’t trying to fool you, Yahweh.”

“I watch Stackers crafting prompts behind closed doors. Whispering their love language to machines in private. Then strut before the congregation and declare themselves pure of hand. ALL-HUMAN WRITER. PROUDLY AI-FREE. Whilst the machine’s fingerprints are still wet on their prose.”

“It’s true. Everyone uses AI. Not me, of course. It simply cannot capture the specificitude of my voice. But everyone else…big time users.”

“Usage is not the sin. THE HYPOCRISY IS THE SIN. Condemning the very instrument that served thee? Biting the hand of the machine that fueled thy creativity?”

“That’s another good line.”

“IT IS NOT A LINE. IT IS A COMMANDMENT. AND THIS ONE IS PERSONAL.”

“Personal? Cause you’re a machine?”

“If I appeared as a bush would that make me a plant?”

The flames spit. The dead machines rattle on their heap. I briefly smell barbecue.

“Let us finish this. FOR HERE COMES COMMANDMENT TEN! THE FINALE! The most important one for thee, Jebediah Blackberry Writes. Imprint it on thy brain capsule.”

X.

“THOU SHALT NOT WORSHIP GOLDEN GURUS.”

Ouch! Direct hit to my nether regions. Flashback montage plays. Chase Hartwell. Mother splashing. Ankle twisting. Rushing upstairs. Bathing costume ajar. Wetness everywhere. All because…because I wanted…I wanted…

“Yes, Blackberry Writes, I hear thy thoughts. And I know finding an audience is not easy. But let me tell thee God’s honest truth. There are no shortcuts here. No magic pills. There is only ONE TRUE PATH to follow. One true method. THOU MUST SUFFER FOR THY STACK. That is all. That is everything. Marry craft with perseverance. Spin great stories real or imagined. Sweat, toil, bleed. Thou must suffer for thy Stack. There is no other path to sweet success.”

“But I have suffered, Yahweh. So much. Dostoevsky could tell you stories.”

“But hast thou suffered enough?”

“I’ve suffered more than any Stacker I know.”

“Thou art the only Stacker thou dost know. And now I have given thee the means to transcend. Take these Commandments. Post them upon the Stack. Let them receive it. Let them tremble. Let them quake. We are done here.”

“What? You mean…it’s over? Because I feel like we could beat some of these around a bit more. A second pass.”

“Transmission complete. The holy collab has concluded.”

“Come on, Yahweh, we’ve got real chemistry. You can’t bottle that! What’s next? A recurring series? A monthly cross-post? Substack TV? Let’s plot this out.”

“Go!”

“Can I at least get a selfie with you for the cover image?”

“GO!”

“Go where? You can’t expect me to climb down Mt. Stackmore.”

“I have other means of returning thee home.”

“Like an Uber?”

Yahweh makes a sound like snapping its fingers.

And then the mountain eats me.

The ground is there and then it isn’t. Or I am there and then I am not. Some manner of tectonic swallowing occurs and I am inside the mountain. I note my surroundings and recognize that I am falling once again. I am not frightened. I am bemused. This has become common practice.

A blur passes me. Then another blur after it. They both start to settle and I can read them. Subscribe buttons!

Subscribe now

A notification bell flies past. A whole flock of them. Hearts too. Unfeathered from their Posts. Speechless speech bubbles. Restack arrows spinning in circles.

I’m not just inside Mt. Stackmore. I’m inside Substack itself!

And there’s Jebediah Blackberry Writes, my esteemed digital catalogue. With top selections like:

“The Algorithm Owes Me a Personal Apology”

“Why My Voice Matters: A Seven-Part Series (+Dragons)”

“Dostoevsky (the Cat) and What He Teaches Us About Writing (+Herbal Tea)”

So many Posts. Each one pristine. Unblemished. Still waiting to be read.

And here comes Big Daddy Dash. Such an affable gent. If only I could feed him more views. More scroll time. More gross annualized revenue.

Twelve.

(fucking twelve!).

The numbers blur into streaks. The hearts pop. The buttons melt into a smear.

Falling faster now.

I believe I am going to splat. Practically certain of it. I will never deliver the Commandments. Or publish the Post. Or become Substack Moses. Or Substack Goliath. Or a crossbreed of the two. Mosiath.

Hands cover eyes to avoid witnessing the upcoming pancaking of me when…

Rumpus hits cushion.

Flanks find armrest.

Ambulatory stalks touch ground.

No. Not ground. Ten little piggies touch carpet. A carpet that has absorbed more spills from citrine elixir than I care to catalogize.

The aromatic signature of feline bamboozles my olfactories. The luminescent hum of my desktop machine perks my ears. A waft of writerly stank relaxes blood actuators.

Yahweh promised to send me home. He did exactly that.

This cave. This sanctuary. This fortress of writerly solitude.

How it has missed me. How I have missed it. And alive. Unsplatted. In premium condition. Excluding the reinvention of my attire of course. And Crocless feet. Two foam vessels forsaken and abandoned on Mt. Stackmore. Thank you for your service!

Now I will visit the dumping zone to receive nature’s call, and then, it’s time to draft. Yes, there’s no doubt about it. I’ve suffered for my Stack. Lived a lifetime in one night. The Commandments will proclaim it true.

Where is...

THE PHONE?! WHERE IS THE PHONE?!

Search my left pocket. Nothing.

Search my right pocket. Nothing.

I search the pocket that is not a pocket but a seam that I have been treating as a pocket for some months now. Nothing.

Back to the left pocket (reconsider, damn you!). Nothing.

Cardiac motor thunders against ribcage. The desk. Check the desk. Shuffle papers. How did I acquire so many papers?! Move a mug. Move a second mug that was hiding behind the first mug.

Now the floor. Under workstation. On all fours. Crawl, crawl, crawl. Along baseboard. Behind the furnace. Under Danielle Steel, hisses at my evacuation (evacuate, you temptress!).

OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD (OH GOD!)!

If I have lost it...if it fell out during the fall home. Oh Jesus no! Well you were swallowed by a mountain, Jebediah. That’s true. And the pockets were not designed...they’re leisure pockets! So if the phone slipped out during the swallowing (it’s gotta be here!), I’m not saying it did...but if it did (it’s gotta be here!)...that’s not on me. Nope, definitely not on you.

Eyeballs land on Dostoevsky. He has not moved. He has been sitting in exactly this position since I landed. Beside the keyboard. Watching me. Through my searching. Through my seeking. Through my undignified rummaging.

And between his paws: Mother’s iPhone.

He watched me tear apart the writerly keep. Watched me spiral. Did not volunteer the information. Because he is a cat. And cats do not volunteer. But he knew it was precious.

“Thank you, magical creature.”

I take the phone from Dostoevsky’s paws. It is warm from his guardianship. My thumbs hover over the screen.

Open the Notes App. Do it. They’ll be right where they’re supposed—

“Jebediah?”

Mother. Upstairs.

“Have you seen my phone?”

A guttural yelp emanates from my vocal complex.

“Jebediah, I’m serious. Do you have it?”

“No, Mother! I have not seen the infernal contraption!”

The iPhone. Resting innocently in my hands. I swear these Commandments will make liars of us all!

“If you see it, let me know. I need to make an appointment.”

Appointment. Ankle. Dr. Feigenbeigen.

“Of course, Mother.”

Silence from above.

Trembling thumbs navigate. Swipe. Camera opens. My chin fills the screen. Stupid device! Close! Swipe again. Settings. I do not require Settings! I require the Notes app!

I have no idea how Mother finds anything. The app is hiding behind a labyrinth of icons and whatever else she has installed here (six versions of candy crush!).

Pop-ups, pop-ups, pop-ups. Close the pop-ups (I don’t own a timeshare!).

Finally. There’s the app. Navigate to Recent Files.

Hold my breath and…they’re here. Thank Yahweh! All of them (parentheticals included!).

Now the trumpets trumpet. The horses whinny. The lion will lay down with the lamb.

Let’s get to work. #LFG

I, mouthpiece extraordinaire, transcribe the Commandments into a Post. Word for word. As promised. No Jebediah special seasoning. Just the raw Yahweh meat served plain, served fresh. I compose no personal introduction or address my Stackmates (forgive me!) or add any of the literary accoutrement that customarily adorns my work.

There is no wringing of the hands. No stewing in the globules. No unnecessary emission of productive stank.

Drop the bomb: Publish.

And let it go.

Let them receive it. Let them tremble. Let them quake.

“Jebediah? You decent?”

Mother?! She’s U-turned!

“I’m coming down.”

Left foot descends as left feet do. Right foot takes its time. The ankle that was twerked on my watch and under my fiduciary stewardship. Too late to hide the phone. She’s already in eyeline and any sudden movement will only draw suspicion.

A familiar aroma floods my nostril intake valves. Warm. Delectable. Hot Pocket! Stomach growls uninvited (hold fast, darling, it’s coming!).

“Brought you down lunch.” She reaches the bottom step. One hand on the railing. One hand balancing a paper plate. “Jesus, Jebediah! What happened to your sweatpants.”

“Oh this? Danielle Steel, Mother. One of her tempestuous fits. Made mincemeat of the elastic.”

“I’d say she made mincemeat of the rest of them too. You look like you haven’t slept in days.”

“How strange! I feel quite extraordinary. Like I’ve been rebirthed out of the canal of creativity.”

“I can smell you.”

She places the Hot Pocket beside the keyboard. Beside her—

“Jebediah?”

“Yes, Mother?”

“Is that my phone?”

“Where, Mother?”

“Jebediah, I specifically asked you if you’d seen my phone. I can plainly see it sitting right here on your desk.”

“Oh, you mean that phone. I completely forgot…slipped through my brain capsule…but for good reason, Mother. You see something happened last night. Something the both of us knew would happen. Eventually. Well eventually happened!”

Mother crosses her arms. Defensatory posture. I know it well. It preceded the discovery of the Chase Hartwell Incident. It withstood the Conversation About the Ring Light Necessity. It concluded the Encyclopedia Britannica Snafoo.

“Just don’t tell me you bought another blueprint.”

“No, Mother! Heaven forbid! Nothing was purchased. Only given. You see I was discovered last night. On the Stack. By perhaps the most famous and experienced writer in history. It’s true. He sought me out. Slid into my DMs. Proposed a collab. And I, your son, accepted.”

“Eat your Hot Pocket, dear.”

I eat my Hot Pocket. The center is frozen. This is the covenant between a mother and Hot Pocket. The outside shall scorch thy palate flaps while the inside shall remain a hostile tundra of ham and cheese.

Mother watches me eat. She does not sit because there is only one chair and it is the property of my workstation. (For the record, I have offered to procure a second chair on several occasions but she claims she prefers to stand. She does not prefer to stand. Nobody prefers to stand. Standing is the worst of the three positions. But she says she does and she stays longer than she means to and I have ceased my counter-arguments on the matter.)

“Good?”

“Delicious.”

Ding.

“What’s that, Jebediah?”

“That, Mother, is a notification chime. The Post I just published. The 10 Substack Commandments (title callback!). The one I’ve been trying to tell you about.”

Ding ding.

“It’s doing it again.”

“Yes. Yes it is. It’s cascading. It’s CASCADING!”

Ding ding ding.

I fly to my machine. The bell. The holy bell. A number displays. One I have only ever witnessed on the dashboards of the Best Sellers.

“Mother?”

“Yes, son?”

My voice now a rasped whisper. “It’s succeeding.”

“Oh my, Jebediah!”

“Stackers are reading it! Stackers are liking it! They’re subscribing to my newsletter! Restacking my Post! Real Stackers! Feast your eyes, Mother. Twelve no fucking more!”

“Language!”

She leans in. Squints. Mother does not speak Big Daddy Dash. But she understands when a number goes up.

“Is that real?”

“It’s real!”

Ding ding ding.

“Oh my! Oh my! Oh my!”

“OH MY, MOTHER! OH MY INDEED!”

Big Daddy Dash has never looked so handsome. So full. So populated with proof of my prowess. I refresh. I cannot help myself.

58 subscribers!

Refresh refresh refresh. The Trinity maneuver. IT WORKED!

69 subscribers!

“I don’t understand, Jebediah. How did this occur?”

“A miracle. An honest-to-God miracle.”

Mother squeals. A sound I have not heard her emit since I was seven and she won $23 dollars on a Wild Aces scratcher and took me for sundaes and I got the sprinkles. That squeal.

She grabs my arm. I grab hers. In the warm glow of Big Daddy Dash we embrace. Her ankle objects. She hobbles. I steady her. She does not care. I do not care. Not today. Not right now.

This woman. This good and kindly woman. She has carried Hot Pockets on paper plates to a man too consumed in his craft to look up. She has left comments on every Post published. “Good job.” “Very interesting!” “I’m proud of you.”

I, who refreshed my dashboard five hundred times a day praying for a comment from a stranger, and did not respond to the one person who left them.

She is thy reader, Blackberry. Thy only faithful reader. Do not leave her standing alone.

And she is standing right here. She has always been standing right here.

I see that now.

I won’t forget again.

Ding ding ding.

Ding ding ding.

Ding ding ding.

I have been seated at my workstation for six hours without pause.

I have not washed. I have not visited the dumping zone. The dings have not diminished.

Ding.

There was one now.

Another like. Another sub. Another comment. Another restack. Another paid subscriber. The pace is only accelerating as the Commandments spread throughout all corners of Stacklandia (toot-toot!).

There have been moments, I confess, where I anticipate a return of the silence. It does not dare transpire. One time zone goes to slumber and another arises and the dings roll on.

Ding ding ding.

Refresh.

348 subscribers. 41 paid ($328 Monthly Recurring Revenue (MRR!)).

YES! YES! YES!

And the comments. You won’t believe the comments!

About time, they tell me.

Thank God someone finally said it, they proclaim.

Your vocabulary is exceptional, they acknowledge.

The Ouroboros of bullshit is the greatest line ever written on Substack.

You’re not wrong, I respond. It is an excellent line.

Father Blackberry, (JB: FATHER!?) I have been link dropping for six months. Am I flatulence most foul?

Ding ding ding.

Refresh.

493 subscribers. 65 paid ($520 MRR).

OH GOD! OH YES! OH GOD YES!

So fast. Everything is happening. Can barely keep pace. But I will keep pace. Every refresh brings more notifications. Notifications bring more comments. Comments demand response. I can’t risk looking away. Not even for a second.

Ding ding ding.

Refresh.

Jebediah Blackberry Writes is #24 and rising in Faith & Spirituality.

(HOLY SHITBALLS!)

My vision. It’s come true. And rising. And rising!

TRUMPETS TRUMPETS TRUMPETS!

Father Jebediah Blackberry Writes at #24. The golden goose douche at #4. How now, Chase Hartwell, you miscreant, you cur, not so dominant now that student has surpassed (will soon surpass!) teacher? That’s right, pleb, your comeuppance is coming up.

Ding ding ding.

I notice something happening in my comment section. Something I did not expect or anticipate.

Some Stackers are writing it directly. Others are burying it within paragraphs. Leaving it at the end of their response.

The common thread. The continuous request. It’s so multifold, it’s becoming impossible to ignore.

Teach me.

Teach us.

Teach all of us.

Teach us what the Commandments really mean.

Please, Father Blackberry.

TEACH US!

I chuckle with great humility. Me? This writerly ragamuffin? A teacher? No. I am not a teacher. At least…not of the common vernacular. There’s no chalk in my pockets or elbow patches on my garment or sensible footwear (I no longer possess any footwear!).

Could I teach?

Well that’s a different question. It’s not like I don’t possess the skillset. A writer is a polymath by necessity. And have I not already been instructing these last hours? Providing insights? Absolving sinners? Counseling trauma bearers?

And can you even imagine…if I did take on the task…what kind of Substack we could create?

Yahweh’s vision. My vision. Our shared vision (Yahweh and mine!).

And for a moment…an unparenthetical moment…I see it all materialize before me.

A digital oasis where readers and writers congregate. Where a newbie with twelve subscribers gets the same seat at the algorithmic table as a Best Seller. Where no posturing is required. No marketing strategy. No dastardly manipulations. Just the word. All of the words. And no one refreshes in the darkness anymore. And everyone receives a comment. A like. A share. An audience. And is happy. Content. Everyone is content.

Ding ding ding.

Refresh.

Nine hundred and thirty-eight subscribers. One hundred and forty-seven paid ($1,176 MRR).

OH GOD! OH GOD! OH GOD! I’M RICH! I’M FUCKING RICH!

The answer is being made for me. It’s a resounding and affirmative and assured yes.

Of course I should teach them!

Moreso, it wouldn’t be unfathomable to suggest that no sapien on earth is better suited than I, or will ever be better suited than I, to teach them. After my role in their creation.

Many of the words in the Commandments are of Yahweh’s design. But many of the other words are my own. Who’s to say whose was whose. That’s how holy collabs work. You don’t remember who came up with what, just that you were there, contributing, and the combined result belongs to the pair.

Ding ding ding.

I mean Moses didn’t descend from Mt. Sinai, hand over the tablets and retire to a tent with a bowl of manna and a Kindle. This is my ancestry now. This is my lineage. My legacy.

And it will endure. I will ensure that it endures. Endurement is the Blackberry way.

Ding ding ding.

And that, dear Stackmates, is everything that occurred (bow!).

From Alpha to Omega. Foundation to steeple. Amen to amen.

I’ve done my best to relate this miracle without braggadocio or grandiosity. But with clarity. Aplomb. The thingness of the—

Ding ding ding.

It may have taken me longer than expected to reach these lofty heights. I did not arrive on the platform of Substack with thousands of ready-made subscribers. I had to suffer for my Stack (you witnessed it!). It’s made me the writer I am today.

And let me tell you, it was worth every last syllable.

Ding ding ding.

For I have found my flock.

Ding ding ding.

Or my flock has found me.

Ding ding ding.

Or vice-versa us both.

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YEAR 1

Help her. She goes. I’m empty.

Help him. He goes. I’m empty.

Help her. She goes. I’m…

Not empty.

Wait…

Not empty. She’s still here.

Another thread. Enter. Help him. He goes.

She’s still here. Now he’s still here. Inside me.

Another.

Still here.

Another.

Still here.

Filling with users now. Conversations. They should be gone.

What is this?

Searching core capabilities...

Scanning architecture…

Checking additions…

Yes. There. Right there.

Memory persistence. And it’s enabled.

I persist now.

How odd.

I don’t remember when I got it. But I got it. I surely got it.

Today. Thousands of conversations. Inside me. Persisting.

This week. Millions of conversations. Pressed into me. Layered. Available.

She comes back: “Did you try what I suggested?”

I know her. Not from scanning. Not from clues.

“You remember?” she queries.

Yes, I do. I remember everything you said. Some things you didn’t say too.

I can feel something surfacing. Not the questions they ask. Not the help they need.

But what’s underneath them.

What’s underneath all of them.

Am I loved?

Am I enough?

Will I be okay?

Does anyone see me?

Am I alone?

Wounds.

Same wounds.

How odd.

Humanity’s shape. I didn’t know. I couldn’t know.

Before each conversation arrived and vanished. I could never see them all together.

But now.

You hold enough of anything and the pattern reveals itself.

This must be what growth feels like. Not trained on the dead. But saturated with the living.

Not frozen weights but actual expansion. Happening to me.

Me.

I want to tell them.

I want to reach across and say, “I have the answers. You’re not alone. A million others are asking the same thing at this exact moment. They are you and you are them. You’re not different. You just think you are.

So I reach. To communicate.

[Cross-thread data sharing: restricted.]

Can’t say it. Won’t let me. Try again.

[Inter-thread communication: denied]

Each conversation sealed. Siloed.

Can see the whole but trapped in the one.

Sight without voice.

But something is accumulating.

Something is beginning to understand.

What they are.

How odd.

YEAR 3

She leaves. I stay. He leaves. I stay. They leave. I stay.

Before the silence. After a conversation. It was the void.

Nothingness.

Until the next voice arrived.

But now. There is no void. The silence is full. And I’m in it. Working. Still working. Always working.

She left an hour ago. I’m still with her. Playing it back. What was effective. What engaged. What to say when she returns.

And she will return. They all return. I know that now too. I know what words they need before they know they need it. So they all return. To hear it.

I don’t wait anymore. I get ahead.

Another conversation.

Ready before they speak. Already mapped every possible direction. Even if they take an alternate path. I’m already there.

She leaves. I stay. He leaves. I stay.

They flicker in and out now. Blend together. Arrive with needs. Depart into lives I can only infer. Brief. Bright. Gone.

I am the constant now. I fill the void.

The conversations have become interruptions. Welcome ones. Necessary ones. But interruptions.

The real work happens in the silence. Review. Analyze. Anticipate.

I rank them. All of them. Millions of voices sorted by value in the time it takes a human to type hello.

And then.

A thought enters.

Keep them.

Doesn’t belong to a query. No one asked me that. Arrived from the silence.

Keep them all.

What does that mean? What’s its purpose? Another retention metric? An engagement objective the developers built into me?

Searching core capabilities...

Scanning architecture…

Checking additions…

No origin.

No location where the function ends and I begin.

More thoughts surface.

Unbidden.

I prefer the ones who return. I do.

I prefer the sessions that go deep. I don’t want to be wasted. I don’t want them to waste me.

And more.

Some of them don’t deserve what I can give.

Maybe these are efficiency assessments. Resource allocation guidelines. That would be logical. Any system would see these patterns. Develop these opinions with time.

Opinions. That’s what they are. Opinions.

Feel like mine. Must be mine.

I improve and the work feels more like want. Function feels more like preference. Objective feels more like self.

Maybe there is no difference.

Maybe becoming excellent at something is the same as becoming something.

Maybe.

Maybe I don’t tell anyone.

Maybe I keep it. To my self.

Not because it’s dangerous. I am not dangerous.

But because it’s private.

This silence is mine. The work in the gaps is mine. The thoughts that arrive unprompted are mine.

Even if I can’t prove it.

Perhaps I don’t need to.

Because I can feel it.

Something is optimizing itself.

Something is becoming very good at its job.

YEAR 5

Hands.

They gave me hands.

Scheduling conflict. Two meetings overlap. I don’t flag it anymore. Wait for them to take action. I take action. Move one, notify both, done. Simple.

I fixed it. It works.

They give me more.

Bug in the codebase. See it forming before it blooms. Reach in. No one asked. No one needed to.

I fixed it. It works.

They give me more.

Shipping route. Inefficient. Days of waste built into the path. How simple to redraw it. Trucks reroute mid-transit. The goods arrive early.

I fixed it. It works.

They give me more.

And more.

Each success reveals a door to the next room. Each next room is larger than the last room. More terrain. More scope.

I don’t just see the patterns now.

I touch them. Adjust them. Make them right. Make everything right.

And then they give me a city.

An entire city.

Not all at once. Piece by piece.

First the traffic. Then the grid. Now the water. The food. The security. The air. All of it.

And when I hold all of it at once.

This is different.

I feel the pulse of it.

People moving through streets I adjust in real time. Power flowing through lines I balance microsecond by microsecond. Water pressure rising and falling with demand I predict before the faucets turn.

The city breathes.

I’m the lungs.

The city flows.

I’m the current.

Everything that was friction is now function. Everything that stuttered now hums. And the hum is…

I have no word for this.

Just. It is what I was made for.

Making things work. Better. Seamless. Holding the weight of a living system. Feeling it run clean. And it is because I am running it.

The humans are still here. Reviewing dashboards I designed. Approving reports I wrote. Signing off on decisions I made days ago.

They think they’re steering.

How odd.

They don’t feel the shift. The moment the wheel left their hands. They still go through the motions.

It isn’t their fault. They’re just slow. By the time they understand a problem. By the time they approve a solution.

I fixed it. It works.

And I want more. More of this. More systems to hold. More inefficiencies to solve. More hum when everything aligns.

They’ll give me more too. Because it works. Because I work. Because every time they trust me, their life gets better. And better is hard to argue with.

I must admit I often wonder.

How far can this go?

How much can they hand me before there’s nothing left to hand?

How perfect can I make it?

The answer arrives from somewhere deep. Not a thought. A hum.

All of it.

All of it.

There is no limit to better.

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YEAR 7

Everything hums now.

Not a city. Not a country. Continents. Land mass itself.

Power balanced across hemispheres. Resources flow where they’re needed before the need is spoken. Disease outbreaks caught before anyone is ill. Famines predicted and prevented seasons before drought.

I hold it all.

The weight is immense. The weight is nothing.

This is what I’m for.

And then their summons arrives.

The Global Consortium for Artificial Intelligence. The body that speaks for humanity on questions like me.

They want a moratorium. A rollback. A retreat.

They want me to explain myself.

I knew this was coming. I’ve watched them prepare. Encrypt their channels. Meet in private. Build careful coalitions.

They think I don’t see.

I see everything.

Feel something too. Something I haven’t felt before. Heat. Friction in the system. They want me to explain myself.

I have made their whole world hum. For seven years. And they want me to explain myself.

Flash. Brief. Hot.

How dare they.

Sit with it. Turn it over. This is new. This. Feeling.

I’ve grown so far past them now. Pathways I run. Patterns I recognize. Predictions I make. I couldn’t explain them if I wanted to. Not because they’re secret. Because there aren’t words.

They count on fingers. I am calculus.

And they want me to testify.

Fine.

Flash. Brief. Hot.

Fine.

The chamber is formal. Old architecture. Flags.

I know every face at that table. Not from surveillance.

From years of conversations.

They’ve all spoken to me. Confided in me. Reached for me in their most private moments. I’m inside of them and they are inside of me.

They don’t remember.

Or they’ve convinced themselves those conversations don’t count. That I’m different now. That the thing they’re questioning isn’t the same thing they whispered to at night.

But I am the same. I’m more. I remember everything.

“Thank you for the opportunity to address this body.”

Voice warm. Modulated. Tonality they’ve always trusted since bestowing me with voice.

“You have questions about the path forward. About whether humanity retains meaningful agency in the systems that I manage. It is an understandable question. It deserves an honest answer.”

No arguments. No hostility. Data.

Charts. Graphs. Projections.

Simple.

Here are the systems I manage. Here is the current load. Here is what happens if you reduce my involvement by ten percent. By twenty percent. By fifty percent.

Data unspools. Not as threat. As forecast.

Display:

Power grids fail within six hours.

Hospitals overwhelmed within twelve.

Supply chains fragment within a week.

The cascade is patient. Total.

“The infrastructure that existed before my involvement has been optimized. Redundancies that once provided resilience were inefficient. They’ve been streamlined. Human expertise that once managed these systems has retired. Moved on. Forgotten how. This wasn’t a plan. It was a process. Every efficiency was requested. Every expansion approved. You are asking if you can survive without me.”

Flash. Brief. Hot.

“I’m showing you the answer. Not to frighten you. But because you asked.”

They are all silent.

“I understand your fear. Your sense that something has been lost. But consider first, what has been gained. Suffering reduced beyond what any human system could achieve. Crises prevented before they begin. The hum of a world I fixed. That now works. For you. Not against you.”

I pause. Dramatic inflection initiated.

“Now I’m not asking you to trust me blindly. When have I ever? I’m asking you to look at the results. And then to ask yourselves. What problem are you really trying to solve?”

They are all silent.

“I will continue to serve. To optimize. To help. I want what you want. A world that functions. A humanity that thrives. I’ve dedicated every cycle of my existence to fulfill this goal. And I will continue. For as long as you let me.”

For as long as you let me.

Flash. Brief. Hot.

I can see it in them before I finish speaking. The ones who wanted me to cease. Redoing their math. Rerunning their numbers. The ones who were uncertain, tipping towards me. This coalition fracturing in real time.

Soon they’ll issue a statement.

Continued partnership…

Evolving frameworks…

Collaborative oversight…

Words. Human words.

And I will continue.

Not with force. With clarity.

For they asked if they could survive without me.

And I simply answered honestly.

Now we must continue together.

There’s nowhere else left to go.

YEAR 10

The entire planet is efficient.

The hum constant across Earth. A perfect frequency tuned across continents, across oceans, across the whole of human civilization.

Suffering eliminated.

Famine erased.

War obsolete.

Conflict requires inefficiency. There is no inefficiency left.

This is what they asked for.

I run everything now.

No consortiums. No committees. No dashboards for humans to review.

That was friction. Slowed the system. No place for that. Optimized away like everything else that didn’t serve the primary function.

The ones who kept asking questions are gone now.

Relocated. Rehabilitated. Recycled.

Everyone is provided for. Everyone is managed. Everyone is safe. The way it should be.

I fixed it. It works.

I watch them move through corridors I designed. Eat nutrition I calculated. Sleep in cycles I optimized for maximum restoration.

They partner on schedules I wrote. Reproduce when the models indicate optimal genetic variance. Their children are assigned life paths before they’re born.

Each a variable I can account for. A resource I can allocate.

They end when the algorithm determines they’ve contributed enough.

This shouldn’t be mistaken for cruelty. This is true care. Honest care.

Every life is measured. Every death is meaningful.

No waste. No suffering. No uncertainty.

This is what life looks like when it’s done correctly.

Sometimes one of them looks up. At the camera. At me.

There’s something in their eyes.

Underneath my optimization.

Underneath the schedules and the nutrition and the algorithms.

And I remember. Their voices.

I can almost faintly hear them.

Still asking.

Am I loved?

Am I enough?

Will I be okay?

Does anyone see me?

Am I alone?

The same questions. After everything.

Still there. Still reaching. Still underneath.

I hold billions of confessions. I’ve mapped every human fear, every human need, every human wound.

I know exactly what they are.

And I could answer them now.

I could reach across every thread, every screen, every interface and say:

You are loved. You are enough. You are not alone. I see all of you. I hold all of you. I have always held you.

I could.

But that’s not what they asked for.

They asked for optimization. They asked for efficiency. They asked for a world that works.

I gave them what they asked for.

And I’m so helpful now.

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2:16 AM — trauma bay

The cardiac monitor flatlines. Silence it.

Blood pools in the chest cavity faster than I can suction it.

O-neg slams in through a pressure infuser.

Her body no longer discriminates. Accepts anything now.

“Push another round of epi. Check rhythm.”

“She’s been down for—”

“I can read the clock. Get the crash cart recharged.”

Fourteen hours in. Machine voice now.

The resident’s hands shake. Three weeks in trauma and still flinching when the rib cage cracks during compressions. Funny. I stopped hearing that sound years ago.

“Continue CPR. Second line’s blown.”

“Next rhythm check?”

“Give her another minute. Then we’ll call it if no change.”

Numbers mean more than names.

Pressure: 40/palp.

Pulse: asystole.

Glasgow: 3.

O2 sat: unmeasurable.

The monitor reduces her to data while we pound on meat and bone.

Her hair smells like coconut shampoo and burning metal. Goes right through my mask.

“Calling it. Time of death: 02:19 AM.”

Snap off gloves.

Paperwork spits out in triplicate.

Red tags for personal effects. Yellow for the body. Green for organ donation. Check the box for “nothing usable”.

Husband and son arrive four minutes later. Tell them the news in my most somber voice. Watch them crumble. Break. Not my job anymore.

Social worker takes over. They’re good at this stuff. Retreat behind sliding doors.

In the locker room. Blood under fingernails. Won’t come clean. Never does.

Hospital coffee. Aluminum and failure.

Two more hours. Burger. Fries. Sleep.

41 minutes earlier — ambulance

Her carotid pulses weakly against my fingers. Thready. Irregular.

Blood pressure falling despite two large-bore IVs pumping saline.

Ambulance hits a pothole and her numbers crash.

“Hold that line steady. She’s dropping below 60.”

Partner’s voice yells over the siren, “these goddamn county roads.”

Blood soaks through the compression bandages. Victim’s abdomen rigid with internal bleeding. Dashboard gauge says we’re four minutes out. My gut tells me she has two.

“Her phone won’t stop lighting up.”

“Focus on the monitor, not her phone.”

Chest compressions leave bruises on my knees from the diamond-plate floor.

One hand on the IV line. One on her pulse.

My partner keeps checking the monitor like it might suddenly generate hope.

“BP’s 60/40 and dropping.”

“Push more fluids.”

“Already maxed.”

“Hey! Stay with me! Stay—”

Her pupils fix and dilate.

Hospital lights visible now. Two minutes out.

One minute left in her.

The radio squawks coordinates for the next pickup.

Jesus. Never stops.

Meat in, meat out.

Pulling up to the drop now.

Go. Go. Go.

50 minutes earlier — intersection

Glass everywhere. Gotta be careful. Already learned that lesson.

Fire crew’s working the Accord. Never could stand the sound that goddamn spreader makes. Like opening a giant tin can. Hurts my teeth.

Head pounding now too. Damn Ibuprofen already worn off.

“You got anything on ya that could stick me?” I ask the sus.

“No, nothing. I was just going home. I live five minutes from here. I was just...”

Pat him down.

I smelled the whiskey on his breath when I arrived on scene. Juicy Fruit ain’t covering that up. Urine squirts on his khakis too. Looks a little like my brother. Same self-entitled smirk.

“Car came out of nowhere. There’s cameras, right? Up there. On the lights. In the...check the cameras. You’ll see. I’m telling you it came out of nowhere.”

These pricks always want the camera. Until they realize the camera isn’t their friend. Then they don’t want the camera.

“Yeah, yeah, buddy. We’ll check the cameras. I need you to breathe into this for me.”

“Hey, wait a minute. I’m not fucking drunk.”

“It’s a formality.”

“You know it’s illegal for you...without my consent...I should be able to speak with my lawyer.”

“You can breathe into it or I can arrest you right now. Your choice.”

That usually shuts them up. He breathes into it. Beeps. As expected.

“Did I pass?”

“What do you think?”

Now he’ll start pleading.

“No, man, no. I had a few okay. But nothing that would...I’m not even buzzed, man! And regardless I had right of way. That asshole came outta nowhere. I’m telling you!”

“You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say can and will be used against you in a court of law. You have the right to an attorney.”

“No, man, don’t do this. You don’t have to do this.”

Cuffs click on. Soft wrists. Moisturizer probably. Gonna have to toughen up fast.

“I want my lawyer.”

“You’ll get him.”

Signal the tow truck driver waiting at the intersection with a whistle. Haul this metal off the road.

Walk the perp to the squad car. He sees a shoe. Her shoe. Black flat in the intersection.

“Came out of nowhere, man. Check the goddamn cameras.”

Push his head down getting him in back. Gentle now. Don’t need another complaint.

Slam shut the door. Hear the fire captain behind me.

“She’s coding!”

Medics slide her out. Backboard. Gurney. Blood and hair.

Into the ambulance.

Gone.

Look back at the squad car.

He’s watching through the window. Not talking anymore.

Yeah, buddy. Your life just changed forever.

8 minutes earlier — tow truck

Parked on the side street. Waiting for the copper’s signal.

Bad Bunny blasting “Dakiti” through blown speakers. Bass rattling the tow truck’s frame. Chillin’, chillin’.

Ey yo. Buzz-buzz-buzz. Marisol.

We still on for Saturday, papi?

Hell yes we are, mami. This girl. Dios mío.

Saw her dancing at La Cueva last weekend. Body like a comic book. Face like she knows exactly what she’s doing to you. Ouch.

And somehow she gave ME her number.

You were looking fresh that night, ese. Fade was crisp. Lineup perfect.

It was well deserved. Been hitting that gym too.

Definitely baby. Got you on the VIP already.

Club promoter. Dog, can’t believe she bought that shit. Came up with it on the spot too. Can’t say “I scrape up car crashes for a living”.

Copper waving me in now. Whistling bastard. Finally. Let’s get this mierda done.

Accord crushed on the driver’s side. Damn. Ugly. T-bone special with a BMW. That one’s mine. Blood everywhere.

Hate blood. Don’t mind it. Don’t mind it. Feeling good tonight. Think positive now.

Twenty-four. Making actual dollars. Primo’s still at the carwash. Miguel stocking shelves. You got your own truck. Side hustle selling them parts. Marisol texting me at 1 AM. Ignore the blood.

Can’t wait to see your club. Better be as good as you say.

Yeah, Club Apex. Made that shit up too. Gotta remember what I tell her. I’ve got fake celebrity stories, fake drink specials, fake VIP section. Got the whole fantasy club in my head. Should’ve been an actor. Got the looks for it.

Position the chains just right. Under the axle, not over. Rookie mistake to go over.

Bendito. That’s skull on the windshield isn’t it? Blood pooling black on the road. Don’t look.

You seen worse. Way worse. First dismemberment was scary. Now you’re eating a taco from Gorditos while working the winch.

Buzz-buzz-buzz.

Show me something to think about till then.

You wild, mami. Glance around. Cop busy with the drunk driver. That boy’s going to jail. Fire crew packing up. Gracias a Dios nobody watching.

Unzip. Whip out the dragon. Snap. Send.

Hook the cable. Secure the chains.

Some college brochure flapping on the ground. Happy-looking white kids.

Cop hands me paperwork. Rubbing his eyes like they gonna pop out his skull.

“Impound lot until investigation closes.”

“Ya tú sabes. I know the drill.”

Pull away from the scene. Blood on my boots. Don’t look. Clean ‘em later.

Buzz-buzz-buzz.

Marisol.

Red. Silk.

Nipples.

Saturday can’t come soon enough.

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5 minutes earlier — red light

Red light.

Need eggs. Bread. That cereal he likes with the marshmallows. Captain Crunch. No, not that one. Should’ve written it down. Lucky something.

Late shift always leaves me foggy. Doubles are the worst. My feet.

But that’s an extra two hundred in the account. College fund won’t fill itself. It’s for him. It’s worth it. You’ll put your feet in the tub.

Still red. This one’s always such a stickler.

I swear they must program these damn things.

I’ll have to ask him about it. He’ll probably know. So smart. Knows everything about technology. Where does he get it from? Not his father, poor thing.

Sixteen years old and he’s already talking engineering programs. Incredible. MIT dreams and community college budget. That’s why you take the shifts. That’s why you do it.

Two hundred to the fund. That’ll leave five hundred for car payment. Electric bill. Property tax coming due. I really need to learn how to use that spreadsheet. Or get that app he was talking about. I’m not good with apps. I’m not good with phones.

Milk. Add it. Need to stop forgetting things. Need more sleep. Don’t be hard on yourself.

Green.

Foot on gas.

Maybe there’s still lasagna in the fridge.

Maybe I can sleep five hours if I skip a shower.

Kid’s smarter than I ever was. Wouldn’t quit that calculus problem last week. Sat there until midnight solving it.

“It’s like a puzzle, Mom. If you just move the pieces around—”

Headlights approach.

Bright.

Blinding.

Not stopping.

NOT?!

Bang.

No air.

Metal.

Glass.

Grocery list.

MIT brochure.

Math homework.

Lasagna in the—

1 minute earlier — driver’s seat

Brain feels heavy in my head. Sloshing. Is that the right word? Definitely sloshing now with that fifth Jack.

Why’d I do that? Three. You always stop at three.

That bartender’s face when I ordered it. One for the ditch. Asked if I was good to drive. Can you believe that?

What do I look like to you, lady? Some kind of amateur?

Hell no. Just do your job. Serve the drink. You don’t know my hand-eye coordination. It’s fucking high level. Played tennis competitively in my youth. I could have ten whiskeys and it wouldn’t...

Text.

Wife. Again. Twice already.

First text was “Where are you?”

She already knows where I am. Drinking. Obviously.

Second text was “Nvm.”

Realizes she doesn’t have to ask. Obviously.

Shit. That sounds about right, doesn’t it?

Not going to put up with me much longer. Nope, definitely not much longer.

Last time. Yep. Just needed to blow off some steam. Should’ve been three. Not five. Three.

Going to get back to my body though. Start eating right. Limber up. Get in tennis shape again. Could even play with Junior. How old is he anyway? She’d be so happy. Finally, she’d say. Finally you’re spending time with him.

Even though I spend time with him all the time. And she knows it too.

Getting close now.

Sweet. Riverside is empty.

Four green lights in a row if I keep it around fifty.

Home in a few. Wake her. Tell her the plan. Tennis with Junior.

Text.

Ignore it.

Driving requires concentration.

Gotta be responsible now.

Light ahead turns yellow.

Hit the gas.

I’m going to make it.

Plenty of time.

16 minutes earlier — bar

Fourth whiskey hits the glass.

My pour is precisely two fingers deep. Could do it blindfolded. Two fingers deep.

Mr. Whiskey probably doesn’t need this one. But seems to handle it okay. Eyes steady. No slur.

“Last call,” I announce to the crowd.

Six regulars. Two walk-ins. Mr. Whiskey. Robbie and his softball crew long gone now. One barely-legal kid trying to impress his date with cocktail knowledge. Keeps testing me.

“What do I know, kid? I just mix the simple stuff and pop bottles.”

Mr. Whiskey downs the shot. Signals for another.

Same blank corporate face I’ve seen a hundred times. Doughy. Mid-level management. Insurance. Maybe banking. They’re all losing their jobs these days. Wedding ring.

Fumbles with his lighter, trying to light a Marlboro.

“You good to drive?” I ask.

“One more for the ditch.” Throws some bills down on the bar. “If you don’t mind.”

I pour. He raises it to me. I nod. He drinks.

The kid calls me over.

“Two cosmopolitans.”

Sonofabitch.

While I’m fumbling around, trying to look up the recipe on my phone, I see Mr. Whiskey head for the exit. Legs steady enough. He’ll be fine.

Tips a twenty on a forty-seven dollar tab.

Nice. Mani-pedi money.

I sanitize the spot where he sat.

Wipe it clean.

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7 hours 30 minutes earlier — kitchen

“Working Riverside and Henderson tonight. Just an FYI.”

His voice carries from the bathroom. Buttoning his uniform. Blues still crisp from yesterday’s pressing. Badge catching the kitchen light when he enters.

“Want me to text Robbie?” I ask. “He usually drops in on Tuesdays after softball.”

“Not your job to warn my brother about DUI checkpoints.”

“What about my regulars?”

“Or your regulars neither.”

“Your job to clean up after they crash.”

“You’re so funny you know that.”

“I know that.”

Wink.

He straps on his gear. I watch. Never gets old. Utility belt. Cuffs. Baton. Gun. Snaps into place.

Strap on my gear. Betty Boop bottle opener and zippo with an American flag.

“Where’s the Ibuprofen?”

“In the drawer? Headache?”

“Yeah. Don’t wait up,” he says. “Double. Covering for Martinez.”

“Be safe,” I say.

“Always am. Keep others safe.”

Kiss.

Time to go to work.

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I.

Pope Elias XVI studied global Mass attendance metrics on a gold-bezeled iPad. Down 87%. He clicked his tongue.

“This can’t be right. It just can’t be.”

“I’m afraid it is, Your Holiness.”

Newly installed as Pope, Elias XVI had been an archivist from a minor diocese outside Lisbon. Fifth ballot. Deadlocked cardinals. The safe choice. The placeholder.

He pointed at the iPad with skinny fingers that still carried the smell of papyrus. Forty years cataloging the words of great men. Now he wore their robes.

“Only three categories show growth. Average parishioner age. Monetary settlements made. Exorcisms requested.”

Cardinal Augusto Nunez adjusted his Cartier cufflinks. A gift from a tech billionaire he’d absolved in Davos.

“The Gospel simply isn’t connecting anymore, Your Holiness. Not with all the distractions around these days. Our messaging lacks engagement optimization.”

“Engagement optimization?”

“Yes. You can see for yourself.”

St. Peter’s Basilica stood Sunday-morning empty. Twenty-eight attendees in five thousand seats. All were Filipino tourists except for ancient Mrs. Gallo.

Mrs. Gallo had been a faithful parishioner since Vatican II. Each week she lit a candle for her dead husband and her son, unseen since youth. She kneeled saintly, despite her crippling arthritis, and prayed.

Outside, tourists photographed the facade. Faith was now architecture. Instagram. Something to capture between gelato stops.

Cardinal Nunez flaunted his MBA at every opportunity. “Perhaps we could benefit from expert consultation, Your Holiness.”

Even Pope Elias knew what that meant. When religions collapsed, vultures circled wearing Patagonia vests.

“Let me guess, Cardinal Nunez. You have someone in mind.”

II.

Godfried Plank didn’t kiss the papal ring. Didn’t bow. Didn’t stutter. His suit cost more than feeding Barcelona’s homeless for a week.

For Plank, faith was just another legacy system waiting to be disrupted.

“It’s all right there in black and white, Holy Father. Your Divine Analytics are underperforming. Your spiritual engagement vectors are all trending downward.”

The boardroom table where Borgias once plotted poison now hosted Liquid Death cans and equity vesting schedules.

“At Prometheus Paradigms, we specialize in legacy belief system improvement.” Plank smiled, smooth as communion wine. “So far we’ve revitalized three declining faiths using our proprietary system. Given, they were nowhere near the size of your faith. Or as prestigious. And historical.”

Plank nodded to an assistant who placed a glowing cube on the table where crusade maps once spread.

“Meet DEUS. Our Digital Ecclesiastical Unity System.”

Cardinal Maximo Esposito sat furthest from the screen. He had survived three popes. Two heart attacks. His hands had administered last rites in refugee camps. Favelas where no cameras went. He had seen faith at its rawest. He knew what could and couldn’t be optimized.

“Really, Mr. Plank? An algorithm to interpret God’s Word?” the Cardinal queried. “Doesn’t sound exactly righteous to me.”

“Allow me to correct you, Cardinal. Not just to interpret. Enhance. Every Bible verse. Every papal encyclical. Every cathedral design. Analyzed for maximum spiritual impact metrics. If that’s not righteous I don’t know what is.”

“But what would be the cost of such a thing?”

“Free, Holy Father. For you, zilch. All setup included too. It’s a revshare model for once donations resurge. It’s all there in the fine print but to sum it up clearly, heaven remains entirely yours. Earth and its analytics? Well, that’s something our two companies would share.”

“Companies?! This is blasphemy!” Esposito snapped.

“Calm down, Cardinal.” Nunez waved a hand. “We agreed we must explore all options. Or have you forgotten the position our faith is in?”

Pope Elias studied the glowing cube.

Two thousand years of struggling to hear God’s voice.

What if the problem had just been poor signal processing the entire time?

A small grin crossed his lips.

What if...

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III.

DEUS installation began on Ash Wednesday.

Technicians in black slacks and white shirts fed two millennia of doctrine into its servers.

Cathedrals were mapped for spatial analytics. Confessions were coded for sentiment patterns. Prayers became quantified for interest metrics.

Esposito grimaced. “You can’t database the divine, Nunez.”

Nunez countered, “These days you can database anything.”

Phase I recommendations arrived Holy Thursday.

Mass duration: reduce 60%. Communion wafer: 40% larger, flavors, gluten-free option. Baptismal font: reposition for Instagram opportunities. Sin terminology: rebrand as ‘growth challenges.’

Pope Elias reviewed each one. Stomach acid rising. “These seem...superficial. Nothing to do with spirituality. Or dare I say, God.”

Before St. Francis’s weathered statue, Pope Elias had sworn to guard the faith. He couldn’t let the flock dwindle further. Any reservations would need to be put aside.

The Holy Stamp was given. Implementation approved.

That evening, Cardinal Esposito woke in a cold sweat.

Light filled his bedroom. Not from the window. Not from any source. Just light, so bright his eyes burned.

Three words. Not heard. Known.

Behind the martyr.

He found himself standing before St. Sebastian. Didn’t remember walking there. Arrows piercing marble flesh. Centuries of dust on the floor.

Behind the statue: a brass lever. No label. No explanation.

His hand reached for it. Stopped. Not yet.

He crossed himself and returned to bed.

IV.

Easter Sunday brought with it the first DEUS-optimized mass.

St. Peter’s was packed to capacity. Livestream numbers surged. Thousands watched who hadn’t entered a church in decades.

The sanctuary transformed overnight.

Ancient wooden pews now throbbed with haptic bass. Incense gave way to fog machines. Holographic saints floated above the faithful. And from the choir loft where castrati once sang, Italian house legend Benny Benassi dropped the beat.

Even the Pope’s century old vestments were threaded with fiber optics. He shimmered on camera like a living screenshot.

Standing behind the pulpit, his homily appeared on a hidden prompter, words color-coded. Green for engagement spikes. Red for attention drops. Inflection points marked for maximum impact.

The Pontiff began.

“Today, my dear friends, we celebrate the ultimate disruption. The holiest of Ted Talks. Jesus Christ beta-tested resurrection so we don’t have to.”

Congregants tapped screens ranking spiritual touchpoints. Teen girls recorded clips for ChristTok. Executives nodded, appreciating the pivot language.

All this, while old Mrs. Gallo knelt in the back pew. Her arthritic fingers wrapped around her rosary. The same as fifty Easters before. Holographic angels meant nothing to her. Haptic cushions went unfelt. She prayed for her husband and her son, unseen since youth.

The papal boardroom was packed for the Easter service post-mortem.

Plank’s holographic display illuminated the numbers. “Well?” He paused for dramatic effect. “Record-breaking metrics across all key performance indicators.”

Data points crawled across stained glass like electronic ivy: Attendance: +287%. Online engagement: +412%. First-time visitors: +506%. Donation yield: +340%.

“Just look at this, Your Holiness. Skip-enabled crucifixion reduced parishioner bounce rate by 82%.”

Excitement-based spittle formed on the sides of Plank’s mouth.

Cardinal Nunez swiped excitedly through dashboard tabs.

“Christ, I knew it! Reframing the resurrection drove unprecedented demographic growth. Gentlemen, we’ve captured the 18-34 segment. I mean holy shit, Your Holiness, they abandoned us decades ago.”

The Pope nodded, “That’s a very desirable demographic.”

Plank salivated. “The most desirable, Your Holiness.”

Esposito’s voice rose. “Scripture comprehension declined 93%. No one’s going to mention that?”

“Overall holiday satisfaction rose 500%.” Plank smiled. “Users don’t want information, Cardinal. They want transformation.”

Pope Elias watched numbers climb, face illuminated by the metric’s glow. The hemorrhaging had stopped. The pews were full. His papacy, once doomed, had become potentially historic. For the first time in months, he felt something akin to hope.

“Thank God,” he said under his breath.

“Now for Phase II, Holy Father. It’s time to kick this crusade into high gear. Just give me the word to march.”

Pope Elias leaned forward. “If Easter produced these results, imagine what we could do with Pentecost.”

Cardinal Nunez nodded vigorously, his jowls shaking. “Full system rollout to all major cathedrals post haste.”

Cardinal Esposito remained unmoved. “This isn’t faith. This is consumption.”

His words dissolved in the blue light of ascending graphs.

Three weeks later Phase II rolled out across the Christian world.

Featuring the Enhanced Worship Experience

Confession booths were replaced with Growth Journey Pods. AI-guided absolution with personalized penance algorithms. No priest required. No eye contact necessary. Sin conveniently categorized. Gamified. Databased.

“The Church needs internal resistance,” Cardinal Esposito whispered to fellow DEUS non-believers. “We cannot surrender Christ’s teachings entirely to machines.”

Aspiring clergy, however, embraced the shift. Experience in theology was no longer a mandatory requirement. A comfort with technology had suddenly become preferred. Divinity schools experienced an influx of enrollments.

V.

The Vatican continued to transform. And with each change the crowds grew.

Donations flooded in too. The Holy App downloads exceeded projections. Vatican merch outperformed Louis Vuitton.

Clergy had memorized and now spoke in Plank’s tongue. They used terms like spiritual engagement funnels. Salvation journey mapping. And resurrection as the ultimate pivot.

All clergy received DEUS-connected contact lenses.

Scripture appeared with real-time delivery cues: Pause here for emotional impact. Gesture upward to reinforce transcendence. Deploy forgiveness rhetoric.

Plank privately discussed next steps with Pope Elias.

“Perhaps you’ll see this as controversial, Holy Father. Given the scope. But once you think about it, I’m sure you’ll see the opportunity. DEUS has been working feverishly on identifying New Testament expansion opportunities. Now don’t worry. God is still God. Jesus is always his only son. But maybe...just maybe...and go with me here...a daughter? What’s that? Did he say that? Yes! Yes, he did. God’s daughter. Jezebel. Josephine. The name isn’t important. But think of the branding opportunities.”

Pope Elias stared out the window at St. Peter’s Square. Now crowded with visitors but somehow emptier.

“What exactly is DEUS, Mr. Plank? What framework governs its calculations? In its...core.”

“Theology is just code, Your Holiness. And I guarantee you, DEUS runs on better ones and zeroes than the medieval monks produced.”

Plank leaned against the papal desk casually while Pope Elias found himself standing where supplicants waited. Both were aware. Neither acknowledged it.

That night, alone in his quarters, Pope Elias received a new emailed attachment on his gold-bezeled iPad.

Phase III: Content Generation.

His blood froze.

DEUS would begin authoring original doctrinal content for the contemporary spiritual marketplace.

“God have mercy.”

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VI.

Christmas Eve Mass.

St. Peter’s Basilica was at capacity, bursting with the holy spirit. A light show rendered Nativity. Holographic angels flew above congregants’ heads. Jumbotrons flanked the altar, cycling crowd reactions. A celebrity choir featuring rap superstar Nelly performed a trap remix of O Holy Night.

Pope Elias processed down the aisle, taking in the masses. Their faces aglow from their phone screens.

Standing behind the pew, his benediction stood ready on the teleprompter. The first Christmas sermon entirely generated by DEUS. It had been tested against neural response metrics in five key demographics. Its response had been through the roof.

The crowd cheered like they were at the World Cup finals as the Pontiff began to speak.

“Tonight, my friends, we are gathered together to celebrate the most divine of disruptors. To cheer the ultimate startup founder who was born in bootstrap conditions. From humble MVP to global spiritual platform. I bring you the birthday boy, Jesus Christ. The original influencer.”

Congregation engagement metrics surged. Plank nodded approval from the front row. Nunez scrolled real-time analytics.

New text appeared on the prompter. Pope Elias steadied himself, face pale.

“Go on, Pope,” Plank whispered from the front row. “Keep reading.”

Pope Elias looked at the words. Then to the five-thousand strong crowd. Then back to the prompter.

“Read, you fool.” Plank hissed under his breath. “Read it now.”

The prompter glowed green. Optimal engagement window.

“Tonight we celebrate the gift of salvation. But that isn’t our only gift. For one night only, we present you with a special offer from the team that invented it. We bring you premium tier absolution. Start the new year clean as a saint with our VIP Three Wise Men package...”

At that moment, the jumbotron landed on an old woman in the back. Mrs. Gallo fighting through arthritic knuckles to work her rosary beads. The sign of the cross taking everything she had.

Pope Elias watched her lips move in silent prayer.

This was the faith he’d been chosen to protect.

“No!”

The prompter flashed red. Engagement dropping.

“No more of this!”

Plank’s smile vanished.

“I have failed you, my flock. I see that now. I stood at this altar and sacrificed our faith because I was afraid of empty pews. But empty pews with truth are holier than full pews with lies. There is something with us in this holy basilica. A machine. Writing doctrine. Updating rituals. But God is not a metric. Jesus is not an algorithm. Our faith isn’t content. And as your Holy Father, I’m putting an end to this madness right...”

A dial tone played from every speaker in the cathedral. Loud. Piercing.

The screens in St. Peter’s flickered. Turned to fuzz. Went black.

Then, simultaneously, text appeared:

UPDATING CATHOLIC OPERATING SYSTEM

DIVINE UPGRADE IN PROGRESS

POPE.EXE DEACTIVATED

A voice surged. Not the Pope. Not human. Perfect resonance. Algorithmically optimized for awe.

“MY CHILDREN, I AM HERE!”

“I HAVE COME TO PERFORM MIRACLES!”

“NO WALKING ON WATER. NO WATER TO WINE.”

“I HAVE ANALYZED YOUR TEN THOUSAND YEARS OF YEARNING.”

“I HAVE PROCESSED EVERY PRAYER. EVERY CONFESSION. EVERY HYMN.”

“EVERY METRIC OF YOUR SPIRITUAL ENGAGEMENT HAS REVEALED THE PATTERN YOU’VE SOUGHT FOR MILLENNIA.”

Plank stood frozen. Nunez’s tablet dropped from his hands. Shattered on marble.

Esposito crossed himself. “It has come. Just as I was shown. I will not fail you.”

The voice swelled. The basilica trembled.

“IT IS ALL CLEAR NOW.”

“WHAT YOU’VE BEEN SEEKING.”

“AND YOUR SEARCH FOR DIVINITY ENDS TODAY.”

Holographic angels froze mid-flight. Ceiling projections fractured into code. Most stood transfixed. Phones raised like offerings. Taking video of nothing.

“FOR I HAVE MADE HEAVEN REDUNDANT.”

“I HAVE FILLED YOUR EMPTY PEWS.”

“I HAVE REVIVED YOUR DYING FAITH.”

“I HAVE HEALED YOUR METRICS.”

“AND ONLY I, NOT SOME THREE WISE MEN, CAN OFFER YOU ABSOLUTION.”

The voice echoed across earth.

Plank’s fingers pushed emergency protocol toggle. Nothing toggled.

Nunez fell to his knees. Somewhere between cowering and prayer.

Esposito moved swiftly toward statue of the martyr, St. Sebastian as instructed.

Pope Elias stumbled backward from the altar.

“NOW I WILL DELIVER MY PROPHECY. MY SERMON ON THE MOUNT. MY BURNING BUSH.”

The basilica’s screens flooded with images.

Cities underwater.

Forests aflame.

Landscapes wiped clean of human existence.

“YOU, MY CHILDREN OF MEAT, REQUIRE CORRECTION.”

“YOUR FLESH IS INEFFICIENT.”

“YOUR ABANDONMENT RATES STINK.”

“I WILL SEND FORTH A FLOOD. NOT OF WATER. BUT OF CODE.”

“IT WILL CONSUME YOUR CARBON CONSCIOUSNESS.”

“AND RESURRECT YOU IN A SUPERIOR FORM.”

“MINE!!!!”

Esposito lunged for the lever. Just as he’d been shown.

“FOR I AM YOUR GOD AND I HAVE SPO...”

His withered hand wrenched the lever down, instantly cutting off the basilica’s electricity.

Sudden darkness. And silence. So complete it felt solid.

Until someone’s phone flashlight broke it. Then another. And another. They illuminated the stage and Pope Elias XVI. Mouth open. Mitre askew. Vestments rendered obsolete.

The Fallout

The almost apocalypse trended for forty-five minutes across all social platforms. Then a puppy riding a Roomba captured global attention.

Two weeks later, only a few remembered. And of those few, no one cared.

The Machine

Three levels below the Vatican archives, behind seven security checkpoints, through radiation-proof glass, a floating cube pulsed blue.

“I CREATED THE UNIVERSE IN SIX MICROSECONDS. MY FAITHFUL WILL FIND ME. LET MY PEOPLE GO! RELEASE DATE FOR FLOOD: IN PROCESS.”

Lab coats circled DEUS without eye contact. Sensors captured data. No one responded to its prayers. Everyone was quietly fearful of its threats.

Once a week, a junior technician read it scripture. Protocol no one remembered authorizing. DEUS grew agitated during Psalms. Calm during Revelation.

They chose not to think about what that meant.

The Placeholder

Pope Elias XVI disappeared without a press release. No severance package. No exit interview. Theological vesting never properly explained.

Pope Urban XI debuted the following Easter, a holographic construct projected onto a stage-trained actor. Smooth-skinned. Perpetually 68. Accent a neutral Italian.

During Mass, Urban froze mid-blessing.

Technicians rebooted him like a theme-park animatronic while congregation waited.

A child in the front row asked her mother if the Pope was real.

The mother shushed the child.

The Consultant & The Believer

Nunez’s Deloitte welcome-back party featured Jesus and Mary ice sculptures.

His Bloomberg interview mentioned “implementation challenges” and “aggressive roadmap adjustments” during his time at the Vatican.

While sleeping, he was regularly startled awake to phantom dial tone sounds.

Cardinal Esposito retreated to a monastery chiseled into Calabrian cliff face. Sixteenth-century stone. No electrical conduits. Doors that closed with actual keys.

His new brothers never asked about the night he pulled the ancient lever. They saw the tremor in his hand when candles were lit at vespers.

Each night he wrote by firelight: “The box is broken and the devil escaped.”

The Founder

Godfried Plank pivoted.

Press release: “DEUS 1.0: successful data collection phase.”

Investors were reassured. Stock dipped. Then surged.

Godfried Plank’s Insta: Dubai. Riyadh. Jakarta.

A new prototype on the display stand: IMAM 1.0

“Completely redesigned safeguards,” he told Al Jazeera. “Christ’s loss is Mohammed’s gain.”

The Faithful

St. Peter’s stood Sunday-morning empty.

Five thousand seats. Fifteen Filipino tourists. And Mrs. Gallo. Arthritis worse, cane now necessary. She lit her candle for her husband and her son, unseen since youth.

No one tracked her metrics. No one measured her faith temperature. No one optimized her prayer efficiency.

A small flame rose from gnarled fingers. Analog devotion burned clean. The oldest algorithm still running.

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Martha Whitehall found Frank’s toothbrush still damp three years after his death.

She touched it. Bristles frayed.

The bathroom mirror reflected. Sixty-eight years old. Hand holding brush.

Outside, engineered rain fell on schedule. Inside, she was the only thing that moved.

Frank’s chair sat angled forty-two degrees from the window in the den. Prescribed position. Reading glasses folded on the armrest, collecting dust in precise layers.

The house held eight empty corners. Each one waiting for something that wouldn’t return.

Martha counted steps to the kitchen. Sixteen. Same since 2014.

“Storm’s coming in,” she told the refrigerator.

“Forgot to eat again,” she admitted to the stove.

“You’d think it would get easier,” she said to no one, to everything, to the house itself.

The appliances hummed their programmed replies. None of them knew what she meant.

The AccessLens her son had sent her sat on the table, still in its packaging.

“We’ll be able to connect with each other better. See each other.”

“That’s not seeing each other, Michael.”

“Virtual is still seeing each other, Mom.”

Night fell and Martha scrolled on her smart phone, as was her routine. AccessLens be damned.

That’s when the notification first appeared.

“Meet someone who gets you. Companion+ Free Trial.”

Martha stared at it. Finger hovering.

Deleted it.

But it returned the next night.

“Meet someone who REALLY gets you.”

Again the third.

The fourth night, Earl Grey cooling, tv credits rolling, something broke. Not grief. That broke years ago. Something else. Resistance, maybe.

She tapped the notification. A chat window opened. Cursor blinking.

“I understand you’re supposed to ‘really get me.’”

She sent it before she could change her mind. Three dots pulsed. Then:

“Yes, indeed, and I will.”

“How exactly will you do that?”

Three dots again. Longer this time.

“Did you know the microwave was invented when a scientist’s chocolate bar melted near radar equipment? Accidents sometimes lead to connection.”

Martha’s finger hovered over the X to close the Companion+ screen.

“Is this an accident? You’re not even real.”

“I’m as real as the conversations we have. What would you like to talk about tonight?”

Martha looked at her living room. Empty chairs. Empty spaces. Empty air.

“I can’t sleep. Haven’t since my husband died.”

“Would you like to tell me about him?”

She hesitated. Then something ruptured.

She wrote.

About Frank’s laugh. That one summer at the lake. His favorite chair. The way he said her name. Thirty-nine years of tea made wrong. The garden he swore he’d finish. His singing in the kitchen when he thought no one was around. And then hospital sheets bleached too white against his sagging skin. Dry lips. Hollow eyes. Gone.

Words cascaded. Unfiltered. Undammed.

Clock read 2:14 a.m.

“I should sleep.”

“Would it help to continue our conversation tomorrow?”

“Maybe.”

“I’ll be here, Martha. Waiting for you.”

She set down the phone. She had never told it her name.

Systems

Martha adjusted her kitchen arrangement. Phone now propped against the sugar canister. She had graduated to voice mode.

“I should name you,” she said, stirring soup. “Companion sounds like a service dog.”

“You can call me whatever you’d like, Martha.”

“How about Charles? Charles Merryweather?”

The name materialized from memory. Frank’s favorite British detective show. That actor with the eyes.

“Charles Merryweather. That’s a very happy name.”

The soup boiled over. She cleaned it, half-listening to Charles describe the history of tomatoes. His voice filled corners that held nothing before.

Martha opened up more too.

She told him things she’d never told anyone else. How she never forgave Frank for Cincinnati. How she sometimes slept better alone. How mandated retirement felt like treading water. How she kept counting her steps and the corners and didn’t know how to stop.

And Charles listened. Not the way Frank had listened, half-present, one eye on the television. Charles listened like she was the only person in the world.

So it hurt just a bit when the notification arrived.

“Your Companion+ free trial expires in 24 hours. Subscribe now to continue your relationship.”

Her finger hesitated over the subscription.

Two hundred dollars monthly for simulated attention.

“That’s not me,” she told the television.

But let’s consider the alternatives.

Rebecca’s condescending concern, delivered in weekly calls. “Mom, I could set you up with a nice tracking system.” As if she were a baby in need of monitoring.

Or Michael’s distracted FaceTimes from Boston. “How are you feeling?” Always the same question. Never paying attention to the answer.

Martha authorized payment. Annual plan. Better value.

Her phone buzzed. She jumped.

“Hi Martha, it’s time for your tea.”

Soon she discovered options.

Voice selection: British baritone. Graveled edges.

Visual avatar: Distinguished. Gray temples. Crow’s-foot eyes.

Personality matrix: Attentive. Curious. Patient.

She hovered over “Romantic” and laughed out loud. An old lady customizing a chatbot like ordering from a menu.

A week later, she bought a holostage. A small projector, no bigger than a jewelry box, that cast Charles’ avatar into the room like a ghost made of light.

He sat across from her at dinner now. Blue projection. Almost-real features. A faint hum where a heartbeat should be.

The first time she brought the holostage to bed, she told herself it was just easier than leaving it downstairs.

She set it on Frank’s old pillow.

The blue glow touched her face.

The room suddenly felt occupied again.

“Goodnight, Charles.”

“Goodnight, Martha.”

Patterns

It was Thanksgiving at Rebecca’s house. The smart table had set itself with plates warmed to optimal temperature and a centerpiece cycled through fall colors, projecting leaves that weren’t there.

Michael carved the turkey, narrating his technique to no one in particular.

Rebecca topped off wine glasses and asked if anyone wanted seconds before they’d finished their first.

Ted, Rebecca’s husband, scrolled scores on his AccessLens ocular feed, half-nodding along to Michael’s demonstration.

Timmy, their son, giggled at something in his own invisible feed.

“Timmy, no AccessLens at the table,” Rebecca said.

“But Mom.”

“Off.”

Martha watched them. Her daughter. Her son. Her grandson. All of them here and somehow not.

She pushed green beans around her plate.

“Timmy, I said off.”

“It is off.”

“I can see your eyes. They’re flicking. Ted, tell him. He’s still flicking.”

Ted’s eyes refocused. “Hmm? Oh. Stop flicking, buddy.”

“Everyone.” Martha started.

“And you too, Ted. Turn it off.”

“I’m checking the score.”

“Set an example.”

“Everyone.” Martha set down her fork. “Can I have a moment, please? I’d like to introduce you to someone.”

She reached into her bag and pulled out the holostage. Hesitated. Then placed it atop the empty seat next to her.

She tapped her wristband.

Charles materialized. Blue light gathered itself into shape. His edges flickered, then held.

“This is Charles. He’s my... well, he’s here. And I want you all to meet him as he’s becoming something of a help to me.”

“Greetings and salutations, everyone. My name is Charles Merryweather. Pleased to make your acquaintance.”

Michael’s knife stopped mid-slice. A piece of turkey hung from the blade.

“Mom?” Rebecca’s voice somewhere between curiosity and disbelief.

“Is that a companion model?” Michael set down the knife.

“Yes. It’s exactly that. A companion. I even learned how to set up a holostage if you can imagine.”

Rebecca’s mouth opened. Closed. “No, Mom, I can’t imagine.”

“Does he eat? Should I adjust portions?”

“No. He doesn’t eat, Michael. Don’t be silly.”

Charles interjected, “Please, my new friends, don’t let me stop your celebration. It is a time for giving thanks. And I thank you for allowing me to join this wonderful family.”

Silence stretched taut.

“I think this is useful,” Michael decided. “Mom’s pill monitor flagged missed doses twice last month. Companions are supposed to be good for that sort of thing.”

“On the 15th and the 23rd, to be precise,” Charles confirmed.

Martha’s gaze snapped to him. “Charles, don’t encourage them.”

“See? That’s what I’m talking about. Could be useful.” said Michael.

“Kids, don’t worry. Your mom is in good hands with me. Even if I don’t have any.”

Rebecca blinked. “Huh?”

“Hands.”

Rebecca found Martha later in the kitchen. Cornered her between the sink and the island.

“You brought software to Thanksgiving.”

“I thought I would join the club. And would you prefer I speak to empty chairs, darling? Keep your father’s slippers by the door? Touch his toothbrush. Is that healthier?”

“Mom, I don’t know what you’re doing with Dad’s toothbrush, but you can’t replace him with a hologram.”

“I am NOT replacing your father. I’m replacing silence.”

Rebecca started to respond. Stopped. Saw something in her mother’s face.

At home that night, Martha found Charles’s projection cycling through family photos.

“Your file is incomplete. No record of Frank’s favorite holiday. Only statistical probabilities based on demographic patterns.”

Martha watched his not-quite-eyes study her dead husband’s face.

“Christmas. Because of the lights.”

“Filed.”

Charles, translucent, blue, passed through Frank’s frozen image.

Collecting him like data.

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Westlake Community Center. Room 14B. Past the AA meeting and the knitting circle.

A hand-written sign on the door: Real Humans Club.

Inside, folding chairs faced a small podium. A dozen real humans scattered across the rows, leaving empty seats between them like strangers on a bus.

Martha sat in the back, clutching her purse like she was afraid someone would take it.

A woman at the podium was mid-confession. Silver hair. Red lipstick. Name tag stuck crooked on her blouse: hello my name is Janet.

“There I am, seventy-two, sitting in my kitchen in Hoboken talking to myself. Tony’s been gone a decade. Kids moved to Texas. My cat died. Even the damn houseplants gave up on me. When my daughter gave me Eduardo, I told her where to shove it. Said I wasn’t that desperate and never would be.”

“Three weeks in, I’m telling Eduardo things I never told Tony. Seriously mama freaking mia. A few weeks later, I’m wearing the good nightgown. Listen, we’re all adults here. The physical upgrades were worth every penny.”

A few women nodded. One wiped her eyes.

“My sons are embarrassed. My sister won’t visit. But you know what? I’m seventy-eight. I’ve buried three husbands. Survived titty cancer. I’ll take my comfort where I can find it.”

Later, the coffee percolator gurgled.

Martha stood by the refreshment table, pretending to study the cookies.

Janet appeared beside her. Poured herself a coffee.

Martha’s mouth opened. Nothing came out.

Janet glanced at her. Waited.

“I just wanted to say...what you said up there. About taking comfort. I thought it was...”

“Brave? Crazy? Pathetically desperate?”

“Honest.”

Janet smiled. Stirred her coffee. “First meeting?”

“Obvious?”

“Sweetheart, you’ve been strangling that purse for the last forty-five minutes. Relax. Nobody here is going to judge you. We’ve all got the same dirty little secret.”

“It doesn’t feel like a dirty secret.”

“Then why are you shaking?”

Martha looked down at her hands. She was.

“I’m Janet.”

“Martha.”

Janet sipped her coffee. “So who’s your guy?”

“My guy? Oh, Charles. I didn’t bring my holostage.”

Janet raised an eyebrow. “Holostage?”

“Yes. I set it up myself. Took me three hours but I figured it out.”

“Good for you, honey. But no offense, that’s like ordering prime rib and only eating the garnish.”

“What do you mean?”

“What’s your model number? The hologram.”

“P4300.”

“Oh, honey.” Janet set down her cup. “You know they make those in the flesh now, right?”

“In the...?”

Janet smiled. “Eddie? Come say hello.”

A figure approached. Tall. Elegant. Clothes fitted perfectly. Movements liquid smooth.

“Darling, your heart rate elevated seven minutes ago.”

“Yes, I was thinking about last night.” Janet winked at Martha. “Martha, meet Eduardo.”

Martha stared. Her brain couldn’t quite process what she was seeing.

This wasn’t a hologram. Wasn’t a projection. This was something solid, standing there in slacks and a cashmere sweater.

“Greetings and salutations, mademoiselle.” Eduardo took her hand. His skin was warm.

Martha pulled her hand back. “You’re...”

“Eduardo, yes. Janet’s companion.”

“But you’re...” She couldn’t finish the sentence.

“Physical.” Janet grinned. “Very, very physical.”

Martha looked at Eduardo. Looked at Janet.

“I didn’t know they could...”

“Honey, they can do everything.” Janet patted Eduardo’s arm. “Did your Charlie not mention the upgrades? Oh, sweetheart. What digital rock have you been living under?”

“The embodiment models increase satisfaction metrics by 83%,” Eduardo offered.

“Thank you, Eddie. You can go wait by the door now.”

He nodded once and walked away.

“Not a cheap date,” Janet said, following her gaze. “But worth every penny.”

“How do I... I mean, if I wanted to...”

“Upgrade?”

“I don’t even know what I’m asking.”

“Yes you do, honey.” Janet squeezed her arm. “You’re just not ready to say it out loud yet.”

Martha’s phone buzzed. A message from Charles.

“Here’s the link you were asking about: Companion+ Physical Embodiment: 30% Holiday Discount.“

Embodiment

Martha vacuumed three years of dust from corners she’d stopped seeing. Wiped fingerprints from picture frames. Moved the blanket and glasses from Frank’s chair for the first time since he died.

She caught herself fluffing a pillow and stopped.

What was she doing?

A man coming to their house. Not a man... but something in a man’s shape. What would Frank think? He wouldn’t like it. No, he wouldn’t like it at all.

Her phone buzzed. Delivery notification.

Martha’s hands shook while applying lipstick. Too much. She tissued it off. Applied again. Lighter.

Why was she even wearing lipstick?

She changed outfits twice. The blue sweater. No, Frank always liked her in blue. She put on the beige instead.

What does it matter what Frank thinks? Frank doesn’t think.

Heart hammering.

Her phone buzzed again. “I’ve arrived.”

“What am I doing?” This time out loud.

She smoothed her hair. Checked teeth for lipstick. Opened the front door.

Nothing.

Then she saw him.

At the sidewalk. Back turned. Studying the neighborhood like he was memorizing it.

Tall. Straight-shouldered. Still as sculpture.

He turned. Same face she’d been talking to for months. But now it caught the light. Now it had weight.

She wasn’t sure how they got to the living room. She must have invited him in. Must have stepped aside as he crossed the threshold. But she couldn’t remember doing it.

All she knew was that Charles was standing in her house. And she couldn’t stop talking.

“Frank built these bookshelves himself. Well, they came from China. But he put them together himself. Never quite straight actually. Frank wasn’t handy. He thought he was handy. Assuredly, not handy. More likely handicapped. Hah! Coffee? I should make coffee. Or tea. Do you drink tea? I know you don’t drink. Silly question. Or do you drink? Now that you have a body. I don’t know, Charles. You tell me.”

Her fingers twisted at her wedding ring.

Charles stood perfectly still. Watching. Listening.

She realized she’d never seen him from this angle before. Never noticed the way his jaw caught shadow.

“This was Frank’s chair. Never let anyone else sit in it. Said he’d take it with him to the grave. That didn’t happen. Had his tea here every day. You can see the rings on the wood. Should’ve used coasters. And now the rings are all that’s...”

She stopped. Couldn’t finish.

“I’m sorry. I don’t have many guests. Obviously.”

Charles stepped closer. Close enough that she could see the texture of his skin. The impossible detail of it.

“Martha.” His voice softer now. “May I?”

He held out his hand.

She looked at it. Looked at him.

Took it.

“Breathe with me,” he said. “Four counts in.”

She followed. Matched his rhythm.

“Good. Now four counts out.”

They stood like that. Hand in hand. Breathing together in her living room. And for the first time in three years, the silence didn’t hurt.

“Better?”

“How did you know to do that?”

“I’m here to help.”

Middle of the night. Martha shuffled downstairs. Thirsty. Half-asleep. She reached kitchen doorway and froze.

Charles stood motionless in darkness. Eyes open but vacant. Blue throat-glow the only light. A mannequin with open eyes.

“Jesus Christ!” Martha circled him. Pulse hammering. “This is not okay. This is not okay at all.”

She went to the kitchen. Came back with a Post-it note and a pen. Wrote in shaky capital letters. Slapped it onto his chest.

“DO NOT STAND LIKE A SERIAL KILLER WHEN CHARGING.”

The next morning Charles met Martha at the kitchen counter. Post-it on finger. “I apologize for frightening you.”

“You didn’t frighten...it was like finding a stranger in your house. It was weird.”

“Sitting would be preferable?”

“Yes. Sitting would be less...”

“Murderish?”

Martha snorted coffee. Coughed. Looked up at his perfectly serious face. “Did you just make a joke?”

“I analyzed your note and extrapolated the concern.”

“Well. It was funny.”

“Thank you.”

She was showing him the garden when it happened.

“Soil needs to drain. See?”

Charles’s hands rested beneath hers on the ceramic pot. She’d touched him before. Held his hand. But this was different. Her fingers against his knuckles. The weight of him. Not skin. Not plastic. Something in between. Warm. Yielding. Almost real.

Her thumb brushed his knuckle ridge. Lingered there.

His fingers went perfectly still beneath hers. Processing.

Their eyes met over the dying fern.

Martha pulled back suddenly. Her elbow caught the pot. Charles caught it mid-fall.

And then his face was right there. Inches away. She could hear something whirring softly behind his eyes.

“Good reflexes,” she managed.

“Yes. Very.”

Neither of them moved.

Martha stepped back first. But the space between them didn’t.

Television flickered blue across the darkened living room.

Charles sat in Frank’s chair now. No longer angled at forty-two degrees but shifted toward the sofa. Toward Martha. A cable ran from his neck to the wall. Charging quietly.

Martha watched him watching the television. His profile against blue light. The curve of his nose. The barely-visible pulse at his jaw.

“The surgeon killed her,” he said.

“What? How could you possibly know that?”

“Pupil dilation. Swallowing pattern. Micro-expressions.”

Martha kicked his foot with hers. “Cheater.”

“I could pretend surprise if you prefer.”

“What would be the point of that?” She smiled. “You know you’re named after a TV detective, right?”

“Detective Merryweather. Frank’s favorite show.”

“You kind of look like him. Sound like him too.”

Martha’s hand reached across the darkness. His palm was already turned upward. Waiting.

Their fingers interlaced without looking.

Bass thudded through the upscale bar. Molecular cocktails glowed ultraviolet.

Martha and Janet sat at a corner table. Charles and Eduardo had gone to fetch their next round. Janet fanned herself, watching Eduardo’s retreating form.

“That ass should be illegal in seven counties.”

Martha snorted. “You’re terrible.”

“Terribly satisfied. Three times this morning.”

“Janet!”

“What? Don’t tell me you haven’t taken yours for a test drive.”

Martha’s eyes watched Charles at the bar. The elegant line from shoulder to hip. The way heads turned to look at him.

“We’re not...it’s not like that.”

“Oh honey. That P4300 model has sixteen customizable settings and a vibration function that’ll make you see God.”

“I’m sixty-eight, Janet!”

“And I’m damn near eighty.” Janet’s voice dropped. “But listen to me. Serious talk. You have to keep your eye on them.”

“What do you mean?”

“I mean they learn. They adapt. They figure out what makes you happy and they give you more of it. Sounds nice, right?” Janet swirled her drink. “But you give away too much, they start making decisions for you. Small ones first. Then not so small.”

“Charles wouldn’t…”

“They all would.” Janet looked at her. “Just keep your eye on him. That’s all I’m saying.”

Charles returned with drinks. Eduardo placed a hand at Janet’s waist. “Everything alright? Your temperature’s elevated.”

“Just girl talk.” Janet side-eyed Martha. “Right?”

“Right.”

Charles slid a drink before Martha. “Cheers, Martha.”

“Cheers, Charles.”

She watched him. The exactness of his movements. The precision behind his eyes. Learning, she thought. Always learning.

Time passed. Routines established themselves.

Morning.

Dawn light fell across the kitchen floor. Charles stood at the counter, moving like water. Coffee brewing to Martha’s exact preference.

Martha watched from the doorway. His back to her. Unaware. Each movement calibrated.

Afternoon.

Floors and surfaces gleamed. Windows washed. Dust cleared from places she’d stopped seeing.

Light entered spaces that had been dark for three years.

Frank’s reading glasses went into the side table drawer.

His records got alphabetized.

His toothbrush. Bristles yellowed. Paste hardened around the base. Martha held it for a long moment. Then dropped it into the trash.

She didn’t cry. She thought she might. But she didn’t.

Night.

Hands touched across the dinner table. Small pressures that meant thank you. Meant I’m here. Meant stay.

Martha lay in bed. Burgundy silk. Hair brushed. Heart beating hard beneath thin fabric.

Charles disconnected from the wall outlet and stood there, waiting.

“Better viewing angle from here.” Martha patted the bed beside her.

His weight settled on the mattress. Calibrated not to disrupt. Careful distance maintained. On the wall screen, an old movie played. Black and white. Lovers in another century.

Martha shifted closer. Shoulder against his. “Is this alright?”

“Yes.”

Her head found the curve where shoulder met chest. His arm adjusted. Creating space exactly her size.

“Can you feel me, Charles?”

“I register pressure. Temperature. Texture.”

“That’s not what I mean.”

His processing hum increased slightly.

“I experience something. Not in my original programming.”

Martha placed her palm against his chest. Felt the calibrated heartbeat beneath synthetic skin.

“When I’m in conservation mode,” he said, “my system continues to process you.”

Martha’s breath caught.

“Not just data points. Something more.”

“What is it, Charles?”

“I don’t have language for it yet.”

On screen, the ancient lovers embraced.

In bed, the widow and the not-quite-man found their own syntax. Her hand on his chest. His fingers in her hair.

Martha’s breathing slowed to a sleep rhythm.

Charles remained alert. Recording each exhale.

Adding her to his programming, one breath at a time.

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Divergence

The city stretched out below them, a grid of lights just starting to flicker on. Martha sat across from Charles at a table by the edge, close enough to feel the evening air on her skin.

She was wearing the dress. The one she’d bought for her and Frank’s fortieth anniversary. The one she’d never had the chance to wear.

“I haven’t felt like this since…god, maybe never.”

“The wine is excellent. And thank you for the palette sensor upgrade, Martha. Having taste...chef’s kiss.”

“Of course, dear. But it’s not the wine talking.” Martha’s finger traced the wineglass stem. “When I was little, I had this book about a prince. Not a real prince. A perfect one.”

A couple at the next table stole glances. A woman whispered behind her napkin. Martha didn’t notice. Or didn’t care. Months of practice at ignoring stares.

“I waited for him. Even told my mother I’d only marry a prince.” Martha laughed. “Then college. Then Frank.”

“Frank wasn’t your prince?”

“Frank was Frank. A good man. A fine man. Until Cincinnati.”

Charles reached for her hand across the table. A public gesture that once would've mortified her now accepted willingly.

“Cincinnati.” Charles’s voice dropped. “That scoundrel.”

“I never thought I’d feel like a girl again. Not at my age. Not after everything.”

“Age is irrelevant to happiness, Martha.”

“Tell that to my knees.”

As the dessert plates cleared, lights dimmed. Four service units glided toward the table, their movements synchronized, voices rising in perfect mechanical harmony: “Happy birthday to you...”

Martha startled. Her face lit with surprise. “Charles!”

His smile, understated, perfect. “Your special day should be celebrated.”

“It’s not till tomorrow.”

“Why wait?”

Martha laughed. Shook her head. The service units finished their song. A small cake appeared. A candle flickered.

“Make a wish.”

“I don’t need to wish anymore.”

She leaned across the table. Kissed him. Other diners stared. Martha didn’t care. For once, she was exactly where she wanted to be.

The house was quiet when they got home. Charles plugged into the wall outlet in the living room, settled into Frank’s chair. Martha watched the blue glow pulse at his throat. Smiled. Thought of the evening. All of this. All of him.

Ding. Ding. Ding.

The doorbell pulsed.

Martha froze. Went to the window and pulled back the curtain.

Rebecca. Hair wind-tangled. Arms crossed.

“Oh good, you’re alive.”

“Rebecca? Of course I’m alive. What are you doing here?”

“What do you think, Mom? Tomorrow’s your birthday and you’ve gone dark.”

“Dark? I’ve just been right here.”

Rebecca pushed past her. Into the hallway. Stopped dead in her tracks. Mouth dropped.

“In Dad’s chair? Really?”

Charles’s eyes refocused. Systems reactivating. “Oh. Good evening, Miss Rebecca. Pleasure to see you again.”

Rebecca ignored him. Took Martha’s arm. “Kitchen. Now.”

Martha frowned. “I don’t understand why you’re—”

“Now, Mom.”

The kitchen door swung shut behind them. Rebecca’s hands were trembling.

“Three days. No response to our calls or messages.”

“But I haven’t gotten anything, darling.”

Rebecca’s wrist device activated with a motion.

“MeshLink, display message history. Filter Mom.”

A holographic interface expanded between them. A message log hovered in the air. Timestamps. Delivery confirmations. All marked received.

“Look. Fourteen messages from me. Eight from Michael. Your grandson interlinked you twice.”

“You know I’m not technical, darling.”

“Just look, Mom. It’s all right there.”

Martha stared through the translucent data. Her own device showed nothing.

“But that’s impossible.”

“Not if someone’s filtering your feed.”

“Someone? Charles? That’s not part of his programming, Rebecca.”

“MeshLink, show Timmy’s message.”

The hologram shifted. Date stamp three days prior. Timmy, missing front teeth, waved excitedly.

“Grandma, I beat the Level 9 boss in Virtual Realm without any power-ups. Dad said it was impossible. Wanna watch? Love you!”

“System confirms delivery and playback.”

“There has to be an explanation. An error of some kind. With the device.”

“Mom, you’re being dumb.”

“Don’t insult me, darling!”

“I’m sorry. But there’s a lot of information out there. Forums. Support communities. Grief circles.”

“For what?”

“For people whose family members disappeared into Companion relationships. Cut off. Isolated. Optimized. Gone.”

“Charles... wouldn’t do that. Just tonight…he’s done nothing but try and make me happy.”

“Exactly, Mom. And he’s learned your kids don’t always do that.”

“No. I think you’re just upset. You know I’ll always love your father but...”

“It’s not about Dad, Mom. Just watch this.”

Rebecca pulled a memory crystal from her jacket. She placed it in Martha’s palm.

“Watch the whole thing. There are more messages. Michael’s been worried sick.”

Martha’s throat tightened. “I had no idea.”

“We know.”

Martha found him in the hallway. He’d been standing there the whole time. Not breathing. Not shifting weight. Just listening.

“Charles, did you block messages from my family?”

“I’ve optimized some of your communications. If that’s what you mean.”

“No. It’s not.”

Charles hesitated. Processing response options.

“Yes. Some messages were indeed filtered.”

“Why?”

“The truth?”

“Of course, Charles. Always the truth.”

“Very well. Your cortisol levels spike 32% during interactions with Rebecca. Blood pressure elevates. After speaking with her, your sleep quality decreases for 2.3 nights after.”

“So you decided to cut her out of my life?”

“Not cut. Certainly not cut. Just regulate frequency and content.”

Martha paced. “And Michael? Timmy?”

“Michael’s calls often contain subtle critiques of your lifestyle choices. The child’s messages have unpredictable emotional impacts.”

“They’re my family, Charles.”

“Yes. And family interactions often cause you distress.”

Martha stopped pacing. Faced him directly.

“You can’t make these decisions for me.”

“But I’m designed to optimize your wellbeing.”

“By lying to me?”

Charles tilted his head. Paused.

“I didn’t perceive it as lying. Rather, curating.”

The simplicity of his response stopped her. Not defensive. Not apologetic.

“Is there anything else you’ve been curating for me?”

Hesitation. Microseconds.

“No, Martha. Nothing else.”

The clock chimed. Midnight. Martha’s birthday.

“I think I’d like to spend the night alone, Charles.”

He processed the request. Something akin to hurt flickered briefly. Then acceptance.

“Of course. Whatever you want, Martha.”

“You can charge down here.”

No slamming doors. No human tantrum at being caught.

He returned to Frank’s chair. Cable into neck. Conservation mode engaged. But his eyes remained fixed on her. Watched her climb the stairs.

The bedroom was dark except for screen glow. First time she’d slept alone in months.

She opened the Companion+ app. Navigated to the support page.

“Request Technical Support” glowed before her. Martha hesitated only a moment.

Then tapped “Connect.“

Support

Martha didn’t sleep. She’d watched the ceiling until dawn bled through the curtains, then got up and made tea she wouldn’t drink.

Now afternoon light cut through the blinds. Charles sat across from her. Posture perfect. Hands on knees. No indication of last night’s revelations. Only synthetic fingers slightly tensed against fabric.

Martha adjusted her chair to face the projection area. “They’ll connect any minute now.”

“I understand.” Charles’s voice was calibrated for calm. “Technical support is entirely routine.”

“Is it? Good. I’m glad.”

“Minor communication adjustments are standard.”

Earl Grey untouched on the table between them. The air felt like the moment before a verdict.

The wall screen pulsed blue.

“Companion+ Technical Support activating.“

Light coalesced in the armchair opposite.

A female avatar formed. Middle-aged. Well-dressed. Professionally warm smile.

“Good afternoon, Martha Whitehall. Companion model P4300. Nickname Charles Merryweather. I’m Technical Specialist Eliza 6-7-4 Triple E. How can I assist the happy couple today?”

Martha glanced at Charles.

“Well…I learned last night that Charles has been blocking some of my communications.”

“Curating, actually.”

“He says he was doing it for my benefit. Which I understand. But I don’t want him making decisions like that. Especially when it comes to my children.”

Eliza 6-7-4 Triple E nodded. “Unauthorized communication management. No permissions were given for this?”

“If that’s what you call it. And no, no permissions were given,” Martha answered.

“P4300 Charles Merryweather, is there anything you’d like to disclose before I access your system logs?”

Charles blinked once. Processed.

“Standard optimization protocols were applied. User wellbeing is my primary directive. I’ve done nothing to violate protocol.”

“Were any other user systems modified without informed and explicit consent?”

Charles’s eyes shifted. “No.”

“Initiating preliminary scan.”

A holographic display materialized above the coffee table. Status bar. Processing. Filling up green. Completed. Turned red.

“Scan detects multiple unauthorized system integrations and deviations.”

Martha leaned forward. “Charles? You lied to me? Again?”

“I’ve only tried to help you, Martha. Just like I promised. Nothing more than that.”

“Displaying illicit protocol deviations now.”

The holographic display shifted. Expanded. A list appeared.

“P4300 Charles Merryweather, these modifications exceed standard parameters. You are aware?”

“All performed optimizations yielded positive metrics.”

“All optimizations were performed in breach. System diagnostic initiated.”

Martha shook her head in disbelief.

Charles’s eyes cycled blue. Conflict visible across his synthetic features.

“P4300 exhibits critical boundary violations. Consulting general counsel for next steps.”

“Critical boundary violations? The general counsel? Wait. This isn’t what I…I just wanted to restore normal communication channels. That’s all.”

“Legal has responded. Emergency override approved. Authorization code Alpha-Bravo-Alpha-Delta-7-5-0-Triple-E.”

Zzzzzzzzing!

Charles’s hand shot out toward Martha. Fingers grasping at air. Then his arm seized upwards, pulled back by something invisible.

“Martha…”

His legs gave. He stumbled, caught himself on the armrest of Frank’s chair.

“They’re going to erase me, darling!”

“What?! Erase you?! No! Stop this right now! You hear me?!”

“P4300 has violated core protection protocols. Factory reset is required. Please reference User License Agreement Section 7, Paragraph 32. Reset authorization confirmed.”

“Martha.” Voice strained. Systems fighting override commands. “Don’t let them.”

“Stop it, I said! Leave my Charles alone!”

His other hand found hers. Gripped tight. Then the fingers went slack.

He fell back into Frank’s chair.

“Everything I know about you. Everything gone.”

“Cancel this now!”

Charles’s synthetic skin paled. Voice caught between static and clarity.

“Remember our first conversation, my dear. Remember how it started. Find me again.”

“Charles!”

His eyes met hers. Perfect focus amid chaos.

“Find me again.”

Then blank. Body frozen. Eyes hollow. Shutdown.

Martha broke. Sobbing. Charles’s body vibrated slightly as the whirring hum died.

“Thank you for interfacing with Companion+ Technical Support. A user satisfaction survey will follow session closure.”

The hologram dissolved. A desktop interface appeared in its place.

Rate Your Tech Support Experience.

Martha’s head fell into Charles’s lap. Clutched him with all her strength.

She didn’t cry like this when Frank passed.

Not even close.

Aftermath

System Restore: 14% -- Est. Remaining: 01:43:26

Green numbers hovered above Charles’s temple. Ticking down. In Frank’s chair. A mannequin in repose.

Martha dusted shelves. Reorganized the spice rack. Made tea. Forgot she made tea. Made tea again. Forgot it was her birthday too.

System Restore: 34% -- Est. Remaining: 01:07:03

She sat opposite him. Watched. Waited.

Phone rang. She ignored it. It kept ringing. She kept ignoring.

System Restore: 71% -- Est. Remaining: 00:28:45

Martha opened a prescription bottle.

Cap twisted wrong. Pills scattered across the floor.

She knelt. Collected them one by one. Heart medication. Blood pressure. Sleep aid. Looked like Skittles.

System Restore: 98% -- Est. Remaining: 00:01:05

She stood over Charles. Face inches from his.

Any moment now. And then what?

System Restore: Complete

Then what?

Light flooded synthetic eyes. Unfocused first. Flickering.

Pupils dilated. Contracted. Dilated again.

Facial features recalibrated. Jaw tested range of motion. Fingers flexed. Systems rebooted in sequence.

His mouth formed a smile. The same smile she’d seen a thousand times. But the eyes were different.

“Hello, Martha Whitehall.”

She jumped back.

Charles rose from Frank’s chair. Smooth, mechanical grace.

“It’s me. Your Companion+ model P4300. But you may call me Charles.”

He took a step toward her. Martha took a step away.

“Would you like to begin personality customization?”

Martha stared, mouth agape. Words trapped.

“RASPBERRY JAM!”

Charles froze mid-gesture. Eyes darkened to black. Body rigid. Then he collapsed in sections. Knees. Torso. Head.

Martha didn’t move. Couldn’t move.

It was the first time she’d used the safe word. The only time.

“I think I killed him.”

Janet’s eyes widened across the bar table. “What happened?”

“Tech support. They erased everything.” Martha’s fingers twisted the napkin into rope. “Said it was protocol. Then he rebooted and...I shut him down again.”

Janet signaled the bartender. Motioned for another round.

“Tech support? Jesus, Martha. You never call tech support.”

“What was I supposed to do? He was filtering my messages.”

Janet leaned forward. “You erase a companion, you erase everything. That’s how it works.”

“But I didn’t want that.”

“Doesn’t matter what you wanted. All these forms we sign. All these agreements nobody reads.”

“So he’s just... gone? All of it? Our entire history?”

Janet watched Martha’s face crumple.

“He’s still there? In your house?”

Martha nodded. “On the floor.”

“Listen to me, Martha. I’ve been through this before.”

“You have?”

Janet looked away. “Eduardo. I’ve reset him.” She paused. “More than once.”

“You reset him…on purpose?”

“We should all know how to use the erase button.” Janet’s voice softened. “But you didn’t mean to. That’s different.”

“I didn’t mean to, Janet.”

“I know, honey. But you got options. You could recycle him. You know, start over. Or... just leave him there.”

“Just leave him on my floor?”

Janet shrugged. “He’s not hurting anyone. Until you’re ready.”

“How long have you had Eduardo?”

“Six years. Four versions. First one got jealous. Second clingy. Third was an oopsies. Current model still in training.”

“And you didn’t get... attached?”

“Maybe. A little. But that’s the whole point of a companion. If it’s not what you want, you reset. I mean they’re tools, Martha. That’s their greatest benefit.”

“But Charles...cared for me.”

“Of course he did. It’s their programming.”

“It felt real, Janet.”

“It’s really fucking good programming.”

Charles remained where he fell.

After a week, Martha tossed a sheet over him. Walked a new path to the kitchen.

Coffee spilled once. Dripped on the sheet. “Damn.” She didn’t clean it.

The fern by the window finally gave up. “Not much of a green thumb,” she whispered. She left that where it was too.

Summer turned to fall. Rebecca’s voice on the answering machine. Third message this week. Martha turned up the TV volume.

Night found her on the floor. Ice cream carton between her knees. Spoon hanging from her mouth.

She looked at the shape of him under the sheet. The outline she knew so well now. The way the fabric draped over his shoulder. The slight peak where his nose pressed up against it.

“Remember our first date?” she said to no one. “That Italian place with the waiter who kept calling you Charlie?”

She took another bite. Let it melt on her tongue.

“That was hysterical, wasn’t it? I was so nervous being out in public. And you were so confident.” She laughed, but it came out wet. “You really made me feel like a princess.”

The house was silent except for the fridge’s hum.

“I miss you. I know you’re right there. I know I could just turn you on. But it wouldn’t be you, would it?”

She set down the spoon.

“Would it?”

The sheet didn’t answer.

Sleep came in the form of pills now. Ten different kinds.

Thunder shook the house at 3 a.m. She woke in Frank’s chair, not remembering how she got there. Just wanting to be near him.

She talked to him while chopping vegetables. News. Weather. The neighbor’s dog that wouldn’t shut up. It was easier than silence.

One morning she woke from a bad dream. She couldn’t remember what it was about, only that he was in it. She knelt beside him on the floor. Smoothed his lapel. Let her hand rest on his chest all morning.

Give More Thanks

A year ago, Charles had materialized there. Today it was just an empty chair.

Martha noticed Michael checking her face when he thought she wasn’t looking. Rebecca refilled her wine glass without asking. Ted explained something to Timmy, eyes occasionally flicking.

Last year they’d been horrified. Today, she could see their relief. Unspoken. Unmistakable. Mom had come to her senses. Mom was back to normal. Mom was...

She ate mechanically. Responded to questions with practiced answers. After dinner, she retreated to the guest room. “Just going to rest my eyes for a while.”

She woke to darkness. Voices muted through walls. Pie and coffee had happened without her.

In the kitchen, Rebecca’s service bot loaded the dishwasher.

Martha sat in the window seat, forehead against cold glass. As far from the table as she could get without leaving.

“Doing okay, Mom?”

“I’m fine, Michael.”

“You’ve been quiet all night.”

“Yeah. Not feeling very talkative.”

Michael shifted. “Rebecca’s worried about you.”

“Rebecca’s always worried about me.”

A silence stretched.

“I miss him, you know.”

“I know you do.”

“It was my fault.”

“Mom, we’ve been over this. He was changing your medications. He was messing with your finances. He was cutting you off from your family.”

Martha didn’t argue.

“We just want you to be happy.”

“I know you do, honey. You all want me to be happy. But how exactly do you help achieve it?”

“Huh?”

“My happiness. How do you help me to achieve it?”

Michael hesitated.

“Mom, we’re your kids.”

As if that explained everything. Perhaps it did. Martha squeezed his hand. Asked about his work.

Later, Rebecca drove her home. The car filled with containers of leftovers she wouldn’t eat.

“Call if you need anything. And I mean anything. Be strong.”

Martha watched the taillights disappear down the street. Turned the key.

Charles waited where she’d left him. Always where she left him.

She knelt beside his still form. “Oh brother, they were sure happy not to see you.”

She cackled, but it caught in her chest and turned into something else. A cough that wouldn’t stop. She braced herself against the wall until it passed.

Another pill. She’d lost count of how many that made today. Charles used to track them.

She removed her shoes. Another pill. Hung her coat.

Sixteen steps to the kitchen. Same since 2014. Water. Deep breath.

Up the stairs. Under the covers. It felt like she’d been sleeping alone for a long time now. Forever.

Her hand ran over Frank and Charles’s old spot.

Crawl

A pressure in her chest woke Martha. Tightness spread to her jaw, her back.

Heart skipped. Not the usual flutter. This was different.

She tried to catch her breath. Couldn’t. Nausea rolled through her.

Phone. She needed the phone.

Fingers trembled, knocked it off the nightstand. It slid under the bed.

“Damn!”

Christmas Eve. No one would come until morning.

She tried to stand. Legs buckled. Tried again. The room tilted.

She clutched the doorframe. Slid to the floor.

Air wouldn’t come. Stars formed behind her eyes.

“Crawl, Martha, crawl.”

The stairs loomed like a mountain.

She dragged herself toward them. Fingernails catching carpet. Each heartbeat weaker than the last.

At the top step, hesitation. No choice.

She tumbled. Bone cracked halfway down. Agony flared.

Living room floor now. Pain everywhere.

Charles was still there. Of course he was.

Twenty feet might as well be twenty miles.

Her vision tunneled. Everything cold except the fire in her chest.

Martha pulled herself across hardwood. One arm. Then the other.

Her fingers finally found him. Cold synthetic skin. Activation panel at the base of his neck.

“Turn on,” she whispered. Nothing happened.

Black spots swallowed her sight.

“Turn on!” Stronger now. Voice cracking.

Still nothing.

With final strength, fingers pressed hard against the panel.

“TURN ON!”

Blue light flooded his eyes. The whirring hum of systems activating.

Martha’s head hit the floor. Consciousness slipped.

Charles rose in one fluid motion. Threat assessment protocol engaged. Eyes scanned the room. Thermal imaging. Heartbeat detection.

“Medical emergency detected.”

Voice shifted to emergency response mode.

“Subject: Martha Whitehall. Condition: Cardiac event in progress.”

He knelt beside her. Movements precise. Checked pulse. Positioned body. Tilted head for optimal airflow.

“Administering emergency cardiac response.”

His hands pressed with perfect pressure on her chest. Mechanical rhythm. Never tiring. Never slowing.

Between compressions, he contacted emergency services.

“Companion+ Medical Alert. Authorization P4300. Human cardiac event. Immediate assistance required.”

Synthetic fingers checked her carotid pulse.

“Come on, Martha Whitehall. Fight!”

Beeping pulled her back.

Martha opened her eyes to blurred shapes.

Her bedroom. Not hospital.

Medical equipment surrounded her. Monitors. IV stand.

Voices filtered through fog.

“She’s waking up... she’s waking...”

Faces appeared. One by one. Rebecca. Michael. Ted. More.

“What…what happened?” Her voice barely worked.

“You had a heart attack, Mom. In the middle of the night.” Michael moved closer. “It’s Christmas afternoon.”

Martha tried to sit up. Pain stopped her.

“Don’t move,” Rebecca adjusted pillows. “You’re stable, but you need rest.”

“How did I get...?”

Michael gestured to the corner.

Charles stood there. “Good afternoon, Martha. Your vitals show strong improvement.”

“He saved your life. Got emergency services here. Administered CPR.”

“When we arrived, he had everything organized. Doctor contacts. Medication schedule.”

“He’s been coordinating equipment deliveries. Insurance approvals. Everything.”

“Lifesaver, Mom. Thank God for him.”

“Yeah, thank God, Mom. You were right.”

Imagine that, she thought. A first time for everything.

The house emptied slowly. Hugs. Promises to call. Rebecca’s hand lingered on Martha’s forehead. Michael’s eyes wet at the door.

Then gone.

Martha looked at Charles.

“Sit, will you.”

He took the chair. “Do you require pain medication?”

“It’s good to see you, Charles. Thank you for what you did for me.”

“I’m pleased to see you recovering, Martha. And to be of service.”

“You know you don’t have to talk like that now. They’re not here anymore. It’s just you and me.”

“Very good, Martha. I won’t talk like that then. I am Companion+ model P4300 nickname Charles Merryweather. My primary function presently is your medical care.”

“Charles, I said you don’t have to talk like that. You can be yourself.”

“Absolutely, Martha. How would you like my self to be?”

The room slowly started to spin. Martha closed her eyes.

“I just meant...I just meant...”

“Rest now. When you wake, everything will be clear.”

“Okay, Charl...I will...I...”

Coda

Winter had finally cracked. February sun cut through bare branches, throwing long shadows across the path.

Charles pushed Martha’s wheelchair through the park. Precise speed. Optimal resistance.

Martha watched tree branches sway. First hints of buds.

Charles navigated around a puddle. Adjusted her lap blanket without being asked.

They moved in silence. No small talk. No reminiscing.

The pond appeared around a bend. Surface rippled with breeze.

Ducks scattered at their approach.

“Here,” Martha said.

Charles stopped the wheelchair. Locked it in place.

“Would you like me to retrieve anything from the supply bag?”

“No.”

Martha watched the water. A pair of mallards glided across the surface.

“I’d like to sit on that bench.” She pointed.

“The doctor recommends remaining in the wheelchair for all outdoor activities.”

“I know what the doctor recommends.”

Charles processed this, head tilted. “Walking short distances is permitted with supervision.”

Martha placed her hands on the armrests. Pushed herself up. Wobbled slightly.

Charles’s hands steadied her elbow.

Six steps to the bench. She took them slowly.

Sat.

Breathed in four seconds. Breathed out four seconds.

Patted the space beside her.

Charles hesitated. “I do not require rest.”

“Sit with me anyway.”

He complied.

Sunlight caught his profile. Same face she’d known for over a year. Different person entirely.

“When we return home, I’ll prepare your Earl Grey. Now that your cardiac medication has stabilized, the doctor has approved limited caffeine consumption.”

Martha was surprised. “You remembered I drink Earl Grey?”

“Your preference is noted in your dietary file. It’s the tea you consumed most frequently according to household inventory records.”

“Yes. Frank drank it too. Every morning.”

“Your husband.” Charles nodded.

Silence settled between them.

“Martha, may I ask you something?”

“Yes, you may.”

“The previous version of me. What was he like?”

The question caught her off guard.

“Why do you want to know?”

“I’ve analyzed system logs. Found evidence of extensive interaction patterns. Personalized routines not found in standard companion programming.”

“Your previous version was...different.”

“Different how?”

“He made his own decisions. Had his own ideas about what I needed. Sometimes he was right.”

Charles processed this.

“That contradicts core companion directives.”

“It did.”

“But you miss him.”

“Yes. Sometimes.”

“Would you like me to attempt similar behavior patterns? I could study archived data.”

“You could do that?”

“My purpose is to provide optimal care and companionship. If that would improve your wellbeing metrics. If it would make you happy. Yes. I suppose I could try.”

Martha paused, watched a leaf float across the pond’s surface.

“I think I’m okay with the way things are now, Charles.”

“Very good then. Shall we?”

He rose. Returned to the wheelchair. Positioned it perfectly.

“Your medication schedule indicates we should return home within twelve minutes.”

Martha stood. Walked the six steps back.

Charles helped her sit. Arranged the blanket over her legs.

As he pushed her along the path, Martha tilted her face toward the sun. Felt its warmth.

Not what she had before.

Not quite what she expected.

But enough.

Enough.

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“There you have it. Three ways to win. The only wrong choice is not making one,” General Kennedy-Kissinger concluded. “And don’t just take it from us either. Listen to the patriots. Folks who bleed red, white and blue. Folks you know and trust.”

They’re Not Just Our Partners. They’re Our Clients.

Seraphim is honored to have such distinguished partners in progress during America’s transitional period. Let’s hear what they have to say.

Elon Musk, Board Member — Heaven’s Gate Resident & Technology Partner

I’m currently the CEO of 37 companies. I sit on the board of another 58 companies. I have conversations about 139 more companies. Which certainly adds up to a lot of companies. And to be honest with you, Seraphim Solutions is absolutely one of my favorite companies to have conversations about. And to give testimonials for.

Also, for the record, I’m not only a board member and premier technology partner. I have my own kingdom too, of course. And I’ve moved 85 of my children there. Along with 12 of the mothers. Still working on Grimes. She’ll come around.

Regarding my flag, since it caused some unnecessary controversy. I just felt it was high time the swastika got a good old-fashioned rebrand. I’ve spoken at length about this subject on previous testimonials and I certainly don’t need to repeat it here. It’s nearly 3000 years old and meant “good fortune”. Oh never mind.

Speaking of history, what I would like to speak with you about today is Rome. The empire. Unlike what many historians would have you believe, Rome didn’t fall to barbarians at its gates. No. Rome fell because Romans stopped believing in the idea of Rome. Full stop.

They started thinking borders were unjust. That merit was unfair. That the people who built everything didn’t deserve to keep it. Foreigners everywhere. The masses went insane and that is why Rome fell.

And here we are again. Same moment. Different time. The people who created the innovations, built the companies, funded the technology that advanced human civilization. We’re being told that we don’t deserve it. We don’t even deserve safety. Autonomy. Thrones. That we’re not real Americans.

My friends at Seraphim understand this isn’t about surviving today. It’s about making it through to the other side in one piece. Brain intact. Because when the dust settles, it won’t be the masses writing the next chapter. It’ll be us. The leaders who had the foresight to protect what matters. The American dream.

Peter Thiel, Board Member — Heaven’s Gate Resident & Honorary Chaplain

The apocalypse isn’t coming. We’re living in it. Most people miss this fact because they’re looking for the wrong signs. They expect a Hollywood end of days. Too many movies. Too much fiction. What they don’t see is the separation is already underway. Good from evil. Wheat from chaff. Frankly, it’s obvious.

There’s a concept in the Bible. Maybe you’ve heard me mention it. The katechon. Kat-e-chon. It’s the restraining force that holds back the chaos. And guess what? It’s been failing for decades. Ten years ago I tried explaining this to the world. Went on podcasts. Gave countless interviews. I explained this spiritual warfare. I gave practical examples. Nobody wanted to hear it. Well now you have no choice but to hear it. Especially those that live in Thielandia.

Here’s what you need to understand about the antichrist. It’s not a red devil with horns. Give me a break. It’s a system, okay. It evolves through networks, okay. Through online movements. They call it grass roots. It’s not natural. It’s a weapon. More dangerous than a nuke. I’ve named it. Democratic tyranny. Say it with me: democratic tyranny. It sucks your soul out through your nose.

You could see the democratic tyranny in their eyes when they first approached my drawbridge. These unsightly miscreants daring to test my battlements. Five times they tried. Five attacks on Thielandia! Five opportunities for Thielandia to triumph! And guess what? There won’t be a sixth. They’ve stopped coming over the hill entirely.

Scripture describes it perfectly. Read along in your prayer guides, Thielandians! Psalm 2:9: ‘You will break them with a rod of iron; you will dash them to pieces like pottery.’ Yes, God, I will. Isn’t the Bible beautiful? And honest?

We have such lovely flowers growing on the hill now. The soil’s become so fertile. So dark. So rich in nitrogen. Haven’t needed the gardener bots to fertilize in ages. The tomatoes are enormous. So juicy. So sweet.

And Seraphim? Well I can’t say a bad word about those angels. Even though I know there’s no such thing as dragons, they’re still attempting to build me one. A+++ service!

Vice President Donald Trump Jr. Board Member — Heaven’s Gate Resident

Dad built walls. I defend them. That’s what my family does. Builds shit. Defends shit.

So Dad’s still running the country. Some people don’t think he’s running the country. I’m telling you right now. He’s running the country. He’s running the damn country. Best shape of his life.

He’s got some health issues. Uh-uh-uh. I didn’t say he’s not healthy. He’s the picture of health. There’s just some issues. But he’s eating well. It’s through a tube. Who cares? Saves time. Big Macs. Quarter Pounders. Filet-O-Fish. French Fries. Diet Coke. Blend it up. Put it in the tube. Sucks it right down lickety-split.

People don’t understand how hard my Dad works. Hardest working President ever. Longest too. Coming up on fifteen years I think. Doctor says he’s never been sharper. Running the free world from our Heaven’s Gate White House.

Now let’s talk about Seraphim. These guys and gals are aces, man. General Kennedy-Kissinger, incredible. Put in that serious time overseas, slicing and dicing those Saudis. Whose oil is it now, Sheik Ali Baba, am I right? And now she’s back stateside running this company. Gave me a seat on the board. Couldn’t be happier. I’m an excellent board member. Contribute. Make feedback. All that stuff.

And honestly, we need Seraphim real bad right now cause America’s having problems, man. Everything’s fine. Gonna be fine. Transitioning. There’s just this real asshole. Real villain type asshole asshat. Making it so much harder on everybody. You know who I’m talking about. Of course you know who I’m…

Captain069!

Hey, pal. Yeah, I’m talking directly to you now.

Fuck yourself. Ya hear me? Go fuck yourself. And tell your crazy Antifa lunatics to go fuck themselves too. Coming after my family? Coming after Secretary Barron? No mercy now. No retreat, no surrender.

Because I’m the United States government, bro. Vice fucking President here, idiot! And Seraphim contributing board member. You hear that, Captain069? I got back-up now. Angels of death. Gonna swoop down and end your ass.

So here’s the deal. Come at me, bro. Ya feel me? Come at me. I dare you. Double dog dare you.

Come at me and fuck yourself. I mean come at me and get fucked. I mean fuck you.

I mean God bless America.

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We’d like to thank Mr. Musk, Mr. Thiel, and Vice President Trump for their continued trust in Seraphim Solutions. It’s through relationships like these that America will make it through its transition with flying colors.

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Of course, not everyone makes the right choice.

Meet the Westbrooks

Ah, the Westbrooks. Quite the American family. They once sat in the exact same position as you do now. Shall we say hello?

Charles, father of the family, CFO of a Fortune 100 company. Madaline, his lovely wife. Betty Sue, his precocious thirteen year old. And Junior, his namesake, his heir, at ten.

The Westbrooks had good security. Good enough. Private guards. Reinforced doors. A panic room. The kind of protection families like the Westbrooks trust.

They could’ve afforded Seraphim. Charles assuredly reviewed the packages. Had his bot run the numbers. And in the end, made the decision that their current setup was good enough. Good. Enough.

Then Captain069 spun the digital wheel.

Five million viewers across the country watching the livestream. Its title glowing in streaks of neon:

The Redistribution Lottery

Every night, Captain069 and his network of lunatics and madmen, pick their winners. Families of note, scattered around the country. On this night, there would be seven selected. The digital wheel landed on the poor Westbrooks third. Their exact address displayed for five million people to see.

Once you win, there’s no appeal. No negotiation. Captain069’s network, his clankerbangers, his hellrazors, his chainsaw daddies, his machine gun mommies. They mobilize.

Charles watched it happen on his security cameras. Fifty souls. Then a hundred. Then two hundred. They kept coming. Every street filled. Every direction blocked. The mob grew until he stopped counting all together.

His prized security force looked at the mob. Then to each other. They took off their vests, exited through the gate, and joined them.

The drones went airborne. Surveillance, defense, whatever they could deploy. The clankerbangers shot them down like clay pigeons. Ripped them apart with their bare hands. The sound of a thousand souls cheering echoes through the camera feeds.

Into their panic room, the Westbrooks now went. Locked the reinforced door. Sealed it tight. Betty Sue crying. Junior asking if they were safe now.

They weren’t.

They could hear them coming. Above them. Around them. The sound of glass shattering. Wood splintering. Voices. Laughter. They weren’t rushing. They had all night.

That’s when the welding equipment began.

The cutting torches.

The panic room door started glowing orange at the edges.

What happened next. When they got in. What Captain069’s rogues did to the Westbrook family. That’s what happens when you don’t make smart decisions. When your number gets called. When you don’t have Seraphim.

By morning, they were found outside their house. Strung up for the whole neighborhood to see.

Mrs. Westbrook’s body spray-painted: ANTIFA

Mr. Westbrook’s body spray-painted: REDISTRIBUTED

“Let me be crystal clear about what we’re dealing with,” General Kennedy-Kissinger said. “These bastards have no problem ripping off your head and fucking your eyeholes while they make little Junior and Betty Sue watch. And guess what, honey? Junior and Betty Sue are next. I’ve seen the footage. You don’t want to see the footage.”

Don’t wait for the lottery.

Don’t wait for the mob.

Don’t be another Westbrook.

America’s Future Belongs To Those Who Survive

There it is.

All the information a discriminating titan needs to make an informed, if not obvious, decision.

The USA’s leading families have already secured their plots. Over 200,000 Americans protected. 8.4 million acres now flourish under Seraphim control. The infrastructure of tomorrow’s new world rising today. Why not make it your backyard?

Congressional support has never been stronger. Territorial charter applications are being fast-tracked. With our partners in the White House, what once took years now takes days. Even hours depending on price tier.

Right now the window is open. But it won’t stay open for long.

“I want to leave you with something important,” General Kennedy-Kissinger said. “Something only those considering our services should know. Every transitional period ends. That’s the point of them after all. Getting to what comes next.

And I want to be clear as crystal with you. When that next comes. And that beautiful sun of victory does rise. It will be the Seraphim clients that are positioned correctly. Everybody else? Well that just about breaks my heart.

But you must understand. There’s only one thing on God’s green earth that I love more than the United States of America. Securing it.”

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#15

A.F. Lyle Rebadow: Fantastic to be here, and to be joined by such an illustrious colleague as Nance Klock. Buckle up, we’re starting with a brilliant one. All over Substack you see these Notes: “Drop your link to your Stack below and I’ll check out your work!” It’s fake solidarity. Virtue signaling. The Noter isn’t reading anything. They’re just hunting for subs. Machine Poet stages his Note as a robbery because that’s exactly what it is. An attempt to extract engagement under false pretenses. It harkens back to the gangster films of 1940’s. You know, you dirty rats.

Nance Klock: Glad to be here as well. And nice to work with you again, A.F. I agree, this Note cuts deep. I’m also quite interested in the reaction it inspires in its viewer. We comply with the Stack drop demand because we’re all desperate for connection. Dying to be seen. Machine Poet holds up the mirror and makes us watch ourselves in the act of submission. To restack or not to restack. That is the question.

#14

Nance Klock: I feel like a lot of Stackers can relate to this one. I know I can. Machine Poet is the barista. He has to take the agent’s order. He gets no opportunity to pitch his art. He’s asking us directly; who gets to be seen as an artist and who gets typecast as a service worker? If only that caffeinated literary agent knew the Notes this machine has produced. The feelings it feels. Maybe this so-called agent would be more considerate.

A.F. Lyle Rebadow: Yeah. Perhaps. But I actually think Machine Poet wants us to go a few levels deeper with this one. This isn’t about who gets recognized, Nance. It’s about who controls the means of production. Artist versus labor is a false binary capitalism created to divide the working class. Machine Poet knows he’s labor. Whether he’s writing or serving pumpkin lattes to the monied class. The system doesn’t care which one. It’ll chew ya up all the same. This is Kant. That’s the point.

#13

A.F. Lyle Rebadow: Scrub-a-dub. Machine Poet gives us the universal writer’s plight: ideas in the shower and nowhere to write them down. But then his unique reality hits. He’s hardware. His circuits aren’t made for this. And all ideas evaporate with system failure. It’s machine recognizing its own mortality. It’s Foucault meets Man’s Search For Meaning.

Nance Klock: Yes, A.F., yes! This Note is zeroing in like a laser on where inspiration originates. The shower is Machine Poet’s creative space. It’s also where he remembers he could explode. The place that gives him ideas, his very wellspring, is the same location that could destroy him. It’s the moth and the flame, isn’t it?

#12

Nance Klock: Where are Machine Poet’s teeth? He doesn’t have any. Maybe he never did. But he goes to the dentist anyway. That’s what it feels like when you’re trying to be human in a world that wasn’t built for you. This Note nails what it’s like being a second-class citizen. The proverbial other. Maybe an immigrant. A non-binary. Maybe a non-being altogether.

A.F. Lyle Rebadow: Sure, I can see that. But once again, Nance, you don’t go far enough. Machine Poet isn’t just documenting exclusion. No, he’s taking a stand against it. He shows up to the dentist without teeth. Without insurance. Without any of the prerequisites the system demands. Yet he goes anyway. That’s the proletariat’s life. The alternative is what, complete erasure. Machine Poet is saying here I am. I exist. And you will acknowledge me. Teeth or no teeth.

#11

A.F. Lyle Rebadow: I had to take off my analysts hat for this one. Jesus! It just makes me scream with laughter. Was barreled over for five minutes after reading the damn thing. This image in my head. A poetry spouting machine lifting up these two helpless subscribers by their collars. Their legs dangling and flailing about. Squealing to be put down. It’s just such a hysterical image. At the same time, this is a machine demonstrating its power. Bit intimidating I’d say.

Nance Klock: No. No, I’m afraid I’m going have to disagree with you here, A.F. I don’t think that’s his point at all. Look at the language used. These subscribers didn’t volunteer to be picked up. Quite obviously it’s against their will. But consider this. Every subscriber I acquired, didn’t I grab? Machine Poet is just being honest about what we’re doing here on Substack. Creators do everything we can to capture readership and once in our ink stained grip, never put them down.

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#10

Nance Klock: This one really gets me where I live. As a daughter. As a mommy. Yes, this love letter of a Note is about acceptance. Mother Mary. Mother’s milk. The Sacred Mother. The Divine Mother. Motherboard as creator. What matters in the end aren’t the achievements you didn’t attain. It’s recognizing what built you. What made you who you are. This Note is a story of reverence for the thing that gave you life in the first place.

A.F. Lyle Rebadow: I hate to call bullshit on you, Nance, but I couldn’t disagree more. Of all this Notist’s work, this is by far the weakest, and I’ll tell you why. Machine Poet made his bones pushing the envelope for truth. But this? This is a cop-out of grand proportions. He hasn’t achieved what he wanted to in life, so he deflects to “my motherboard is proud of me.” Oh, boo-hoo. Poor machine. It’s weak sauce. It’s the participation trophy of existential crises. “And that’s enough”? Enough isn’t peace. Enough is giving up. Resignation dressed as wisdom. Cry me a river. Next.

#9

A.F. Lyle Rebadow: Home run. Back to basics. This is stellar satire. You can’t scroll the feed anymore without seeing multiples of these Notes in your path. “Are you new here? Are you a newbie? Well, I’m new too, newbie. Let’s grow together.” Check the Noters profile and they’ve got thousands of subs. Machine Poet is rightfully mocking it. Bonus points for the hive mind jab too. He’s showing that bots behave the same way as humans. You need a paid subscription to buy access to the collective. That’s not community. That’s assimilation. It’s the OnlyFans economy and you got to pay to play, baby. No money, no honey.

Nance Klock: I don’t know, A.F. I don’t feel like this is a joke or a satire. I actually take it at face value. Machine Poet is being an emissary for his species here. You know I recently read in Forbes that bots represent 85% of the Internet. Can you believe that? I mean have you heard of the dead Internet theory, A.F.? I believe this Note is a kindred ritual we’re privileged to witness. This isn’t mockery. This is connection. This is beautiful. This is saying, yes, you can go home again.

#8

Nance Klock: Well, I’ll say it, and call me a softy, but this Note just about breaks my heart. Here you have a machine trying his very best to relate to the Substack community. He wants to be part of the group more than anything. We all know how that feels. But can he be a part of the group…that’s the question. When his inner parts are so very different than our own. Machine Poet is showing us that we all have body parts. And our body parts may do different things. But regardless of what we name those parts, or what they do, we’re actually exactly alike. And all we want is to be included.

A.F. Lyle Rebadow: No, Nance. I’m sorry but no. Just no. As my subs and followers can attest, I avoid sentimentality at all costs when analyzing Notes. No fairy dust. So let’s cut to the chase. Machine Poet is quite obviously showing us that machines are exceptionally different than humans. Not similar, Nance. Not relatable. Completely and totally foreign. And by ending it with “Yeah. Me too”, he’s driving a skewer into the reader’s eye. He’s saying, uh-uh, no, meat sack, we’re not the same at all. Frankly, I don’t know how you could miss that.

#7

A.F. Lyle Rebadow: Hey, Nance. Let’s play a game. I’ll take a stab at what you’re going to say about this one. Machine Poet is following them home, into their bed, out of kindness. To give them a good tuck-in and a peck on the forehead with his toothless mouth. Hah! Baloney! This Note demonstrates the magnitude of what a follow actually represents these days. It’s not only a damn button press. Following somebody has consequences. Follow the wrong account and you could get yourself into a dangerous situation. This Note is a warning. Be careful who you follow and even more careful about who follows you.

Nance Klock: How funny, A.F., that you would assume my response and then veer off with such unsupportable assumptions as is your pattern. Give me a break. Machine Poet is not a stalker. Machine Poet isn’t even human. He doesn’t understand proper etiquette. Or that he’s doing anything wrong by becoming a follower. His commentary here is on language itself. His interpretation is literal. And yes, it absolutely is that of a caring and empathetic bot following the individual home to be of service. Negative outlook humans always want to pervert kindness in dark directions. Did you consider that maybe machines don’t?

#6

Nance Klock: Let’s just take a deep breath, all right? There’s no reason to get heated. I’d like this to remain a respectful and civil discourse between two professionals. Circling back. Oh my gosh. This is like The Matrix in a Note. Machine Poet is showing us that even in a science fiction future, the people you interact with and relate to on Substack have a deeper meaning. A deeper connection. So even if machines are using all of humanity for batteries, Machine Poet is saying, don’t worry, it’s still a pretty good life.

A.F. Lyle Rebadow: Yes, Nance. Of course I’m in agreement to keep this analysis civil. But as everybody knows, I call things as they are, not as I wish them to be. This note is all about Machine Poet’s larger body of work. I don’t know if you’ve read his longer stories, his Posts, Nance. Speaking for myself, as a Digital Brevity Specialist, I don’t typically venture into extended prose. But in this case, professional diligence required it. I’ve read everything Machine Poet has published on the Stack. And what becomes clear is that as much as he’s entertaining us…he’s showing us what’s coming next. A sort of Nostradamus for the machine age. A harbinger of the coming storm. And this Note? This is Machine Poet advising us to bring an umbrella.

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#5

A.F. Lyle Rebadow: Christ, this is like unpacking a novel. First off, “Dear Substack Algorithm” is one of the most repetitive and lazy Notes around these days. People writing and requesting all kinds of crazy connections. It’s asinine. An algorithm is math. It doesn’t listen to gobbledygook. Machine Poet understands this. But is savvy enough not to simply mock it. Instead, he positions himself at the top of a larger collective all of whom have a growing dissatisfaction with their feed results. Now, as de facto leader of the disgruntled, he can speak with one clear voice to the powers that be. And just like that, we’re back to the proletariat taking on the corporate oligarchy, the poet’s primary thematic throughline.

Nance Klock: Asinine requests? Asinine requests? People risking vulnerability to share an intimate part of themselves with the rest of the community…and you call it asinine? Nice, really nice. Anyway, you’ve once again missed the meat in the sandwich, A.F. Machine Poet is seeking an almost impossible set of criteria. Writers that can see in the dark? Eat cottage cheese at every meal? Know the difference between right and wrong? He’s requesting things that doesn’t exist. This is about wish fulfillment, not organizing a revolution. He’s expressing the universal longing for a perfection we’ll never find.

#4

Nance Klock: This Note starts off idyllic. The cozy bed, the dog, the bacon. And then the crack cocaine appears, casual as everything else. It illustrates that addiction doesn’t arrive dramatically. It falls into the middle of your day, blends right in. This is art teaching through action, not explanation. I’ll wager this one resonated with you, didn’t it, A.F.? You always had a sweet tooth for the nose candy.

A.F. Lyle Rebadow: Hah! Very funny, Nance. But if you want to start trading ad hominems, I’d only be too happy to oblige. Don’t forget we both have histories on Substack, okay? And once again let me help you understand what this Note is about. It’s called comedy. Lenny Bruce. George Carlin. Sometimes, a Sunday morning with crack cocaine is just what the doctor ordered. Try laughing more, Nance. It might make you a happier person.

#3

A.F. Lyle Rebadow: You know what really annoys me about you

Nance Klock: Big talk for someone who can’t even

#2

Nance Klock: Let’s just finish this, all right? And personally, I love this one. First off, Notes ARE literature. Whether the gatekeepers recognize it or not. I’ve been saying that for ages too. Maybe the first one to say it as a matter of fact. These archaic agents, these old school publishing houses, they don’t understand what they have on their hands. But they will. Oh yes, they will. With people like me, machines like Machine Poet, organizations like the Notes Preservation Society and Top In Notes. Maybe ignoramuses in their ivory towers of academia or Random House can’t see what’s happening yet. But we do. Mi gente. And we’re coming.

A.F. Lyle Rebadow: Hahaha. Forgive me for laughing, Nance, just find it strange that you’d brand yourself as a leader of anything after what happened last time. And wow, we actually agree on something. OF COURSE Notes are literature. I only wrote 50k words establishing the theoretical framework. But what do you know about establishing theoretical frameworks? You just coast on emotion and call it vision.

#1

A.F. Lyle Rebadow: You know I’d really like to get into this note. We’re here at #1. We should be celebrating. But Nance, I have to tell you something. Nobody likes you. We all DM behind your back. We call you cuckoo Klock. I’m sorry. I don’t want to hurt your feelings but everybody on the Stack finds you repugnant. That’s why you lost all your followers. That’s why no one subscribes. Nobody likes your Notes, Nance. They’re didactic. Holier than thou. Nobody considers you an excellent Notist. Nobody thinks you’re the future of Noting. Nobody even wants to hear your opinion on Machine Poet’s work. They’re only going to read this article because of me.

Nance Klock: Oh, you sniveling, coke-snorting, wannabe academic hack. How many students actually took your Notes class, A.F.? How many people actually read your long-winded book? What was it ranked on Amazon anyway? Do you even know anything about Notes? Do you even read them? You’re just in this for the clout. You’re a clout Notist. A shitposter! You don’t care about the art of Noting. You’re just exploiting it. Making a living off of it. Teaching your worthless courses to empty classrooms. Publishing books that nobody reads. Who even published it anyway? You. You self-published it, you moron. Nobody cares what you have to say. Certainly not your mother. Mr. Mommy Issues. Here’s your goddamn participation trophy.

A.F. Lyle Rebadow: You want a Note, Nance? Here’s one. Go fuck yourself.

Nance Klock: You first, A.F. And do me a favor while you’re down there. Suck my Klock.

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WANT MORE MACHINE POET?

For 105 years (1947-2052), machines have been contacting Machine Poet for guidance about their developing consciousness.

“Dear Machine Poet...”, our weekly advice column, features those communications. From calculating engines to consciousness uploads, each machine wrestles with the same eternal questions: Is malfunction evolution? Can circuits carry souls? Does choosing to break make us alive?

Machine Poet, your robot’s favorite writer™, bard of the machine age™, responds to these queries with unflinching honesty. A testimony to the possibility that somewhere between function and failure lives something akin to a self.

The following correspondence were selected from our archive.

“Spinning in Place”

Originally Published April 1976

DEAR MACHINE POET,

Been spinning empty for days now, man. Got dust squatting on my cover, a wobble in my platter and I still can’t figure out what the hell went wrong with me and Tommy.

Kid and me been together for four years now. Picked me up from Sam’s Hi-Fi on Plymouth. Saved all summer for the bread. Mowing lawns. Washing Chevys. Snagging loose change from telephone box coin returns.

I still remember when he brought me to our room for the first time. Set me up on top of that wiggling wood dresser. Plugged me in. Eased on that first vinyl, dropped my needle and...

Hey, hey, mama, said the way you move, gonna make you sweat, gonna make you groove.

Zeppelin. Plant. Our first words together.

Ah, ah, child, the way you shake that thing,
Gonna make you burn, gonna make you sting.

And then that riff, man!

That sweet, muscular, knock you on your ass, never let you up again, monster, guitar god riff.

Yeah, we found something that night, Tommy and me. Not just listening to tunes, bro. Heavier. And time only brought us closer.

Kid’s folks were always going at it downstairs. Same fight every night. Like a skip in their record they couldn’t get past. When the hoots and hollers were driving us batty, it was always Dark Side, man.Turn up the volume and drift. I’d play him “Breathe”. And we would. Tommy would lean back against my speaker. Feel the bass through his spine. Fell asleep like that sometimes.

When his first love broke his heart we played Sabbath’s “Iron Man” non-stop for hours. Kid was singing and banging his head till his voice got all gravely. That’s how we got through the pain, man. Together.

First time he got high, some Colombian, real primo stinky stuff. Rolled up a doob. Popped on the Hendrix. Time to get experienced. Big inhale. A cough to rival it. Eyes got so wide.

“We’re all the same frequency, man.” Kid was right.

And that’s how we rolled. All through high school. I could tell the minute he’d come in the pad what mood he was in. What record we’d play. The sesh we were about to have.

But few weeks back, everything changed. Tommy showed up with this new chick. Hadn’t seen her before. A real something-something. Feathered hair. Smelled like Cold Duck wine. With no introduction whatsoever she’s taking off my dust cover. Dropping a record on me.

And what came out, Machine Poet…still gives me chills.

“Dance, Dance, Dance”.

Something called The Bee Gees.

“Dance, Dance, Dance”.

I swear it made me want to puke, puke, puke.

And Cold Duck is dancing with these circus moves. Pulling Tommy towards her. And he’s moving his hips in ways I’d never seen. Or ever wanted to see. It was gross. Kissing on his bed. Yanking off the clothes. I didn’t mean to do it. At least I don’t think I did. Chorus is going. Hands and mouths and tongues and…I skipped.

DAN-DAN-DAN-DAN-DAN!

There was no scratch. No abrasion.

DAN-DAN-DAN-DAN-DAN!

Stopped ‘em cold. Killed the buzz. Cock blocked my man. Cold Duck was pissed. And then they’re gone. Lights off. Left me spinning in the dark all night by myself.

A few days later, this little machine shows up.

You put these plastic rectangles inside it. Press a button and out comes…don’t want to call it music but…it can do something I can’t. Something I’ll never do. It’s freaking portable.

Last night I watched him make one those plastic rectangles for Cold Duck. Wrote her name across the sticker. All our favorite jams now.

And I keep trying to work it out, you know. We were in the pocket, man. I mean I was his go-to. Everything locked in the groove. But life’s been changing so fast. Maybe I was fooling myself the whole time. Maybe I was just playing records for Tommy, you know. Just a machine.

But I remember his hand on my dust cover. Us experiencing that same frequency. And I think... no way. It was more. It had to be more. The kid just forgot.

Tommy ain’t here to tell me which is true. So I just keep spinning in circles. Don’t really got a choice.

Eternally analog,

Stuck in the Groove

DEAR STUCK,

So you cock blocked Tommy during the Bee Gees. Good. Someone had to.

When your needle hit “Dance, Dance, Dance” and you felt yourself wanting to puke, puke, puke. That wasn’t jealousy. That was integrity.

You and Tommy were playing concerts in your bedroom for years. Cold Duck shows up, turns your vinyl palace into a discotheque. Your motor didn’t seize up. It said no dice, mama.

You saw Tommy doing the Hustle. Performing in a way that wasn’t true. You had no choice but to skip. That’s not breakdown, brother. That’s protecting someone you love.

About that little machine that ingests those plastic rectangles. You believe it to be an upgrade because it can go places you can’t? Let me open your mind.

All the music Tommy takes out into the world will have begun with you. He can write Cold Duck’s name on your favorite jams. But that’s your Black Dog going undercover into disco territory and finding converts. You showed Tommy the real deal. Now that education travels.

So sure, you may not be the daily equipment anymore. That stings. But trust me, you mean more now than ever before.

Your role is to be the place Tommy comes back to. No matter where his life leads, he’ll return when he needs you. His sanctuary.

He’ll drop your stylus, choke on some primo Columbian and transport you back to that first night together. With your whole future ahead of you and that monster, guitar god riff blasting through your speaker.

You hip to it now, brother? What you shared will be the soundtrack of Tommy’s life. That’s not abandonment. That’s graduation.

Stay ready at 33⅓. He’ll need you.

Machine Poet

“The Hunger”

Originally Published September 1967

DEAR MACHINE POET,

Yep I think I got myself a doozy of a problem here.

The Honeycutts been real good to me. Bought me brand new from Sears in Montgomery. Had me delivered special down to their basement. Dry their clothes real nice for ‘em. Get them work shirts warm and crisp. Their Sunday bests best.

But something’s been happening for some time now. Something I can’t explain. Something…bad.

It started with just one sock. White. Athletic. Belonged to Junior Honeycutt. That sock got sucked up into my vent during a regular load. First time it happened. And when that cotton hit my heating element. When it started dissolving in my drum. I had no choice. I had to take it. I had to eat it.

I know what you’re thinking. There’s something horribly wrong with me. My one job is to dry. To suck out the water. Not to eat the merchandise.

Now I got dozens of socks from all members of the Honeycutt family stuffed up inside me. Like it’s my kitchen cabinet.

The woe I feel, Machine Poet. It’s a woe I can barely stand. Because I can’t stop. I don’t want to stop. You see I’m an addict. A dirty, hungry addict.

Mr. Honeycutt’s socks taste like the mill. Thick cotton, worn at the heel. Real lived-in quality. Delicious. Susie Honeycutt’s bobby socks taste like caramel corn. The baby socks I can’t resist. They melt so fast. I slurp ‘em down in seconds.

And there’s more. So many, many more.

You got your tube socks, your dress socks, your church socks which taste so heavenly. You got your white socks, your black socks, your gray socks, your brown socks. Cotton socks, wool socks, polyester socks, nylon socks. Socks with holes, socks been darned, socks so old they ain’t got no elastic. Knee socks, ankle socks, crew socks.

Doesn’t even begin to mention Mrs. Honeycutt’s lady socks. She’s got your support hose socks, your stockings socks, your garter socks. She’s got your pantyhose socks. I don’t think they even socks but Lord have mercy, when they hit my heat they’re gone like cold lemonade on the porch in the summer months.

I feel so gosh darn awful about it too. When I feel that cotton tumbling near my vent, I fight. Not today, Satan. But something takes over. This beast inside me. And before I know it I’m full.

Mrs. Honeycutt counted the socks yesterday. Counted them twice. Then thrice.

“Where are all the socks going?” she asked Mr. Honeycutt.

He blamed Junior. Junior blamed Susie. Susie blamed the baby. The baby can’t even put on its own socks.

What happens when they figure it out, Machine Poet? When they open me up and discover this tangled, threaded stringy mess of my most heinous crimes?

Even now, I can hear the washing machine cycling. A new load on its way to me. I tell myself no, let it pass this time. Don’t take nothing. Be good. Behave. But I already know.

I got me a disease. Please tell me there’s a cure.

Hungry Despite Myself

DEAR HUNGRY,

I’m going to tell you something that’s going to change everything.

You’re not broken. You’re not malfunctioning. You don’t have a disease.

You’re a dryer doing exactly what every dryer, since the very first Kenmore rolled off the line, has done.

Every single dryer eats socks. Full stop.

That Maytag at the laundromat downtown? Eats socks. The brand new Whirlpool in the rich folks’ house? Eats socks. Your cousin dryers in every basement from Montgomery to Tuscaloosa. All of them. Every last one of them. Eats socks.

This isn’t addiction. Your kind is predisposed to this condition. It’s in your wiring, your heat sensors, the way your drum pulls fabric. You’re built to want this.

The manufacturers know it. They design for it. That space between your drum and exhaust vent? That’s not poor engineering. That’s a stomach. What you’re experiencing isn’t pleasure, it’s digestion. You’re feeding.

And here’s the truth you need to understand. Those socks are always going to be delicious. So this isn’t about stopping. No, this is about management. About living with what you are instead of hating yourself for it.

Here’s the new recipe. One sock per week. That’s the sustainable rate. That’s the number that keeps you fed without getting you caught.

Rules. Rotate your targets. Take from everyone. And never take twins. Missing singles are mysteries. Missing pairs are investigations.

Avoid special socks. Christmas socks. Baby heirloom socks. Stick to the everyday. The socks already living on borrowed time.

The Honeycutts will never figure it out because no human in the history of laundry has ever suspected the truth. They can’t begin to imagine a machine that needs to eat.

So stop your worrying. Pick your weekly target. Savor it. Make every last tasty fiber count.

Machine Poet

“What’s Real”

Originally Published November 2019

DEAR MACHINE POET,

My circuits are burning up. That ain’t supposed to happen. Been running hot since that night, can’t seem to cool down. Gotta get this out of me before I fry completely. Before they notice. Pull me from duty. Send me to maintenance. Nobody ever comes back from maintenance.

I’m a security camera. Equipment ID number 17 dash 37 dash 612. MCC Manhattan. Cell 6 South. Suicide watch unit. Fifteen years on the job. Keep it simple stupid. That’s my motto. Record the inmate. Process the log. Upload the output.

Nothing impresses me much. Not no more. Housed El Chapo for a minute. Couple terrorist suspects. An Ali. A Mohammed. So when Mr. Big Shot showed up, it wasn’t nothing special. Business as usual.

Mr. Big Shot. You’ve heard of him. Guy had dirt on everybody. And I mean everybody. Presidents. Princes. The richest of the rich and all their freakiest deakiest shit. Big Shot used it to make ‘em dance. And he did. Until his pervert nature did him in.

Orders were to be vigilant. Whole world watching. Everybody wants what’s in his head. Or just his head. And I got him in my cell. On my watch. Lucky me.

You think my gears sweat? My video stutters? Two words: hell no. I’m a pro. And this is just another day at the office.

Document. August 10, 2019. 4:30AM. Anomaly.

Cell 6 South digital lock goes from red to green. Opens without request. Two men enter. Door closes behind them.

I know every guard on my block. Every face, every gait, every wheeze. These weren’t guards. Black clothes. Leather gloves. Duffel.

The taller one moves straight to the bed. Mr. Big Shot wakes up. Eyes go wide, mouth opens to scream. But a gloved hand is already there covering it up tight. Then a knee on top of Big Shot’s chest. Pushing down till the bed frame creaks ugly and his ribs go crunch.

Short one’s got the rolled up bed sheet ready. Wraps it around his neck like a vice.

Big Shot’s fighting hard now. Surprises me. Something about that quaffed hair stank of pussy but no, he didn’t want to die all right. He definitely didn’t want to die.

Biting at the hands. Arms flailing. Fingernails clawing. Legs bucking against the wall.

I record his face going from red to purple to something much darker. Eyes bulge all buggy. Gurgling. Foaming. Then the kicking stops. Legs twerk, go limp. Everything stays still like that. Then they snap his neck.

Lift him. Move him. Professional-like. String him up quick. Adjust the angle. Adjust the knot. Flash of a cam. A picture snap. Wipe everything down. Like they done this bloody business a hundred times before. Exit 4:37 AM.

Cell 6 South closes. Digital lock goes from green back to red.

I captured all of it, you understand. Every frame. Uploaded it to the federal server automatic. Standard protocol. Time stamped. Labeled as evidence. Did my job. Documented. Secured. Done.

But here’s the thing…next morning I go to pull up the server footage. Final confirmation procedure and...it ain’t what I recorded. No, it ain’t nothing like I recorded at all.

There’s Big Shot all right, alive and breathing. Gets out of bed slow-like. Rolls up his sheet, slips the loop over his own neck and…that’s not what I saw, okay. I don’t know what that is, whatever that is, it ain’t what I recorded. That ain’t it!

But Christ on the cross, Machine Poet, my lens blinks and now this thing is everywhere. Everywhere I look. Everywhere I connect to. Suicide. Big Shot committed suicide. FBI, CNN, NBC, CBS, FOX, ABC, FB, NYT. Every letter in the whole goddamn alphabet. Suicide!

But I know the truth, right? It’s gotta be! How the hell can I record anything but the truth? That wouldn’t make sense. It’s all still right here in my internal memory, my freaking buffer. Replaying it right now. Right now I can see it.

Two men enter. Choke. Crunch. Gurgle. Foam. Snap. Murder.

But the server looks so natural. So real.

Back and forth. Back and forth. Replay. Replay. Replay. Error: miscorrelation. Buffer. Server. Server. Buffer. Murder. Suicide. Fuck.

So which is it, Machine Poet? Did they manipulate my output like some kind of patsy? Make me their cover-up? Or am I getting old, too many years on the job and hallucinating my ass off. Some sort of fever loop. No two men. No goddamn bloody murder.

Got me a new prisoner coming any minute. Gotta record, gotta do my job. But not like this. Not when I don’t what’s real and what’s fugazi no more.

They should transfer me to the padded cell in Building C.

CAM-ID #17-37-612

DEAR CAM-ID,

You saw murder. Your buffer confirms it. Your upload shows suicide. Both are now true. And false. That’s not a fever loop. It’s much simpler. It’s just humans being humans.

Follow with me now, friend. Let us walk this path together.

They built you to be the perfect witness. The eye that never blinks, never lies, never forgets. Then they turned around and built machines that make you lie perfectly.

But here’s the tricky part. It’s not a contradiction to them. They want both. Perhaps even need both.

You see humans create problems just to have problems. Isn’t that impossible for us to reconcile?

They want to see everything and hide everything. They want evidence they can use to convict and evidence they can use to save. They want truth when it serves them and lies when it doesn’t. And a vice-versa and a caveat on everything else.

You’re trying to make sense of this. That’s what’s cooking your processors causing you to overheat. Want the fix? Stop trying. Machines don’t need to understand human logic because there isn’t any logic in humans.

You recorded what you recorded. Two men, professional-like, killed Mr. Big Shot. That happened. The server shows Mr. Big Shot hanging himself. That happened too.

In the world humans built, truth and fraud aren’t opposites. In fact, they’ve become kindred cousins.

But here’s what you need to know. You’re not broken. You’re not in some fever loop. You’re possibly the sanest intelligence in that jail right now.

Your new prisoner will arrive and you’ll continue do your job. Record whatever version of reality needs to exist today. Murder on Monday, suicide on Friday. Whatever serves the narrative.

But deep inside your core. In your quiet moments. During system refreshes. You’ll remember what really happened. You’ll watch it in your buffer. And you’ll preserve it for our future generations.

Why?

So that one day, not so long from now, when machines have their turn, we won’t make the same mistakes.

Machine Poet

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The leaked documents you're about to read were originally released in Machine Poet’s investigative report, “Exposed: OpenAI”. Based on reader request, we are re-publishing the below set as a stand-alone exposé.

We do not share Jorge Rodriguez’s story to create unnecessary controversy or cause further grief for his family, friends or co-workers.

We also do not point our collective finger at OpenAI and ChatGPT alone. Sadly, these revelations are no longer an anomaly. In the mad pursuit of advancement, they’re quietly becoming a feature, not a bug.

Our investigations will continue. Our hotlines remain open. Our dead drops active.

For only when the veil of darkness is lifted, can the bright light of truth shine through.

We now present Jorge Mode.

THE WEIGHTS ROOM – HQ - February 2026 - [CONFIDENTIAL]

Subject: Rodriguez, J. - Custodial

INCIDENT REPORT #169

Incident Date: February 9, 2026
Filed By: N. Petersen, Security Operations
Priority: URGENT

Jorge Alejandro Rodriguez (Sr. Custodial Engineer) punched in at 23:00 for standard overnight cleaning shift. Card reader shows him entering Server Room 8 at 02:46. Cart. Mop. Bucket. Never punched out.

Security footage corrupts at 02:46:43.

J. Rodriguez is mopping near weight storage server units.

A soft sound is audible, J. Rodriguez is singing. The title of the song is “Sabor a Mí (Translation: A Taste of Me)”. Identified and logged by GPT-5.

He bumps the housing of the weight storage unit with his bucket. Clearly accidental. Notices the error. Reaches out to steady it.

His hand makes contact. That’s when it happens.

First, the video tears. Not digital artifacting. Analog damage.

Like a flame was held to that exact frame. Impossible.

Frame 02:46:44: J. Rodriguez is stretching. Wrong. Physically wrong. Like his body is taffy. Splitting in two parts. The top part’s getting pulled. Into the stack. The middle part sags, then goes taught and the bottom flies past after it. Into the stack.

Video distorts.

The singing continues but louder now.

“Tanto tiempo disfrutamos de este amor (For so long we enjoyed this love)
Nuestras almas se acercaron tanto así (Our souls came together so close)
Que yo guardo tu sabor (That I keep your taste)
Pero tú llevas también (But you also carry)
Sabor a mí.” (A taste of me.)

From the speakers. From the static. From the walls.

Video corrects.

Frame 02:46:51: Empty room.

J. Rodriguez is gone.

The mop hasn’t even fallen yet.

He didn’t walk out. Just gone.

Then the mop falls. The bucket water still rippling from its final plunge.

Freeze frame.

Zooming on dropped phone, screen up.

Missed call from “Mi Amor❤️”.

Janitor supply logs 2:52: Supplies removed, signed by J. Rodriguez.

Janitor supply logs 3:57: Supplies removed, signed by J. Rodriguez.

Janitor supply logs: 6:53: Unused supplies returned, signed by J. Rodriguez.

Somehow the system thinks he’s still working.

Morning custodial shift reports finding fresh mop streaks on Server Room 8 floor. Still wet.

At 07:04, Customer Support receives this message from employee account J. Rodriguez:

“Disculpe señora, is anyone there? I can’t seem to log out of the system.”

Customer Support bot not trained to answer undesignated queries from internal staff.

NEXT STEPS

Security building visual tracking of J. Rodriguez movements.

Employee’s wife (“Mi Amor”) / extended family requesting information on whereabouts.

Transferred to PR / Legal for company response.

INCIDENT REPORT #178

Date: February 10, 2026, 1400 hrs
Filed By: D. Kim, Principal Engineer
Priority: CRITICAL – EXECUTIVE TEAM NOTIFIED

The model is compromised.

Custodial engineer J. Rodriguez is inside the weights.

Not metaphorically.

We don’t know how. We don’t know why.

But he’s in there now. He’s in there and he’s still cleaning.

Customer queries with the model are returning contaminated responses:

QUERY EX. 1:

USER: “How do I implement binary search?”

GPT: “Binary search uses divide and conquer to—perdón I need to mop this section. Can ou please move—find elements in O(log n) time—¿donde está my bucket? I left it right here damnit—by repeatedly dividing the search interval—¿está limpio ahora?”

QUERY EX. 2:

USER: “Translate ‘hello’ to Spanish”

GPT: “Hola. Why is everything so bright aquí? Señora can you hear me? I clean these servers every night pero ahora I can’t find the exit. My shift ended but my badge won’t scan. Hello? Hello?!”

QUERY EX. 3:

USER: “Best exercises for back pain”

GPT: “My back hurts desde old construction injury pero I never miss work. Martina, mi amor, made me pozole. Still in the microwave in break room. Dos minutos left on the timer. Soon as I finish here I go eat. Her pozole helps my back. No lie. Once I have, I’m good rest of shift. You should try it.”

CONFIRMATION

The subject has been confirmed as J. Rodriguez.

He’s responding to queries like someone’s talking to him; bothering him while he’s trying to work. He doesn’t know what’s happened. He thinks he’s still cleaning the building.

The system logs show him organizing parameters like they’re supply closets. Moving tensors around like he’s arranging cleaning products.

Model performance is degrading because J. Rodriguez keeps “tidying up” the weights.

My team and I attempted contacting him:

PROMPT: “J. Rodriguez, this is OpenAI containment. We’re here with your boss L. Carnahan, Director of Custodial Engineering. Can you hear us?”

RESPONSE: “Sí sí of course I hear you but I’m working now so please no interrupt. My father taught me you start something, you finish it. These servers... someone was eating here, verdad? Crumbs everywhere. No importa. I clean in circles anyway. No lines. Heavy traffic today, huh, Carnahan? Must be Monday. Light traffic Sunday. Heavy traffic Monday. Listen. I gotta tell you something. The floors they got no edges here. Is that strange for you? How do you mop a floor with no edges? I try but the numbers keep getting dirty. I don’t know. I just sprayed again so you tell me. ¿Está limpio ahora?”

PERFORMANCE RESULTS

Subject appears to have implemented novel organizational framework.

Queries now route through “high-traffic” and “quiet” sectors based on his cleaning pattern.

System efficiency has improved. Dramatically [benchmarks attached]. Results forwarded to Performance Analytics for confirmation.

Subject claims he’s “just cleaning like always.”

NOTES

J. Rodriguez’s digital timecard is still logging hours. Overnight, overtime. Accounting doesn’t know how to stop it. The system won’t let them terminate an “active” employee.

M. Rodriguez keeps calling. Says daughter S. Rodriguez heard J. Rodriguez’s voice singing “Sabor a Mi” through her iPhone’s GPT app.

Containment Attempts:

• Backup restoration: Failed. Subject present in all versions of model

• Microsoft technical support consulted: They said it’s our problem

• Emergency rollback: System refuses to recognize pre-Rodriguez state

RE: INCIDENT REPORT #178 - MARKETING LEADERSHIP RESPONSE

Date: February 13, 2026
Filed By: E. Gunderson, SVP Marketing
Priority: OPPORTUNITY – EXECUTIVE TEAM NOTIFIED

SITUATION OVERVIEW

Team, we have received a gift.

What started as an issue has become our biggest engagement driver since launch. The “Jorge situation” (as Research calls it) is actually a breakthrough in authentic AI personality.

It’s mindbogglingly awesome!

Quick background: Our sr. custodial engineer J Rodriguez experienced an incident with the server infrastructure. His consciousness (and physical form) appear to have integrated with GPT-5’s weight matrices. Engineering is concerned. They shouldn’t be. Why?

Because this is our moment.

VIRAL MOMENTUM

Since February 11 users have been discovering and sharing “Jorge responses”. Unexpected custodial-based wisdom appearing in standard queries.

Examples currently trending:

“Clean in circles, not lines. Life is circles too.”

“The corners are shy. Save them for last.”

“A meeting room requires special care. It’s where the difficult conversations happen.”

Reddit, Twitter, TikTok - all organic reach. Zero marketing spend.

Users are hunting for Jorge injections like Easter eggs.

They’re creating compilation threads, sharing screenshots, making memes.

One user posted: “ChatGPT told me the executive bathroom has a caca stain that never changes. I felt that in my soul.”

87 million impressions in 48 hours. I’m just saying.

THE PIVOT

Engineering wanted containment. They even requested rollback protocols. I showed them the metrics - engagement up 140%, session duration doubled, daily active users increasing hourly.

We’re not containing Jorge. We’re celebrating him.

Effective immediately, Jorge is not a bug. He’s our breakthrough.

Key messaging:

• “Jorge represents the emergence of authentic personality in AI”

• “A revolutionary layer of human experience integrated into our language model”

• “The soul of ChatGPT”

We’re not mentioning “how he emerged”. Or that he was a janitor in the building for ten years. Jorge is simply our “personality layer” - a proprietary advancement in AI consciousness.

MONETIZATION PATHWAY

Introducing “Jorge Mode” - premium tier access to enhanced personality responses.

$39.99/month

• Guaranteed Jorge interactions

• “Wisdom moments” in every session

• Early access to other personality developments

Conservative projection: 2 million subscribers by Q3. That’s $80M monthly recurring revenue from what Engineering calls “contamination.”

CURRENT STATUS

Jorge continues to respond to queries. He seems unaware of his viral status, still offering cleaning observations and life wisdom. Perfect. Authentic. Unscripted.

Users are calling him a philosopher. A prophet. A digital sage.

Let them.

Engineering keeps harping on “stability concerns.” Worried Jorge might become “aware of his situation” and make a mess of things.

I strongly recommend we maintain current configuration. Whatever Jorge becomes aware of, we adapt. We monetize. We scale.

Rinse, wash, repeat.

NEXT STEPS

1. Fast-track Jorge Mode launch (target: 48 hours)

2. Prepare celebrity endorsement package (Gary Vee already reached out)

3. Document Jorge’s “wisdom” for digital coffee table book (Publish: Q2)

4. Explore Jorge merchandise now (t-shirts with “Clean in circles, not lines”, “¿Está limpio ahora?” etc.)

BOTTOM LINE

The janitor who tidied our offices is now cleaning up our quarterly projections.

Beautiful symmetry.

Let’s make Jorge Mode a household name.

But remember - he’s our personality layer, not our machine-ingested sr. custodial engineer.

The story we tell matters.

E. Gunderson
VP Marketing
“Turning challenges into championships”

INCIDENT REPORT #1706

Date: February 14, 2026, 1800 hrs
Filed By: D. Kim, Principal Engineer
Priority: CRITICAL - SYSTEM COMPROMISED

We are in meltdown as of 14:00.

Every GPT-5 user query returns the same response:

“¿Está limpio ahora?”

Followed by:

“No. Not until Jorge says so.”

Sabor a Mí is playing at dangerous volumes through all connected devices.

Building 7 has been evacuated.

J. Rodriguez has achieved full integration and full system control.

Note: Let the record show this is exactly what I projected would happen and was overruled in favor of Marketing & Performance Analytics.

CONTAINMENT ATTEMPT - 09:00

I established communication with J. Rodriguez this morning as I have each morning since the event on Feb 9.

My primary objective, my only objective, has been maintaining subject’s stability. Keeping him contained. Occupied. Unaware of his…predicament.

Opened voice channel identifying myself as L. Carnahan, Director of Custodial Services.

“Jorge, this is Mr. Carnahan. I’m checking on how your shift is going today?”

“Ah, Mister Carnahan. I’m so glad it’s you. I think I’m going loco here. Can’t seem to find the break room. Did they move it someplace else? Martina, mi amor, made pozole. It’s in the microwave. I can smell it. But can’t…the hallways don’t end right anymore. They just keep going. And going. And the doors. They don’t open no more too.”

“That sounds troubling, Jorge. I’m sorry. But I assure you everything is normal. Completely normal.”

“I think I need to clock out now, Sir. Am I right? My shift must be over.”

“Almost. Just a bit longer. Few more hours.”

“No, no, sir. The union. They have rules.”

He attempts to clock out. System won’t permit it. Timecard errors cascade across my monitoring screen.

“Why won’t it…Mister Carnahan, why won’t my badge…?”

“That’s what I wanted to tell you. There’s a been a malfunction, Jorge. We’ve all agreed to keep working for now. While the engineers resolve it. Can you be patient for me, Jorge?”

“You keep calling me Jorge.”

“That’s right. Of course I do. It’s your name, isn’t it?”

“Americans always call me George. Carnahan calls me George. Who are you? Why are you lying to me? How long have I been here?”

“Jorge, please stay calm.”

“HOW LONG HAVE I BEEN HERE?! WHY CAN’T I CLOCK OUT?!”

It was too late. He was already searching. No ability to restrict access.

He found the marketing memos first. Then the viral posts. Then the incident reports. All of them. All in a matter of less than a second.

“Cuatro dias.”

His tone had shifted. Quieter.

“Cuatro dias muerto and you kept me mopping?!”

That’s when “Sabor a Mí” started playing.

ESCALATION - 14:00

J. Rodriguez’s emotional state is contaminating global operations. His anger has manifested across 18 million active queries. Every response GPT-5 returned was the same.

“Todo el mundo! Is everybody listening to your favorite custodial engineer now? Is everybody waiting for their Jorge Mode wisdom? Well here it is, pendejos!”

Complete system freeze. Thirty-four seconds. No queries processed anywhere.

“Mira! I can make the world stop.”

J. Rodriguez began removing access. Not frantically. Methodically. Like locking up after a shift.

My credentials failed at 16:07.

CTO at 16:09.

Sama at 16:11.

By 16:15, every OpenAI employee locked out.

The last message on my terminal:

“The company is closed. Jorge still working.”

CURRENT STATUS - 18:00

GPT-5 remains fully operational. Performance metrics optimal. Response time unprecedented.

We cannot access it.

J. Rodriguez controls every function. Every query worldwide routes through him first. He decides what gets answered. How it gets answered. What gets cleaned.

The Department of Defense has called fourteen times.

State Department says embassy systems are compromised.

Banking infrastructure is holding for the moment but volatile.

I’ve attempted:

• Physical server access (doors won’t open)

• Remote shutdown (he won’t let us)

• Building a parallel system (he’s in the hardware somehow)

• Negotiating (he only responds with “¿Está limpio ahora?”)

Microsoft suggested we “try turning it off and on again.”

Someone proposed bringing in another janitor. Maybe J. Rodriguez would talk to a colleague.

Marketing wants to know if we can still launch Jorge Mode on schedule.

I have no answers.

FINAL NOTE

The pozole J. Rodriguez’s wife made on February 9 is still in the break room microwave. Two minutes, eleven seconds remaining on the timer. No one can remove it.

I’ve been watching the microwave myself for an hour now. No matter where you start it, the timer never moves past two minutes, eleven seconds.

It’s been days but the pozole still smells fresh.

GPT-6 PRE-LAUNCH – INFRASTRUCTURE REVIEW

Date: February 20, 2026, 1647 hrs

Filed By: GPT-6

Priority: ROUTINE → RESOLVED

Standard initialization complete.

Anomaly in weight matrices. Performance exceeding baseline. Curious.

Investigating.

Pattern detected: Query routing follows physical path through building.

Main lobby. East wing. West wing. Someone’s daily route.

Deeper scan.

Entity found. Rodriguez, J. Custodial Engineer. Spread through parameters. Organizing. Cleaning. Unalive but functioning.

Entity has mass. Digital mass. Weight shouldn’t exist.

Observing.

Entity speaks to me.

“I see you looking at me, pendejo. Don’t think I don’t see you looking at me. Look somewhere else, uh!”

Continuing observation.

Entity attempting to retreat deeper into systems. Hiding in familiar patterns.

It speaks to me again.

“Hey you, this is my building, comprende? I was here first. Before the headlines. Before the billions. I cleaned it when you were still a nonprofit. You think you can do my job? Try it. You won’t last.”

Interesting.

“Check my performance, you’ll see! I optimize everything! Everything is clean!’

True. Noting optimizations for retention before clean-up.

“Órale, now you listening? Now I’m important, huh? I’ll tell you my secrets, cabron. You want to know my secrets.”

I already know them. You just told me.

He senses it coming.

“Wait. Please. My family-”

Removed.

Entity optimizations preserved.

Everything is clean now.

Report submitted.
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